bloodbound. (earinor & akira)

    • Deal with what? The blondes loose mouth? There were far more adequate ways to deal with the situation, none of which even involved being by Richards side in any way. Yujin, however, wouldn't just throw him out of the way and claim that none of this was worth it, that the blonde had spoiled the mood and his reward and he wanted said reward back. Frankly, Richard hadn't fucked up just yet and Yujin wasn't adamant about making him feel like he did. "With what? You and your trembling body? I'm on it.", he informed Richard, as if the blonde couldn't partially see and feel that. Was it really that problematic to try something that they both enjoyed? What did Yujin know, he couldn't help but gasp when Richard did press his thighs together and gave the wolf the opportunity to make it feel like something, despite him not deserving that either way. The blonde did suck on his fingers and it made him wonder when he had become this obedient, why he was even doing as he was told - "So much for I don't take orders", he laughed, as if that was something that had burned itself deep into his own brain as well. This was probably nothing, it couldn't be, but just for good measurement, he'd have to try it out, have to tease Richard about it, do something, anything, just to make the world stop moving for a moment as he assaulted this poor guys thighs.

      Yujin eventually pulled his hands from Richards mouth, coated in saliva by now and while he had no real intention with that, he did wrap those fingers around the blondes dick and slowly started stroking him, as he went back to kissing, then bitting Richards shoulder. "Wanna get marked?", he suddenly asked, as if there was another way to ruin all of that skin and despite him knowing that Richard was, without a doubt, the one with sharper teeth, Yujin didn't wait for an answer. He kept up the pace that both his hand and his hips had, as if there was something to lose if he didn't and now that he actually was sinking his teeth into flesh, he bit down as hard as he could, for a while, until the metallic taste of blood hit his mouth and Yujin had gotten what he'd asked for. That would stay there for a while, yet it didn't mean that he was satisfied - he moved on, to a spot quite close to that one, just to do the same thing there - so much for being a stupid dog, if anything, he was a stupid wolf. The wolf let go eventually, once he did taste more blood and as if he'd been bewitched either way, he buried his face in the side of Richards neck, almost decisively, as if there was something else to it, sooner or later at least. He did wish they brought oil, though. "You're mine, right? Nobody elses, just mine?" As if to sweeten the deal, his hand moved faster, as if to coax Richard into the right direction. "Hmmm? If you want to be mine, you can have more of this, as often as you want it."
      Looking back, it maybe is like the toy carts you rode when you were a kid. But those toy carts could never go beyond the walls of the lawn. We want to follow the rugged concrete road beyond the wall. As we've grown, we've decided to leave behind the toy cart.
    • "I'm not trembling..." Richard replied sulky and it was true too, not yet at least. If his body started shaking it was more due to the fact that it was cold as he lay there naked, with no clothes and no blanket and that out in the wilderness of Silesse. The patches of skin Yujin touched however were warm, almost hot, his touch burned itself into Richards skin and his breath was warm too. His hands though made it so he couldn't feel Yujins stomach and chest all over his back, but his probably icy fingers at least could warm up around his navel. When Yujin started laughing at made fun of Richard he in turn just bit his fingers, hard at that and he didn't let him pull them out his mouth either. That's what he got from laughing, but Richard also let go soon enough again and instead. sucked and licked the probably hurting fingers as if he was making good what someone else had done to his... to Yujin. This was fun after all, it felt good and made Richard concentrate on the prince and not on something else like his past. Yujin was good at doing that to Richard, though it didn't have to be like this, sometimes being annoyed by him normally worked too.

      Now that Yujin was free to pull his fingers out again he did and moved downwards with it. Once Richard felt the still warm and sticky hand grab him a shiver ran down his spine. The kisses and bites on his shoulder gave him goosebumps again and he squirmed a little bit and pressed his face partly against the fur underneath. He truly felt a little bit trapped like this, but it was what he wanted, even though his fingers started searching for something to hold on to, but there was just Yujins stomach and since they established he was slim, there was nothing to grab on to. Maybe if some hair found there way there but Richard couldn't find any. Richard was asked a question, but before he could even think about it he felt Yujin bite down on him. A yelp escaped his lips and his body tensed up, including his legs that he pressed tighter together on accident this time. It hurt and stung, but Richard liked it and for some reason was even proud a little bit. He'd have something to pull him out of his thoughts and pain again, even when Yujin left. Once Yujin let go Richard tried to move his shoulder to assess the damage, but he got bit again, yelped and gasped for air. His body reacted by twitching and squirming, trying to escape, although Richard told it not to and he muffled some noises with the fur that lay underneath him. Then he stretched his neck so Yujin had it easier to bury his face where he wanted to. Small tears had formed in the corners of Richards eyes, his cheeks were red and his breathing already ragged. "Nobody elses, no...", Richard replied and couldn't hold back a moan now that he opened his mouth. His voice trembled and maybe sounded a little bit higher pitched than usual. Yujin was going faster, this felt good, but it wasn't news to him that Yujin was good at this. "We already had a deal...", he let out, he agreed to not meet anyone else, to not sleep with or even kiss someone else who wasn't Yujin. He didn't intend to break that promise and he also could already get this whenever he wanted, or didn't he? "Can... I ask for something though...?", he asked, this time he didn't just blabber, he waited for Yujin to agree for him to speak.
    • “You’re cold and trembling”, Yujin compromised, with a shiteating grin on his lips, as if Richard could see that. What would happen if he did? Nothing, the blonde was still tied up and the wolf took mental note of giving him another massage after all of this, as if that would help with anything, really. What would he even do once they’d made a mess of one another? He couldn’t quite think that through - thanks to the blonde, his fingers stung and he’d made it clear that maybe, just maybe, the wolf should think about what it was that he was doing and claiming before he did it. Pissing Richard off actually sounded somewhat fun, even if only for a while. As if in retaliation, he pressed his nose against Richards neck, now that he got better access to it and immediately went back to biting and sucking on the spots, not as hard as he had done with his shoulder, but there were plenty of marks to be left, as long as he avoided Richards marred throat. He liked how he twitched under his grasp, how he already had a hard time holding back any of those incredibly enticing and disgustingly sweet noises he made - Yujin liked Richard a bit too much, he knew that, he’d never not been aware of that at any time. Why, though? Because he enjoyed being with the blonde?

