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"No it's unfair to hold you up like that.", Richard answered. Well now they spent time together so it hardly mattered and there seemed to be no reason why Richard couldn't spend time with Yujin like this again. Nothing bad was happening, Yujin even finished quicker than he anticipated and that just meant he wasn't disgusted by Richard. He did worry though, because now that Yujin remembered, maybe he'd miss what was gone, who was gone. "I mean I'm not that good.", he answered. Yes it was obvious.…

"I wouldn't have minded if you found someone else you know, just for the time being...", Richard mumbled, assuming why he'd gotten Yujin undone so quickly in the first place. "Someone in the den or... just doing it yourself." Richard wasn't big on sharing, but in this case why make Yujin wait for so long? Besides, if it was only physical, Richard wasn't worried in the first place. Yujin slept with all of his friends and some point, didn't he? What was one more night? It wasn't fair to not commit…

Richard didn't think Yujin was a quickshot or that he ruined the moment at all, if anything Richard didn't have a lot of stamina anyway. He was just happy Yujin enjoyed it, he was happy to be able to do something for him, to make him feel good after he demanded so much of him all the time. Yujin spent so much time fixing him, both times Richard was here. First he had to tame him, had to keep up with his moods and sassy attitude and then he spent days at Richards side, in his bed, just holding an…

"Oh shut up...", Richard sighed, trying not to chuckle. Richard had a hard time answering like this, he was busy after all and he wanted to make it enjoyable for Yujin. He did notice that even kneeling like that was somewhat taxing though, not because he was so weak, but because he used his legs a lot today and just from that he'd probably have sore muscles tomorrow. At least his hair was long enough to twist it and just throw over his back by now, it used to just be in the way with an awkward l…

"What if I called you... uh... Magpie then?", he asked, it was the most fitting bird he could think of and he wasn't sure if Yujin even know how one looked like. He mainly wanted to annoy him back but it wouldn't work probably. "It's just how these things work." Shrugging his shoulders he didn't think that thought further. Sure new things were invented all the time, especially in times of peace, but in the end it has just always been that way. Thrians tended to be a bit more hands on however, ev…

"Why that name?", he asked. Yujin was just teasing him and probably picked the most ridiculous one on purpose. "What do you think how I took a bath in the hut? Or how your friends wash themselves?" Did Yujin never think about this? Nobody around here had fancy pipes or a giant natural hot spring under their roof. "Besides you're probably so warm in Myriad, that you just want to take a cold bath anyway." That probably counted as warm in Yujins book too. The water wouldn't be freezing cold after a…

"Because I'm not.", Richard told Yujin, agreeing with his assumption. "The tub in the hut is not big enough and besides, the reason we don't have a gigantic bath is because we don't just have a flow of hot water underneath our house. Servants have to warm up the water and bring it in, it's a lot of work and even more work the bigger the tub. In Myriad my father had some plan for pipe systems, but it was never built.", he explained to Yujin who sometimes was so silly and shortsighted. What did he…

"It feels weird to be called that...", Richard admitted. This sounded like a thing old people did and they weren't that old. Why waste time though? Richard didn't want someone else and he also wouldn't meet someone else. They probably wouldn't get married, but Richard didn't care about that anyway and it didn't matter politics wise either. Xu got Silesse, Dayan had Adrestia, there was no need to tie their blood together and it wouldn't fly in Adrestia anyway. Richard knew how his fathers were a …

Richard wasn't sure if he was up for adventures anymore, for seeing the world, all he wanted was some place he could just live his life at without anyone having it out for him. Yujin however had never seen anything else than Silesse, so it was only fair if he wanted to see more and discover new things. "You gifted me a pendant, I gifted you one, I think that also means I'm not going to meet anyone else again.", Richard told Yujin. Maybe he took his proposal of sorts back, he said he wanted to do…

"Close enough to have children? I'm too young for that.", Richard replied with hushed voice, joking for once. He wasn't even sure if he ever wanted children. This world was cruel after all. "It was good for my parents, it's good for me. Maybe not ending up here, but ending up with you." They still talked as if they were teenagers didn't they? By now they both grew up, but Richard often enough still felt like a child. When he was a teen, he thought he was so much smarter than anyone else, especia…

