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"I know... I'd like to just jump on a ship with Cameron and sail away sometimes. It's not like I'm made for being a duke." But he was well aware that he was to protect his people that his family protected for generations now. It wasn't for anyone else really and it didn't help that he knew a lot of the people living in Fhaergus. Their country wasn't big, he sometimes joined the hunters, especially in winter, he sometimes got his own bread from a local baker instead of sending someone too and may…

"I don't want it and my father doesn't want me to have it either. He should have just gotten another son. I'll happily step down, it's not even too late I guess." But Caelan had no simblings, not even a sister, whyever that was. Caelan wouldn't complain if he wasn't to inherit Fhaergus and instead a little brother would. He admired Cameron for his freedom, with all his siblings before him in line for the throne of Stenz, there was no way he'd ever rule. He was free to do whatever he wanted while…

With so much going on lately, Louis felt like he couldn't properly do his job anymore. The trouble with Roy, the fights with Josiah, the fact that he himself changed so drastically and suddenly, the ringmaster showing him his place, Leila dead, Jo hurt and now Louis stood here with an immense headache himself. They lost two acts and the one person overseeing all preperations. This once was all fun and games, before the fire and after it was an effort to keep Josiah safe, but not much more than t…

"No. I'm always stressed.", Louis quickly answered, this wasn't it. "Maybe the injury was worse than I thought..." Blair fixed it but even he couldn't look inside of Louis head. If the ringmaster reigned over death around here, maybe Louis would have died once more, but now it all just culminated in a headache. It's only been two days however, there was no need to overthink things. He was tired and he wanted to sit down at least, but he kept standing in his doorway, up the two steps and looked d…

Blair seemed worried and while Louis wanted to trust him, he wasn't sure if he could or should. Even at the other times of day he was vigilant around him. In the end it was easier to break him during the day, when he was tired and in need of a confidant. With the visitors flooding the grounds he only cared for himself, used Blair as a tool if he needed to. On the other hand Blair seemed like he needed someone to talk to too. He wasn't like them for long either and he had none of his former frien…

Louis also never went this far, maybe Roys reaction was warranted, but maybe he was also just searching for excuses. Josiah never believed anything Louis said, he didn't understand how dangerous this place was even after all that happened and all those children vanishing in front of his eyes. They were lucky to live to adulthood, though technically Louis didn't and neither did Blair. Louis didn't want Josiah to be taken by the ringmaster, nor did he want him to be stuck here as well. He begged f…

"You already misplaced your trust in me before.", Genji reminded Mikuni. He seemed so young, but that was easy to say for someone who lived multiple lives, even though he could barely remember them. "I should be okay for a while. The curse seems dormant right now." Sated was probably a better word, or maybe tired and defeated. It's already been days since Genji killed, but he felt fine. There wasn't an urge to kill, even when he fought those soldiers by the monestary. He had no problem with lett…

Josiah always worried more about others than himself, yet it was wasted on Louis, whatever happened to him hardly seemed to matter when he already died, or not? Whatever it was that happened to him and whatever reason the ringmaster had to keep him and not others. "I will. I just needed to talk to you.", Louis replied. Josiah wasn't listening as always, Roy already assaulted him, it shouldn't be too hard to believe that he could do it again. "He's angry now." It was important to talk to Josiah n…

Rain streichelte Nayantai weiter, versuchte ihn zu trösten, jetzt da er sich endlich öffnete. Nicht dass er es musste, aber vielleicht ging es ihm besser, wenn er die Erfahrung mit jemandem teilen konnte. Rain hatte sich besser gefühlt, als er Nayantai sein gesamtes Herz ausgeschüttet hatte, in dem Wissen dass er ihn nicht verstand und es auch niemandem erzählen konnte. "Du musst dich nicht bei mir entschuldigen...", war alles was Rain sagte, während die Tränen aus Nayantai herausflossen wie ein…

"Fhaergus ist verloren und ich will nicht andauernd daran erinnert werden.", entgegnete Rain mit einem Seufzen. "Und ich brauche keine Geschenke von dir, nicht so etwas..." Er beließ es dabei. Nayantai wollte Fhaergus nicht wirklich für Rain zurückerobern, oder zumindest war das nicht die ganze Wahrheit und Rain traf jedes Mal ein Stich ins Herz, wenn er an seine Heimat und sein Versagen erinnert wurde. Fhaergus war verloren und das lastete auf Rains Schultern. Diese Narbe würde ebensowenig verh…