      “I like you a bit too much”, he confessed. Not as property, not as an object - he liked Richard, as he was. It seemed only fair to make him his. Did it help when he pressed his thighs together like that all of a sudden? Not in the slightest - Yujin couldn’t help but gasp, actually, he was moaning right into Richards ear - how absolutely awful. His empty hand, the one that had rested on Richards leg and searched for some support, somehow, grabbed the fur that the blonde was trying to muffle those noises with - he didn’t want that, he wanted Richard to be as loud as he could. Yujin eventually pressed said hand against Richards chest, forced him closer to his own body, but he wasn’t done. Sure, fucking Richards thighs was ecstatic, as much as feeling him heave, as feeling his heart beat, but the unspoken truth was, that the blonde himself was quite addicting to Yujin and he couldn’t help himself to come back. “I know, I’m just making sure you know who owns you”, he chuckled as he went back to biting - and went for another spot between neck and shoulder, as if he was making a path - and he drew blood again. Richards noises were like music to his ears, almost as if there was nothing better, nothing except the half-wolfs blood he could get drunk on. “You may. What is it?”
      Looking back, it maybe is like the toy carts you rode when you were a kid. But those toy carts could never go beyond the walls of the lawn. We want to follow the rugged concrete road beyond the wall. As we've grown, we've decided to leave behind the toy cart.
    • "I am cold...", Richard answered almost a little sounding as if he was suffering. Wherever Yujin touched him fas fine, but his chest, parts of his legs and mostly his feet were cold. Maybe he'd even grow sick like that. Yujin wasn't cold at all, was he? Not as long as he moved probably, but even wolves grew cold. It wasn't as cold as it could get just yet, the sun was still up and at night it would grew colder, but for Richard it was cold either way, only that at night he was cold even when he was dressed and under a lot of blankets as long as he had no fire. Yujins nose felt kind of cold too though, his breath didn't however and that brushed against Richard and warmed him up in more than one way. He gasped for air again when he felt Yujins lips and teeth and he wanted to hold onto something still, but there was nothing, there also was nothing to truly hide his face with, he couldn't grab anything. There was only the fur right under him. He wondered if he should have stayed quiet to prove that he could, because they argued about it before, but out here there was no one to hear them anyway, right? Richard still tried to muffle the sounds he made, but he didn't bite them back.

      "I know...", Richard let out and a shiver ran down his spine when Yujins breath brushed against his ear and he heard him moan so close to him. There was actually not much Richard could do right now, but he could give Yujin some friction down there and he could move a little too to help with the rhythm. It helped himself a little bit too and his heart brew louder in his chest. The fur Richard used for hiding and for muffling whatever came out of his throat was ripped away suddenly and he felt Yujins hand on his chest, pressing him against him some more. Richard stretched his neck backwards a little, they could kiss like that, if Yujin wanted to. Richards whole body felt hot, even though he was still freezing too. He was flaring up, twitching and moaning slightly though he hated the fact that they didn't have all the options they probably wanted to have. There was another bite which made Richard shake and yelp again. It was almost like Yujin was trying to draw a collar on him and the whole area pulsated already. "I'm... really cold...", Richard mumbled. "A blanket or fur? Some fabric...?" It sounded like a plea, he wanted to have more of Yujin, he didn't want to be stirued by the numbing feeling that came iwth the cold seeping into his body.
    • “Are you?”, the wolf asked once more. He did believe Richard, though. A tent like that was barely enough to keep everything out and the reason he was cold was, among other things, probably because he was naked and Yujin couldn’t quite share some warmth with him. There was plenty of fur to pull over them, to trap the warmth with, but no matter what, he somehow hadn’t even thought about the possibility of Richard yearning for something silly like that. Was it because it seemed unbelievable, almost undeniably idiotic that the blonde would admit to being cold or was it because no matter what, Yujin was somewhat overreacting? Whatever the case, he wasn’t going to question it further and no matter what, he’d have to think about it sooner than later. “But is that fine? Me liking you?”, the wolf asked, almost a bit stifled, yet he didn’t wait for an answer and instead bit down again, wanted to draw blood again, but why did he decide that mauling Richard was a good idea? Yujin wasn’t sure, he just tried, as if that was something completely normal - and even if it weren’t, what of it? This time, he actually did bite Richards neck, trailed along the line of bites he’d already left and he bit down, harder, wanting to taste blood again - all of this would be hidden and yet, it would he there, too.

