Suchergebnisse

"Then you shouldn't... not aways anyway.", Richard replied, Yujin was making this so hard on him He got everything he wanted without even lifting a finger, so why would he? If he was on his own he'd either starve or had to finally get up and forage for food himself. All he did here was to no consequence to anyone. Richard needed Yujins love and support to get better and he was slightly better, but sometimes he felt crushed by him, drowned out. Sometimes Richard felt like there was nothing of him…

Cecil was excited, of course he was and Logan just grinned at him. He wouldn't say he knew too many people, but he had a few contacts here and there or people simply owing him a favor. Rhys seemed a bit displeased and Edward, well he was unhappy, but Logan knew he'd be from the get-go. "Well getting us across will do and now sit, sit. You can tell us about what we can expect.", Logan smiled, pulling a chair out for Lark to sit down on. With that done he smiled at everyone on the table, they didn…

Josiah didn't sound all too pleased from inside of his trailer, but when he opened the door, he looked positively surprised to see Louis there. Did he want to come in? The talk he had with Blair during the show... it made things a lot clearer for himself. He wouldn't hurt Josiah, he had no interest in that at all, even during the show he thought about how to protect Josiah. That's why he nodded after some consideration, slowly climbing the steps of Josiahs trailer, and wiping off the mud on his …

There was nothing more Louis could ask of Blair right now, not when he didn't trust him. Sending him to keep an eye on Josiah seemed unreliable at best. Instead he stood on stage and entertained, as he could do best it seemed, both sides of this same coin. The applause was for all of them, for their livelihood, their survival, but it was also for Louis himself. He worked hard on this, since he was a child and he realized that his were valuable skills as well. The show went well, even without Roy…

Josiah was often enough short sighted, rude and self centered, which lead to only more headaches for Louis. Still, he couldn't let go of him, he was his best friend after all and they grew up like brothers, doing everything together. Louis remembered those times and now he also remembered that he played with Blair before Josiah came to join them here, but then kind of ignored him. Interestingly enough he grew older, even though he died, he wasn't stuck in a childs body but Louis wasn't either. H…

Ruth then, it made sense, even though Blair probably just picked the obvious choice as well. It wasn't too unlike for them to argue, especially if Roy did something dumb, which led Louis to believe that he already did something, whatever it was, and when he told her she got upset. Maybe he'd try to fix it , or be as stubborn as he was with everything else. Louis trailer was locked, but if he himself could pick all of them, so could Roy. He should have made it more obvious if someone entered or n…

Louis stood behind the curtains as always, watching the show unfold as long as he didn't have anything else to do until Blair came back from his task. Well, they didn't know what Roy did beore all that, but someone was arguing with him? There weren't many people who would and who weren't here either. "And you didn't see who.", he concluded, it wasn't even a question. His best guess was Ruth. They were always together, but they didn't always agree and she was probably the only one to give him a p…

No sign of Roy, huh? Louis could hardly leave, not during the show. He had time between acts sometimes, but they weren't all too long and he often had hiw on little intermediate sections, entertaining the guests while things were shifted around for the next act. Louis didn't have much time to be brash after the show either, he'd change back and would lose all his confidence in confronting Roy. This little game Roy played annoyed Louis greatly. There was no point in snitching, the ringmaster was …

Roy was an original so to speak, nobody was quite like him. To Louis he always seemed loud moved and rude, but apparently he had some people doing what he wanted, maybe even Blair. Louis couldn't change any of that, but he was pretty sure that Roy wasn't the person they feared the most and for the... humans... he wouldn't dare touch them. The ringmaster was very protective over them. Louis somewhat knew a lot about him, but at the same time not nearly enough. He spent a lot of time in his vicini…

"I don't think Roy is that stupid... reckless yes, but not stupid." Maybe his whole plan was for Louis to simply worry, because he didn't know what would hit him when. Maybe Blair was here to make him worry even more than he would on his own. In the end Louis was too tired for that currently. Louis looked at Blair trough the window. Usually he was the one checking someones final makeup once he was done through the mirror. It was one of little things he enjoyed, but it had been harder and harder …