"I don't think it was a very good time for either of them.", Richard answered. It was a different time, a different place, one where Thria was on the brink of being destroyed and one were weakness was exploited easily. Maybe a war would be easier to deal with than all these lies around them however, much as the secrets in Adrestia seemed so much more dangerous then a simple knife. "I guess my family tends to end up in curious places with curious people." Not how he'd describe Lucien, but they we…

"The only reason my dads ended up together was him being so curious and wanting to talk to Nayantai, who was a prisoner at the time, you know? And then when he came to Thria he learned about the culture and all that..." Richard meanwhile was more after gossip, mysteries and crime. He made an attempt to fit in at some point, but he hardly earned his spot here. He hunted a bear, that was it, he never contributed anything to this place, besides some fur Nayantai got to trade for something else. "Ev…

"I think I inherited my nosiness from my dad." Though maybe that wasn't the right word, he just liked learning things, not poke his nose into other peoples business all the time. Richard was his own person, he knew that, sometimes he just wished he'd inherited more good properties of both of his fathers instead of being an angry or scared, depending on the day, little idiot all the time. "I almost froze to death.", Richard smiled. Yujin was alright with the cold, but him? He hadn't even worn war…

"Don't let it cloud your judgement." Yujin wasn't wholly serious, but Richard was all of a sudden. He learnt from his mistakes and he didn't want Yujin to regret something too. "I can't remember either journey here but it took us months to get back to Adrestia. Now a ship is faster but they don't sail regularily...", Richard sighed. Additionally the letter needed to make it there first and then back. Maybe he'd get an answer to his first letter soon, maybe Nayantai would write him too. According…

"I think I'm over those...", Richard mumbled. He knew where they could lead and he probably didn't press this enough or talked too much about it, not in a way that made sense. He just blamed himself for what happened to Nayantai and him, as people did when they had no fault of their own, except he did. "Nope, no letter." The chances of one actually arriving today, the one day where he didn't want one, were very very slim, so that was probably fine. "Maybe I should go back out tomorrow then, wait…

"If I was still the same person you grew to like, I would have probably already punched him in the face.", Richard told Yujin honestly. He would have been too rash, too angry on Yujins behalf. He would have punched Quan in the face, then Xu and only then would he have thought about the consequences of his actions for himself and for Yujin. He would have probably made it much worse and maybe he did that now too. "I've been careful, I avoided your brother and told the guards I wanted to see if any…

Yujin had be unhappy and angry before, he fought with his father before too and hid away t the hut, even uninvited, just so he didn't have to go back home, but this seemed different. He had every right to be angry, annoyed, disappointed and many more things, but it was simply odd to see him like this. before, even when Richard pointed something out to hi Yujin probably was aware of, but didn't want to face, he usually complained, only to hide away and distract them both with something else entir…

"Yeah I... I think you had a right to know. Whether people try to protect you or not, it's your life, your body, I... Well I didn't have the right to stick my nose into this, but I couldn't lie to you." And ommitting was lying too. There was no two ways about it and Richard didn't want to be like the rest of them, making decisions for Yujin when he was very capable of deciding things for himself. Richard already did that to him, by simply leaving, deciding Yujin had no say in this and that he co…

Yujin didn't seem capable for a hearty talk right now and Richard respected it, he simply held him as best as he could. What would he have done if Richard hadn't showed up here? And why didn't he say anything, Richard wanted some space, yes, but if Yujin was in this much pain, of course he would have let him in. The world was cruel, it sucked, Richard wondered what he did for misfortune and pain following him around. First his father, then his siblings, then Nayantai and himself and now that he …

"I still hurt you, I know." That wasn't what Yujin said, but Richard was aware and he was sorry. Bringing him with him hadn't been an option either, but he could have stayed. In the end nobody could say what would have happened though. Maybe the guilt of simply living a life while all of his family, sans Nayantai, were dead would have eaten him up and it wouldn't have ended well either. He could still apologize to Yujin. Now that he remembered more, did that mean he remembered how Richard used t…