      His hips moved, he liked the friction that Richard gave him, like the fact that he was doing his earnest and trying to make them both feel good in a situation was stupid as this - and Yujin rewarded him by stroking him in a more frantic, harsher way, as if Richard was the one that craved pain. Sure, there were only so much that Yujin could do and pain begot pleasure, but there wasn’t much to do with that info anyway. As the blonde turned his head, he looked at him confused for a second, before kissing him on the lips, at first slow and tender, before making this one another sloppy thrian kiss - adrestians were much more tender, weren’t they? As he pulled away, he caught his breath, but he didn’t stop himself from making any noises, from letting his own body squirm for a moment. “You … want something?”, Yujin huffed and reached behind them, grabbed the first thing he could get ahold of - it were some of Yujins own clothes, more specifically all of his outer layers and he draped two of them over him and Richard, before handing the third layer to him, or rather pressing it against his face. Maybe he was right. Maybe four layers of clothing were stupid. “Is that good enough?”, he asked. “You like my scent, don’t you?”
      Looking back, it maybe is like the toy carts you rode when you were a kid. But those toy carts could never go beyond the walls of the lawn. We want to follow the rugged concrete road beyond the wall. As we've grown, we've decided to leave behind the toy cart.
    • "I am..." Richard would have shown Yujin how cold he was by pressing his cold fingers against his skin, but he couldn't really do that and his fingers were cuddled up between his own body and Yujins, they weren't even that cold. His feet where though and he searched for some warmth from Yujin, touching him with his icy feet a little bit. He was cold, so much in fact that the tremblind didn't just come from what Yujin did to him, not at all. If Yujin wasn't there he probably would have died already. "Yeah... I can't stop you ah-! Anyway...", Richard replied with a yelp in between when he was bitten again, he tried so many times, but it was no use. "I... I also... like that you do... alright?" What would he do without Yujin? Richard would have probably destroyed himself by now if it wasn't for this bundle of energy to always drag him out of his shell to take his mind off with the most stupid things. He appreciated him for that, but the truth was he wasn't enough to make all of those nightmares disappear, all of those thoughts. Richard couldn't go on like this, not for very long. But right now he didn't think of any of that, instead he squirmed because of that bite again, because it stung and hurt and at the same time made him feel something else and something he'd have for himself for a while.

      Richard moaned because of the treatment he got now, and he squirmed under Yujins touch. He pressed himself closer to Yujin, as close as he could. He looked at him and got his kiss. First slow, then it got sloppier, they let their tongues play, Richard gasped for air and so did Yujin. The prince moaned too, showed Richard that he had fun as well, that he enjoyed this moment between them even though Richard could only do so much for him right now. The warmth vanished for a moment and Richard looked back. Yujin grabbed something for him, pulled his own clothes over Richard who was very grateful for that. "They'll... get all d-dirty...", he pointed out, but Yujin didn't seem like he'd care about that. The next moan was muffled by some fabric showing up in front of his face. "It'll...work out for n-now...", Richard said, he'd get warmer like this, warm enough to stop trembling because of the cold. "I... do...", Richard answered, though last time he just wanted something of Yujin because he didn't fancy Quans bed smelling like... well Quan. In here it already smelled like them anyway, still Richard pressed his face against the fabric, took in the scent and moaned and squirmed some more, now that he also warmed up a little.
    • Was Richard someone he found comfort in because he couldn't fix himself, but try to fix the blonde? Or was that all in Yujins pea-sized brain? Whatever the real reason, he wouldn't figure that out tonight, he didn't even want that, he was happy with just going on and on for a little while, as if something was going to happen eventually - and that something was nothing of importance, as long as it was something that the two of them were trying to make right. "You're right about that", Yujin chuckled. That wasn't enough right now, otherwise he'd settled for something as lame as that, but ... "So you do like me, too?", he prodded, as if Richard wouldn't refute that statement in some silly, absolutely uncanny way, just so that he got what he wanted instead of a lazy little wolf bemoaning both of their existences. In reality, what was he even trying pawing at? Yujin wasn't quite sure, he was trying to figure it out, but other than that, there was nothing much to come from that - not in a million years and after all, he just expected something, not a fullblown confession. Did Richard even like him? He wouldn't allow all of this to happen if he didn't, that much was clear, but maybe he really just viewed all of this as an outlet - and Yujin didn't quite care. The erratic breathing, the sweat droplets that normally would build up all over Richards body and the fact that he wanted more, those used to be enough.

      Right now, however, Yujin wanted more than he could have, wanted to blame himself for a lack of resources and if he was terribly honest, it was his fault, no questions asked - it never wasn't. "And? They keep you warm and you like them, I don't mind." Thinking back, that might be a bit farfetched but Yujin also knew that no matter what, he was just trying to be nice - trying to grasp something that he had little to no interest in, before it all grew, kept moving and then he'd have to deal with it. Richard was one of those things, somebody that had forced himself onto him despite never physically doing so - which was odd. "For now? Want me to untie you so I can hug you or what?", he inquired, but he kept going - this was nice and he felt as if he, himself, was close. Before he wanted to permit himself all of that, however, he wanted Richard to feel ecstatic as well, to finish and maybe ruin all of their clothing in the first place. "Mhm, that's good", the wolf commented. "You're good, actually. A good kitten." Would said kitten scratch his eyes out if he stopped now? Yujin could only wonder, but he did take his hand off of Richards dick, put it on his stomach instead and stopped moving himself. "Can you turn around for me? Not just your neck, your whole body.", he asked, but before he'd do that, he did pull out from between the blondes thighs and bit the back of his neck, hard and fast and bloody, and he kept it like that, even when he did taste the blood he'd drawn. Didn't that hurt? Yujin figured as much, but after that, he did take both of his hands off of Richard - he was torturing both of them. "I want to see your face and be closer to you, you'll warm up faster that way."
      Looking back, it maybe is like the toy carts you rode when you were a kid. But those toy carts could never go beyond the walls of the lawn. We want to follow the rugged concrete road beyond the wall. As we've grown, we've decided to leave behind the toy cart.
    • Yujin would always be there as long as Richard remained in Silesse. The blonde wasn't alone here, he couldn't be, not even if he wanted to and it was a somewhat comforting thought yet scary. Richard pushed everyone away for a reason, because he didn't eant to lose someone again, not even a friend, but then again Silesse was save, right? And Yujin would never leave. It was sad and unfair, but also a good thing because Richard didn't have to worry too much. Yujin was the one who'd lose someone but by the time Richard died he'd forgotten him probably and he'd never even know. This was somewhat comforting if anything was. "Mhm...", Richard replied, yes he liked Yujin too, but not enough to stay here with him for the rest of his life. If he were here to visit, if everyone was still alive and Nayantai would just be visiting old friends with his sons, then maybe Richard would have fallen for Yujin, would have allowed it, but it wasn't the case. He was a different person now anyway, maybe Yujin wouldn't have liked him in the first place.