"Vergiss Fhaergus, es gibt nichts, was du dort ausrichten könntest. Selbst wenn wir es zurückerobern könnten, dann könnten wir es nicht halten. Wir bräuchten eine Armee und dein Volk braucht eure Kampfkraft hier um zu überleben. Du bist nur ein Mann, selbst wenn du Rikiyas Platz hier nicht eines Tages einnehmen willst, bevor du irgendetwas ausrichten kannst, musst du heilen, nicht körperlich, ich weiß, dass du verletzt bist und dass du nicht daran denken möchtest was dir zugestoßen ist, aber du …

"I usually try and stay away from others, especially settlements...", he answered. Unless he really had to get something, he didn't go near them. It only showed in the monastery that it was better he was only around one unlucky soul at the time the curse forced him to kill, rather than a whole group of people. Sometimes he needed food, or ways to fix his clothes if not new ones altogether and he mostly had to steal those things. He didn't have any money, didn't dare take on any jobs for anyone, …

"Ich will nicht, dass du dich in Gefahr begibst und Adrestia ist immer noch meine Heimat. Du musst aufhören zu kämpfen, zumindest für eine Weile. Ich denke deshalb solltest du auf Reisen gehen, weg von Adrestia, den Soldaten und dem Krieg. Kümmere dich erst um dich.", erwiderte Rain. So oft hatte Nayantai ihm schon gesagt er würde Fhaergus für ihn zurückerobern, er würde Rains König töten. Leere Worte, mehr war es nicht, was konnte ein einzelner Mann schon ausrichten? Und was sollte Rain mit Fha…

As they trudged down the path, Mikuni broke the silence eventually, pulling Genji out of his own head. "I uh... nothing important.", he mumbled, not wanting to put his negative thoughts on the priest, who seemed to like the prospect of being around other, normal people maybe. Or maybe he just hoped to sleep in a bed. "Maybe I should just wait at the edge of the village.", he suggested. Genji didn't think he was a danger to anyone right now, nor in the next few hours or even days and yet, he didn…

Genji knew nothing about Mikunis brothers and sisters, so he was aware that he should probably trust Mikunis opinion. On the other hand, the young man seemed sheltered, maybe even naiv. Genji didn't want to be the cause of other peoples pain, be that by his own hand or anothers, but he relented and nodded once more. Mikuni seemed excited when he led the horse back over to the couple who insisted they could take care of the rest on their own. Genji found that to be odd, but nothing else. Mikuni c…

Genji wondered if some of Otoha washed over to Mikuni. He stood fairly close, for being scared of him, for good reason, not too long ago. He even held onto Genjis sleeve while he pleaded with him and looked up to him as if Genji was his older brother. The gaze was alien, nothing he was used to, not that he could remember anyhow and in his previous life nobody would have trusted him like this either. "Are you sure those Paladins won't do more than that if they found them?", Genji asked, with litt…

Genji didn't dare step too close, he kept his distance, not looking at the two people directly and focusing mostly on Mikuni. He did well when it came to talking to them and calming them down and it seemed he also used a bit of his magic to help the man with his injuries. They seemed overjoyed, rightly so. Genji didn't know how this happened, but it was probably just the wheel getting stuck somewhere and tipping the whole thing over. They were unlucky it seems and it was yet to show if they were…

Genji wasn't opposed to helping people, nor did he derive any joy from seeing others suffer, he simply did believe that most of the time he did more harm than good, proven once more with what happened at the monestary. If they were seen it was easier for their pursuers to find them and maybe they'd harm these people to for aiding them, not stopping them, or whatever they could come up with. Still, Mikuni was already talking to the crying woman holding the mans hand who was visibly in pain. Genji…

Rain glaubte, dass es eben doch genau darum ging, aber er ließ das Thema fallen, das Nayantai mit Niemandem besprechen wollte. Er fragte sich, ob wenn er denn seine alten Freunde wiedertraf, er sich ihnen anvertrauen würde und er fragte sich ebenfalls, ob Nayantai wirklich glücklich mit Rain war. Natürlich drehte sich nicht alles um ihn, aber wenn er ihm nicht im Geringsten helfen konnte, was sollte er dann tun? Rain wollte Nayantai nicht an sich fesseln, weder an diesen Ort, noch auf einer emot…

Mikuni seemed surprised that Genji asked for his own opinion and feelings and it took him a while to formulate an answer. Genji waited patiently for him to make up his mind, but he did believe that he answered not for himself, but to make Otoha happy. She was his goddess after all, while it was hard for Genji to see her as such when she didn't act like one around him and when the feelings he recalled for her were much too normal and as if he knew her all his life. In a way Mikuni made him feel l…