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Richard only knew it was Yujin standing there when he came closer and quickly put his hands on him. For a moment Richard had feared it was Quan, who helped Xu do his dirty work once more, but no. Relieved all the tenseness left Richards body and his limbs grew weak. He took a breather without being able to process everything right now. He groaned when Yujin picked it up, but bit most of it back. He was used to this kind of, it was nothing knew, even though he didn't know how much damage was done…

Richard soon saw a blurry figure crawling towards him. His own body barely obeyed. He lacked strength but the adrenaline kicked in. He didn't want to die, especially not like this and he felt pain like that before, it wouldn't stop him so easily. Richard tried to lift himself up, sharp pain coursing through every single bone in his body. He was shaking as he managed to get his bearings, only to be pushed back down to the ground by Xu. He glared at him, not with fear, but anger, for trying someth…

Richard was happy about how the night went, about reconciling with Yujin and spending time with him, especially like that. He was so stupid and weak for just letting him go and maybe it was the guilt and regret that made him chase after Quan the day before. He's also been stupid for not letting Yujin closer. Why was yesterday different? Was it really the things Quan said to him? Well it wasn't like he understood any of it, but facing someone so much stronger than him had never felt easier. Of co…

Richard couldn't let Yujin stay, he knew and he also knew not to draw any suspicions. Obviously the two of them were stupid enough to sneak into each others rooms from time to time as they did before when Richard also wasn't supposed to be here and Yujins father didn't quite like him. How rude of him, Richard didn't understand why Nayantai called him his friend and his 'permission' for them to stay here in a lousy hut away from the actual village was definitely not needed. What a prick. It was d…

Yujin was still the silly old him, but there was also something more mature around him now, something more serious. Richard couldn't quite pinpoint it, even in these moments where he was silly and teasing, it felt a bit different, as if he had grown up over night and it made his confession seem more real, more informed, not the ramblings of a man that didn't even remember what happened two weeks ago. Richard liked that man too, but he couldn't help but think that if he only knew all of what tran…

"I chose to leave alone, not you.", Richard reminded him. If Yujin had found out, if he had ran after them, Richard would have turned back, to bring him to where he was safe. At least he thought he was safe here at the time, or at least decided that his problems where the bigger ones and more important to deal with. Chasing after the dead instead of the living, how silly and yet Richard could not forget who was taken from him, even if Dayan at least was still alive. When Yujin started his poetic…

"You never did.", Richard answered while he enjoyed Yujins warm hands and the hot breath brushing over his skin. In a way this always felt better when he was cold like that, when Yujin simply kept him warm and heated up the air under their blanket by just being very obviously a Silessian. He used their time together as an escape and maybe it was still so, but even then, he waited for this way too long. His mind and body didn't always align, when they tried before Richard chickened out, but not t…

"No it's unfair to hold you up like that.", Richard answered. Well now they spent time together so it hardly mattered and there seemed to be no reason why Richard couldn't spend time with Yujin like this again. Nothing bad was happening, Yujin even finished quicker than he anticipated and that just meant he wasn't disgusted by Richard. He did worry though, because now that Yujin remembered, maybe he'd miss what was gone, who was gone. "I mean I'm not that good.", he answered. Yes it was obvious.…

"I wouldn't have minded if you found someone else you know, just for the time being...", Richard mumbled, assuming why he'd gotten Yujin undone so quickly in the first place. "Someone in the den or... just doing it yourself." Richard wasn't big on sharing, but in this case why make Yujin wait for so long? Besides, if it was only physical, Richard wasn't worried in the first place. Yujin slept with all of his friends and some point, didn't he? What was one more night? It wasn't fair to not commit…

Richard didn't think Yujin was a quickshot or that he ruined the moment at all, if anything Richard didn't have a lot of stamina anyway. He was just happy Yujin enjoyed it, he was happy to be able to do something for him, to make him feel good after he demanded so much of him all the time. Yujin spent so much time fixing him, both times Richard was here. First he had to tame him, had to keep up with his moods and sassy attitude and then he spent days at Richards side, in his bed, just holding an…