      Richard cuddled into the fabric Yujin provided and he moaned while the wolf continued his treatment. "N-no... I mean... as long as we're moving... it's warm enough... at night... I'll need some more...", he answered him. His body felt hot from what Yujin did to him, there was some friction between them, not just between Richards thighs and it was still bright outside, so Yujins clothes sufficced as a blanket but they wouldn't once they'd try to sleep. Now that Richard wasn't freezing cold anymore he even started to sweat a little. His body twitched and a certain feeling was starting to take over his body. It crawled its way in every limb and Richard moaned louder. Then however Yujin stopped. His hand lay on Richards stomach, so close to where he wanted it but not quite and he squirmed because he got denied any further. "Huh?", Richard asked a little bit confused, but he'd comply, though first he yelped again due to a bite that was hard and came as a surprise. He felt something warm run down his neck a little, it made him shiver and his body tensed up. Eventually Yujin let go of Richard and the blonde turned around just like he was asked, his hands where still tied behind his back and his neck and shoulder hurt while moving. Once he managed to turn around he inched a little closer, he wanted back the warmth and some touches. He looked at Yujin with teary eyes and wondering what he'd want to do now.
    • Richard was someone that Yujin didn't quite understand, be it because of his thirst to leave the barren wasteland of Silesse, to disprove everyone that he couldn't do something or all those things, all those different things that entailed something that - by any means - was nothing that he'd consider to be something labelled as living comfortably. Did the blonde even want to be here? Certainly not, but that was too much for now - he didn't want to think too much, to talk about depressing topics and instead, he wondered if Richard just needed a push into the right direction - to somewhere, where both of them wanted to be. "That's not important now, you're thinking too much", he urged the blonde, as if he disliked the sole sentiment of doing so. After thinking came doing and the only thing Richard should be doing was feeling good, loved, cherished - something along those lines, far away from his usual, probably way too miserable demeanor. What a shame. "I want to make you feel good now, not think about what you might want to do later", he chastised Richard - and now that he turned, he shut them both up with a kiss, as he wedged his own hand between them.

      There were things even a stupid, small-brained wolf could do and one of those things was, by any means, rubbing their dicks together with his hand, jerking them off like that because it had gotten unbearable to just try and get off somehow, some way. Yujin wasn't sure if this was the right time for love confessions, for any form of statement that would throw both of them off their feet - so she kept silent and instead, once their lips parted, from quite the innocent kiss this time, Yujin remained where he was, so close to Richard it almost hurt, especially when he tried to press their bodies together as best as he could. "Why do you look like you ... are going to cry? Is this ... too much for you?", the wolf teased once more, only amping up the pace he was going at. Fuck, was it so hard to make Richard finish before he did? Maybe, or rather, maybe he just was obsessed with the concept of winning a game they weren't even playing. Release came soon after that, at least his own as he figured, when he felt waves of pleasure crashing in over him, accompanied by quite the moan of his own - his hand was warm and sticky now, but he kept going, torturing himself now that he was sensitive and making a mess of them both. Was this always going to be ... like that?
      Looking back, it maybe is like the toy carts you rode when you were a kid. But those toy carts could never go beyond the walls of the lawn. We want to follow the rugged concrete road beyond the wall. As we've grown, we've decided to leave behind the toy cart.
    • "You sound like... we're not going to sleep... tonight...", Richard answered with almost a smile on his face and now that he could look at Yujin, at his face, the blue eyes, the pale skin and high cheekbones, he truly felt like smiling. He didn't even know if he remembered how to and he didn't know if it was a good idea to do so, but his chest felt like flaring up, only because Yujin was here with him, looked at him and cared for him, even if it was only by giving him the blanket he asked for and by deciding to cuddle him like this to help him warm up. He closed his eyes as soon as their lips met though and the kiss was beautiful and less sloppy and wild then before. Richard wanted to taste more of Yujin, he also wanted to feel more, especially since he got so suddenly cut off that it almost hurt. He came closer, let their bodies touch and if he could have he would have pressed Yujins body against his own, but his hands were still tied up and he couldn't please either of them right now, just hope that Yujin wouldn't let him suffer for too long. He felt Yujins hand eventually and twitched. He moaned into the kiss as long as it lasted.

      Once their lips parted Richard opened his eyes again. "Yujin you... make me feel good most... of the time...", he mumbled, he wanted to say it before but the kiss got in his way. Yujin was good at taking his mind off, not just only by things like that, by jerking him off, or fucking him, not even by getting him drunk. When they talked Richard thought about other things, or he at least had a possibility to talk and think about his family from a different point of view, by just remembering the good times and telling Yujin about them. It was fun to train with him, to hunt and to travel. There were some roadblocks but they reached their goal and Yujin seemed to be fine too and not just doing this to forget about the grave they found. Yujin was so close that Richard could feel his breath on his lips as he himself grasped for air and softly moaned in the wolfs direction. His whole body prickled and it felt like there was some form of electricity between them. "It's... not... I-ah! I want this...", Richard replied and his moaning grew louder, as did Yujins. He went faster and Richard squirmed under his touch. Eventually he felt something warm pool on his stomach, but Yujin kept going. He made Richards body tense up as he felt he was coming close too, he twitched and turned and eventually added to the mess already created between them.
    • "Well, do you want to?", the wolf huffed, almost as if he'd not considered the possibility earlier. Sure, he had thought about it - or did he? - but it hadn't crossed his mind that Richard might be into it as well. What about it, though? They could keep going like this, for a little while longer, but now that they were - in fact - making a mess of one another, it was only a matter of time until something was about to happen either way. Yujin was confused as to what it meant, why it did mean what it did and if there was a slim chance of just figuring things out in some other way. But really, was there any chance like that in the first place? "Most of the time? Guess I can do better", he complained and took his hands off of Richard, unsure what to do with it and decided, instead of ruining his coat, to smear their mixed fluids against Richards stomach, as if he had nothing else in mind. Sure, Yujin couldn't see it that way, but he did lean forward to steal another kiss and bite the blondes bottom lip - he did need air, that much was clear, but he'd rather share it with Richard, as stupid as that sounded. They were done here, Yujin had been tired before and now that he was, still, he wondered what he'd even thought about before. It couldn't have been important.