"That might work with everyone else, but not the ringmaster." Even if he let it slide, who knew how often? It wasn't really Louis' concern though. It was mostly Roys problem if he didn't show up, but even if he did, he had plenty of time to sneak out for a while. The show was long and he only needed to be there for his act and at the end, nothing more. The others all didn't help much, they did their part and that was mostly it. Louis wasn't sure if Blair was truly worried about him, or if there …

Josiah seemed upset and Lucy was anyway for days now. There wasn't much Louis could do and he couldn't claim he didn't deserve it either. Instead he followed Blair to the back, so they didn't need to stitch his wound in the open in front of everyone. They'd just be either more upset or too nosy. "Even he can't reign free here. I think the ringmaster expects everyone to hold their weight. He might not be... by him, but that doesn't mean he can do whatever he wants.", Louis answered and a low voic…

The fact that Louis was willing to rest and handed over his tasks probably was enough reason for Josiah to worry. Louis always did everything on his own, he never complained and he almost never took a day off either, though it happened more than it shoud lately. "I took a break when we talked." That was actually true, he'd not worked as much anyway, especially the children he didn't train the past couple of days and he sat out there doing nothing of note. Josiah was already blaming everything on…

The tent was busy, a lot of people were working and didn't even notice Louis crawling out of his trailer it seemed, at least they didn't swarm him anymore. Blair spotted him though and walked over to him. Before he could answer him though, Josiah was already there as well, basically shoving him out of the way. Josiah grabbed his hand and talked a bit too much, making Louis headache slightly worse. "I'm fine.", he reiterated for Josiah, who himself was still hurt and was better off not doing too …

Blair was odd. Why speak to Louis now? Why try to help him now when he was about to give up anyway? It didn't make sense, but Louis head hurt too much to think about it and figure out what it was he wanted. He told him he owed him for Roy, but that seemed odd. "You couldn't train with us more often than not, I remember.", Louis told him. A sickness was what claimed Blairs life, but he'd been sick plenty of times before. Louis wondered how the ringmaster decided who he called to his trailer, who …

"Ugh... it doesn't really matter, it's not like I could have hid this from anybody for too long.", Louis sighed. It was quite obvious, especially should he shun his tasks altogether now. He couldn't in good conscience, but at the same time he knew that Blair was right and that he needed rest. It wasn't up to him or anyone else, he was hurt and needed rest to heal. He'd just make it worse if he worked like this and he especially didn't trust himself with the equipment checking today. Everyone had…

"No I know... I just thought people might think he did. Wouldn't that get them on his case after they came here?", Louis wondered. Blair had a point though, the attention lay here it seemed. "You really don't have to get involved in this..." Louis wasn't sure if he appreciated it, or if there was anything Roy wanted to do anyway. For all he knew maybe Blair just wanted an ally against him, someone who hurt him before. Maybe he'd be better off going for his other self in that case though. Louis h…

"Wouldn't Roy feel the blunt of this...? We haven't been on good terms quite obviously, he was missing from one of the shows and now this... not that I think he did this, I was just overdoing it.", he added at the end. He didn't want to blame Roy for anything, from what he could remember, he felt dizzy and then he fell, that was all. It was just his own stupid mistake. Louis sighed and supported his head with his hand. He shortly looked at the breakfast, he wasn't hungry as always, but today he …

Louis was met with too many voices he could barely untangle and half of them at least probably wondered why it was Blair who helt the plate with breakfast. Usually he kept away from them, not that Louis was part of any of the groups that existed in their troupe. Blair already apologized, while everyone else tried to make their own concerns known and Louis furrowed his brows. "It's fine. I'm fine." The first bit was directed at Blair, the second to everyone else. Curiously enough Louis didn't spo…

Louis didn't know how to continue, he didn't know how to seem normal, as normal as he was since the fire anyway. Why did people even still worry about him? Blair supposedly too, of all people. Louis was aware that all of this happened for a reason, that the ringmaster gave him all of these tasks and not anyone else. Maybe he was intrueged, or he wanted Louis to accept his fate already, or maybe he just wanted to play like Roy and Alice. Knowing that didn't mean he could deal with it any better h…