"Oh shut up...", Richard sighed, trying not to chuckle. Richard had a hard time answering like this, he was busy after all and he wanted to make it enjoyable for Yujin. He did notice that even kneeling like that was somewhat taxing though, not because he was so weak, but because he used his legs a lot today and just from that he'd probably have sore muscles tomorrow. At least his hair was long enough to twist it and just throw over his back by now, it used to just be in the way with an awkward l…

"What if I called you... uh... Magpie then?", he asked, it was the most fitting bird he could think of and he wasn't sure if Yujin even know how one looked like. He mainly wanted to annoy him back but it wouldn't work probably. "It's just how these things work." Shrugging his shoulders he didn't think that thought further. Sure new things were invented all the time, especially in times of peace, but in the end it has just always been that way. Thrians tended to be a bit more hands on however, ev…

"Why that name?", he asked. Yujin was just teasing him and probably picked the most ridiculous one on purpose. "What do you think how I took a bath in the hut? Or how your friends wash themselves?" Did Yujin never think about this? Nobody around here had fancy pipes or a giant natural hot spring under their roof. "Besides you're probably so warm in Myriad, that you just want to take a cold bath anyway." That probably counted as warm in Yujins book too. The water wouldn't be freezing cold after a…

"Because I'm not.", Richard told Yujin, agreeing with his assumption. "The tub in the hut is not big enough and besides, the reason we don't have a gigantic bath is because we don't just have a flow of hot water underneath our house. Servants have to warm up the water and bring it in, it's a lot of work and even more work the bigger the tub. In Myriad my father had some plan for pipe systems, but it was never built.", he explained to Yujin who sometimes was so silly and shortsighted. What did he…

"It feels weird to be called that...", Richard admitted. This sounded like a thing old people did and they weren't that old. Why waste time though? Richard didn't want someone else and he also wouldn't meet someone else. They probably wouldn't get married, but Richard didn't care about that anyway and it didn't matter politics wise either. Xu got Silesse, Dayan had Adrestia, there was no need to tie their blood together and it wouldn't fly in Adrestia anyway. Richard knew how his fathers were a …

Richard wasn't sure if he was up for adventures anymore, for seeing the world, all he wanted was some place he could just live his life at without anyone having it out for him. Yujin however had never seen anything else than Silesse, so it was only fair if he wanted to see more and discover new things. "You gifted me a pendant, I gifted you one, I think that also means I'm not going to meet anyone else again.", Richard told Yujin. Maybe he took his proposal of sorts back, he said he wanted to do…

"Close enough to have children? I'm too young for that.", Richard replied with hushed voice, joking for once. He wasn't even sure if he ever wanted children. This world was cruel after all. "It was good for my parents, it's good for me. Maybe not ending up here, but ending up with you." They still talked as if they were teenagers didn't they? By now they both grew up, but Richard often enough still felt like a child. When he was a teen, he thought he was so much smarter than anyone else, especia…

"I don't think it was a very good time for either of them.", Richard answered. It was a different time, a different place, one where Thria was on the brink of being destroyed and one were weakness was exploited easily. Maybe a war would be easier to deal with than all these lies around them however, much as the secrets in Adrestia seemed so much more dangerous then a simple knife. "I guess my family tends to end up in curious places with curious people." Not how he'd describe Lucien, but they we…

"The only reason my dads ended up together was him being so curious and wanting to talk to Nayantai, who was a prisoner at the time, you know? And then when he came to Thria he learned about the culture and all that..." Richard meanwhile was more after gossip, mysteries and crime. He made an attempt to fit in at some point, but he hardly earned his spot here. He hunted a bear, that was it, he never contributed anything to this place, besides some fur Nayantai got to trade for something else. "Ev…

"I think I inherited my nosiness from my dad." Though maybe that wasn't the right word, he just liked learning things, not poke his nose into other peoples business all the time. Richard was his own person, he knew that, sometimes he just wished he'd inherited more good properties of both of his fathers instead of being an angry or scared, depending on the day, little idiot all the time. "I almost froze to death.", Richard smiled. Yujin was alright with the cold, but him? He hadn't even worn war…