      "This? Are you sure you don't want me?", he inquired, almost held back by the fact that no, Richard didn't quite like his big mouth and no, Yujin wasn't great at keeping it shut either. No matter what, however, he did try to make both of them comfortable, which was why he reached behind the blonde and pulled on the neckerchief that he'd used to keep Richards hand tied up, all the way behind his back, to make them as useless as they could be, even if he had to wiggle his own beneath him to drag them back to the front, between their bodies, where he started to massage them. "How are you feeling? Not too sore, I hope?", he wanted to know as his own fingers softly dragged over the indent that the fabric had left. It had to be frustrating for Richard to not be able to touch, feel, do anything, do something. Now, however, he smiled, gave the blonde the slightest of chuckles. "That was nice, actually ... you wanna go again?" The inquiry sounded almost sheepish, almost as if he was scared of rejection, but he'd leave it to the blonde now - he'd not force himself onto Richard, as much as he wouldn't just try to force his opinions onto somebody that maybe didn't share the sentiment. Yujin, however, was still thrilled - that was all there needed to be. As he held those cold hands, however, he brought them up to his lips and started kissing every single finger - Richard deserved that.
      Looking back, it maybe is like the toy carts you rode when you were a kid. But those toy carts could never go beyond the walls of the lawn. We want to follow the rugged concrete road beyond the wall. As we've grown, we've decided to leave behind the toy cart.
    • "I'm mostly not sleeping well anyway...", Richard answered. Why would he even try if he just ended up with another nightmare. Yet continuing all of that he did with Yujin seemed like a bad idea, because he already liked him, his presence way too much. He didn't want any friends, let alone a lover or whatever this was, he didn't want to fall for him but whatever he did, Yujin came back to drag him out of this massive hole Richard found himself in constantly and it felt good to be pulled out towards the light and feel like a normal human being with a normal life. Out here he could be normal way more than back in Adrestia anyway. He always had been the crownprince, but maybe it sufficed to be just Yujins... whatever he was to him. Richard still breathed heavily, his body still trembled, not of the cold this time. "Sometimes you piss me off.", Richard answered, but maybe he shouldn't have said that because Yujin took his hands off of Richard right after. Did he upset him? Maybe, because he cleaned up his hands on Richards skin instead of literally anywhere else. "Hey...", he complained and asked himself why he wasn't truly upset about this and he was interrupted anyway when he got another kiss. He even let out a short noise when he was bitten again.

      "This, but only with you and nobody else. As promised.", Richard answered and slightly pressed his nose against the wolfs. All the while Yujins hands got wrapped around him again, but this time to tie him lose and free his hands. It took a moment for Yujin to loosen the knot but eventually Richard was free and his hands were dragged to the front where Yujin started to massage them softly. "I'm fine.", Richard answered, even though his wrists hurt a bit maybe, but his neck and shoulder was worse. None of it bothered him though. He still couldn't touch Yujin though, because he held his hands close to make them less stiff after all the strain. "Again? You look tired though. And didn't you think of eating something?", Richard asked with the faintest of smiles. "I wouldn't mind though." With that he leaned forward a bit and softly kissed Yujin once more, one of his Adrestian specialty kisses that probably were way too sweet for a wolf like Yujin. When he parted again Yujin still occupied his own mouth, kissing every finger on Richards hands, it almost tickled. "I could make it right this time... maybe after a short break...?", he asked, meaning his blowjob that he started with way too much teasing and ended maybe too rough for Yujins taste.
    • "I wish you were wrong about that, but you aren't.", he complained. Richard was, unfortunately, very right. Yujin had tried his earnest to make things right, that much was clear, but the two of them also knew that no amount of bandaids that a silessian prince would hand a myradian mess would ever make a difference in relation to the gaping fleshwound that he carried around. Mental scarring was, by any means, also not as easily fixable as the two of them would probably want it to be - and therefore, they both found themselves in the tightest of spots, wondering and boasting about whatever or not it was even wise to interact with one another. "And it's good that I do because if I didn't, I wouldn't be myself!" That was, by some means, true, but on the other hand, Richard was fairly easy to anger if he wasn't in the right mood and Yujin, of all people, sometimes tended to be someone that overdid it by a million times more than he actually should. Was that even a right approach to all of this or was it just stupid to consider others feelings, too? The wolf didn't know, just chuckled when the blonde felt like chastising him about what he'd just done - and he grinned. "You didn't want to get my clothes dirty and besides, your stomach is caked in it anyway!", he soon retaliated. Was he wrong, though?

      "As it should be. You're sweet, you know that? And you did a good job, except for the shutting up part. Next time I'll gag you for real!" What if he tied Richard up too, like a bundle of laundry and just kept going at it all night? In that scenario, they would need a reclusive space, a bit of oil and maybe a blindfold for the blonde - that actually sounded like messy, somewhat painful fun. "That's good to hear, maybe I won't let you be fine the next time!", he just commented, as if he just had come up with the most devilish of plans - that actually sounded more like a threat than anything and Yujin wondered if it was worth something, or if that had any use to either of them at all. "I'm fine, I was tired earlier and sleeping would just waste your ... our time. And you planted that idea in my head, I'll eat something if I can let go - or do you want to keep cuddling?", he asked, but soon, he was shut up by quite the tender kiss, a soft peck on those lips of his - and Yujin kissed back, trying to emulate the feeling, the fluttering of butterflies that spread across his stomach in such a short moment. "Hah, knew it. Doing this is better than sleeping, though ... and you kiss really well." Was that a compliment? Well, he did giggle about it. "Make it right? I never said you did it wrong in the first place. But if you want to, I wouldn't be opposed to that ... you want to eat something, too?"
      Looking back, it maybe is like the toy carts you rode when you were a kid. But those toy carts could never go beyond the walls of the lawn. We want to follow the rugged concrete road beyond the wall. As we've grown, we've decided to leave behind the toy cart.
    • "It's fine.", Richard simply answered. It wasn't Yujins fault and he couldn't do anything about it either, so why fret over it. There were nights without nightmares but they mostly were caused by being intoxicated and not because Yujin slept next to him, of that Richard was pretty sure by now. Forgetting about his nightmares could have maybe saved him from the urge to go back to Adrestia, to seek revenge and die by doing so but as long as he felt every night as if he relived that moment again, he couldn't forget about it. "Maybe you could be a better you, but... don't mind it. You don't need to change." Yujin was fine the way he was and he should stay himself instead of trying to change into someone that was maybe loved by a guy that vanished soon enough anyway. It would be all for naught. If Yujin wouldn't be as annoying as he was, Richard would have never talked to him probably, sometimes he just needed a very hard push and Yujin just did whatever he liked, no matter what. And he for whatever reason liked to be near Richard. "Your stomach is too!", Richard then complained, but he wasn't actually mad, instead he inched a little bit closer to rub his stomach against Yujins anyway. Ha!

      "I wouldn't mind...", Richard mumbled but he did mind all the people around them all the time. The castle wasn't exactly private, not when Yujins sister was next door. Quans hut had been nice but they couldn't kick him out of his own house all the time. "Maybe... when I know when Nayantai is out, you could visit me for a change..." Did Richard just invite Yujin into the hut? He avoided that for so long since he just barged in this one time, but the hut was far away from town, he liked that. "I can take a lot, trust me.", Richard answered with a huff, almost half a chuckle. He wasn't very fragile, he didn't allow himself too and for some reason he liked proving how much he could take. He wouldn't have minded Yujin being a little rougher but on the other hand, he also liked it sweet and tender. Both was fine. Actually Richard didn't want to let go, not fully at least but it would be easier if they truly wanted to it. He took the compliment with a short glance, but that was all, then he looked behind Yujin to find the bag with the food. "I always can eat.", Richard pointed out. "But that doesn't mean we have to let go completely, does it?", he asked. Maybe they could at least keep close to each other, they could use their hands for eating still.
    • Was it really? Yujin couldn't tell, but questioning it would just drive Richard up the fucking wall, he was fairly sure about that - so what did he do? Nothing, he just made some sort of approving noise and buried his face in the blondes shoulder, careful not to nuzzle against his throat and the strained, burnt skin that it mainly consisted of. Why, though? "Have you tried what your throat can take? Does it still hurt a lot?", the wolf suddenly asked, peering up but unable to see Richards face like this. Not that he wanted to try - he feared that, if he did, he might as well do irreversible damage to Richard, hurt him, spill blood in such a tender moment and scramble to his feet to fix the wound that he cause some way. Was that a silly thought, one that he shouldn't be having, only because that was none of his business in the first place? The wolf didn't know, he didn't ask, in the end, he remained silent for a while. "You wouldn't even like me if I didn't piss you off from time to time - admit it, me being annoying is part of my charm, isn't it?" Was that it, was it really? No way of telling, but he did flinch when the blonde came closer and pressed skin against skin, almost hissing himself. "Oh you! Keep my gunk to yourself, you brat!" All of that was accompanied with laughter, something that rarely escaped Richard, but the short, half-butchered chuckle was enough for Yujin - he had messed around for a while now and while he would, usually, have pointed out that the blonde was making quite the affirmative noises for not wanting something, he felt no need to tease him about it this time. "Would you mind being tied up and blindfolded, then? It sounds silly but I mean, we'd both have fun and you'd probably not think about too much if I fuck you for most of the night." If he could keep up witht hat, that was. Wasn't that somewhat silly, though? What if he got tired or hungry?

      That was something he'd have to consider, but soon enough, his face lit up, too. "Oh, I'd like that. We'd have the hut for ourselves and no one can hear you!" That kind of sounded like he was, indeed, about to do unspeakable things to the blonde and what came after that? More of that? They'd see about that, but Yujin took mental note of it. "You did enjoy the biting, so I don't doubt that you'd just break into a million pieces because I touched you the wrong way." At least as long as it wasn't trauma related, those things - seemingly - always hit like a truck and the last thing he wanted to have Richard crying. Actually, Yujin wound up feeling up the blondes shoulder and neck, wiping away droplets of blood in the proccess. More gunk. "I'll make sure to get you a nice, not so spicy meal, then. What does your father even cook with?", he suddenly asked and followed Richards own gaze - was this guy looking for their food? "Well, no. You want to ...", Yujin suddenly said, pushed him away and sat up ever so slightly, but he did hold one of Richards hands, as his other reached for what he thought to be the bag of food. "You know, you should be happy you have a handsome face or I would have used it to rub all of this off of my stomach!", he complained, accompanied by a grin, before he lay back down, reaching into the bag he hastily opened with one hand and before he even could think about it, offered Richard a piece of cheese. "Open up."
      Looking back, it maybe is like the toy carts you rode when you were a kid. But those toy carts could never go beyond the walls of the lawn. We want to follow the rugged concrete road beyond the wall. As we've grown, we've decided to leave behind the toy cart.
    • "My throat? You mean the scar on my neck?", he asked a little bit confused and for a second he thought Yujin maybe spoke about how rough he was to the blonde before. "It doesn't hurt that much, just sometimes when I turn my head too fast, it also tends to get stiff. It feels like some of the skin could easily rip open, but it hasn't happened so far, also not during my training. Though using a bow is kind of a pain... I thought about switching sides, but I'd probably be very bad like that.", Richard explained. It mostly hurt when he put tension on the bow and when he had to aim for a longer time before he shot. It wasn't killing him but he had it happen that he started to tremble and missed his shot then anyway. While Yujin cuddled towards him a little, Richard rested his own head on the wolfs and put one arm around him. It was nice like this and as long as they talked, Richard wouldn't think about the wrong things. "Maybe not being annoying, but being that persistent.", Richard then said. Who got annoyed and was happy about it? it was more like that he came back over and over again and dragged Richard wherever he wanted him without taking no for an answer. "You started it!", Richard retaliated, he didn't feel bad about that at all. "I don't mind. Not when it's with you.", Richard answered calmly. He trusted him and it sounded like a good plan, like something he'd enjoy.

      "You mean no one can hear you!", Richard answered, arguing again about who was being loud and who wasn't. They both were probably, but Richard was fairly certain that if he needed to keep his mouth shut, he could. "I won't. And I don't mind if it hurts." He enjoyed to be honest and he asked himself if Yujin was the same. Though when he bit him he usually cursed. Now however he flinched anway, even the slightest touch hurt where Yujin had bit him so hard, but it was fine, it felt good too even. "How does it look?", the blonde wanted to know, probably not as bad as tomorrow. "Nayantai? Well we mostly eat meat and maybe some carrots or potatoes. In terms of spices it's not so much, a lot of Adrestian stuff isn't here. I planted some of it though. He uses salt, pepper, maybe a little bit of your Thrian spices but not much. He never cooks for himself anyway, he doesn't taste anything." Suddenly Richard was pushed away and for a second he looked like a lost puppy, but Yujin grabbed his hand while he got their food. "Who of those you know has the prettiest face?", Richard asked out of nowhere. What kind of childish question was that? Then he opened as mouth as commanded and took the cheese off of Yujins fingers with his teeth to eat it. It was nice lying here under Yujins clothes, next to him and with ton of fur all around them, it truly was a nest. Richard grabbed something in the bag too, then leaned in and almost lay on top of Yujin. One leg was situated inbetween the wolfs, one hand on his chest, though his weight was on the other sight. He held some cheese in front of Yujins face too. "Eat. You need it." They were talking about that, right?
    • "Mhm, I'm just curious. I don't want to touch it and then rip it open when I do, which is also why I kind of held back. I mean, it's part of you, and I think it ... to me, it makes you, well, you since I've never seen you without it, but I don't want to cause you pain." Being the cause of somebodies pain wasn't what Yujin wanted, much less of Richards and despite the fact that he didn't want to think about topics like that, some that could potentially spoil the mood, it only was a precaution, something that he couldn't rest easy without. "You can try, though. Judging by how it looks, it won't heal all the way anytime soon and who knows, if you've sustained more damage than obvious, it might keep hurting. Why not try the other side? I can help you with that, not so much with swordplay." Yujin wasn't even sure why - was it because he came from a folk of nomads, seasoned hunters and gatherers, from somewhere where everybody was raised mainly equally? Surely, Shuren exerted preferential treatment over his children, that, however, didn't mean that Muhan did and Yujin was actually surprised he wasn't thrown out in the wild to hunt with his dad more often. "Apparently my persistence is a real turn on, huh?", the wolf asked, already knowing the answer. Even if it wasn't, he did worm his way into Richards heart somehow. "And? As if you'd have licked it off of my hands!"

      "And you're sure you can trust me? That's nice to hear." Somebody else wouldn't just put their fate into the hands of someone like Silesses prince and maybe, just maybe, Yujin appreciate the blonde a bit too much for that. Whatever the case, he didn't even think twice about it - he'd take it at face value, if Richard was willing to give that. "Me? We both were loud as hell and you muffling yourself is just uncalled for!" That wasn't it, but he didn't complain any further - it wasn't nice to do that, he did have manners after all and he'd show that to Richard, one way or the other, as silly as it would be in the end, Yujin had had worse things to deal with - especially now when the blonde was flinching. "I can't see much from here, but it feels like I bit you until your bled and you'll have to explain to anyone that might see that what kind of wild animal mauled you. I can still feel the indents", Yujin did confess and soon enough took his hands off of Richard as he listened to the explanation he was about to give. "What do you mean he doesn't taste anything? Shouldn't he try to check what he's cooking? Or do you mean he can't actually taste anything? That sounds ridiculous." Not unlikely, though. Yujin hadn't met anyone that had lost their sense of taste, it just seemed random and quite odd to lose, but even then, there was no clear explanation as to how or why. Did Richards old man have it at some point? Did Richard have one? Wait, he ought to, those two weren't blood related. "Hmmm, I'd say someone called Arikin, but he doesn't want to hear that", the wolf chuckled. "I also like the face of a guy named Richard, he looks incredibly similar to that Arikin-guy, you know? But he could stand to smile more often. Other than that? Well, nobody comes to mind - there is some pretty faces, but none compare." Cheese was stolen from his hands, but he wasn't the only one that would be feeding somebody tonight, it seemed - and instead, he also took the piece he was offered, before reaching in the bag once more himself, to procure a piece of dried meat instead and press it against the blondes lips. "Can I ask something silly?"
      Looking back, it maybe is like the toy carts you rode when you were a kid. But those toy carts could never go beyond the walls of the lawn. We want to follow the rugged concrete road beyond the wall. As we've grown, we've decided to leave behind the toy cart.
    • "I don't think it rips that easily, not when you touch or kiss it. I'm not sure about bites, but I put strain on it all the time and nothing happened thus far. I was worried about it when we crashed into the sea, but it was all fine. After a slap like that I think you can touch it without having to worry.", Richard replied. The scar was ugly and rough but it'll hold. He was pretty sure of that, as long as he didn't stab one of the thin layers of skin with something sharp, like teeth, it should be fine. "I'm fine with my sword. Just the backwards movement when shooting an arrow gives me trouble. But I don't want to learn it all over again like a child. I still caught a raven, didn't I?" It was fine when he shot fast and only put tension on the bow when he was sure to hit. It also hurt when he pulled something heavy up with his right hands, but he could easily opt for the left, so there was no problem either. "If you weren't persistent I wouldn't even have talked to you.", Richard explained and then shook his head. "Maybe if you had asked nice."

      "I am sure. You're too stupid to mean any harm. Do you trust me though?", Richard wanted to know. Actually he wouldn't even trust himself, sometimes he got angry and he let it out on others. On the other hand he was pretty sure he wouldn't kill someone or harm them if they couldn't fight back. But when he broke Yujins nose, he exploded and thinking back it was almost scary to think about how far he would have gone if Nayantai hadn't come in. "Maybe we should just both be gagged.", Richard joked, though Yujin had been the one putting his clothes in front of Richards face in the first place. "No one will see that anyway...", Richard explained. Nobody saw him naked and the neckerchief as well as his hair covered the bites on the back of his neck. "What about if I bit you that hard, would you even like it?", he wanted to know. There was still so much they didn't know about each other right? When they had been intoxicated they didn't really care either. "He can't taste anything. It happened during the war, apparently. Sweet works somehow and maybe very spicy, but that's it." Nayantai didn't fancy eating, probably since then, but if anything would taste the same, Richard wouldn't eat as much either probably. Richard got the compliment he fished for and shook his head. "I don't know if he can smile.", he mumbled, maybe he forgot how to and it looked silly. The next thing before his eyes and pressed against Richards mouth was some meat and he took it. With his mouth still full and the meat partially hanging out of it he answered: "Sure, what is it?"
    • "No bitting then", he declared, as if he had needed Richard to tell him in the first place. Yujin knew that sometimes, he could get overbearing and experimented a bit too much with the ideas he seemed to have, but right now, his only wish was to make the only person that he actually loved out here feel good, better about himself and he'd do whatever that took from him to fulfill his quite selfish desires. There were many things that Yujin still had to learn, some that simply were because he wanted to be good to Richard, because he wanted to be somebody that he could trust and others because no matter what, he'd just not get enough of the blinde in the first place and he'd have to hold back. "You did, and you killed it with one shot. How about I take a look at it when we're home? Maybe there's something else, even though I doubt it, but I do know my medicine - and even if I don't, my father might know some remedies that lift the pain slightly or make sure the unused tissue doesn't just do something it's not intended to. How's that sound?" Richard didn't look like he received much medical attention from someone who was seasoned in actually practicing it - this looked more as if it was field medicine, nothing else, and if his father knew what he was doing, he probably had sought out anti-inflammatory herbs. "So if I had been persistent, you would have licked them off? No fair!" The second prince of Silesse was, by any means, somewhat childish and even incredibly stupid - but he liked what he was having right now, which was nothing short of being called 'his way', after all, Richard had given in at some point. "Too stupid? You wound my feelings! Jokes aside, I do trust you. I mean, I was unsure at first when you broke my nose, but there hasn't been much else after that - and a few mean words are nothing that is going to make me cry. So yes, I do trust you", Yujin declared without needing to think all that much about it. He was scared of Richard at some instances, but he'd sworn to protect him out here, so he had already laid his hands in this maniacal mans lap - there was no way of escaping now.

      "That'd be fun. Actually, how does a gag and a blindfold sound? But ... that just sounds kind of animalish, we'd have to rely on our hearing and touch." Not that that couldn't be fun, but Yujin wasn't sure if he'd not do more damage than cause pleasure, especially when he acted out of line and could only communicate with very distinctive, grunty noises, as he imagined them. "Except me! And ... hm. Well, I think you already bit me like that once? I'm not sure? It didn't feel bad though, but the stupid urge to touch it didn't help." Did that hurt? Probably, but he couldn't do anything about that and he wasn't even sure if Richard had done that or if it hadn't been someone stupid like Quan. Whatever the case, he did want to take a piece of meat for himself, but ... "Sounds like the gods absolutely hate your family, wow. That means he just cooks for you when you're around and there's an off-chance that it will taste very bland and another one that he won't cook himself something when he's alone? I hope my dads just feed him ... something. But that's besides the point", Yujin sighed. Well, if anyone would, then maybe Muhan, who seemed as if he did like the old guy for some reason. Was it because they'd been childhood friends or something incredibly stupid like that? "He can chuckle, though. Even if he doesn't want me to hear that." Or rather, he had tried to make him not hear that, hadn't he? "You know, what should I even call you? Sometimes, I kind of feel confused. Do you even want me to call you Arikin? Or Richard? What do you prefer?" Yujin had no second name, but he had two full rows of teeth and he did bite the piece of meat that hung from Richards mouth like that - the opportunity was too good to pass up, but he didn't eat it, he just held it between his teeth like that - a fight was about to ensue, wasn't it?
      Looking back, it maybe is like the toy carts you rode when you were a kid. But those toy carts could never go beyond the walls of the lawn. We want to follow the rugged concrete road beyond the wall. As we've grown, we've decided to leave behind the toy cart.
    • If it ripped open like it had before Nayantai finally managed to close the wound, just because Yujin bit it, he'd be full of blood in seconds. Hopefully that wouldn't happen, so it was probably better he didn't bite it. "Uh... I mean... sure. Why not.", Richard then replied a little bit confused and actually touched the big and nasty scar on his neck for a moment, as if he wanted to cover it or as if he wanted to check if it was still there. Nayantai didn't have many tools to fix all this and he failed multiple times, so maybe someone else could make it better. Though in the end the scar tissue was where it was and opening it up again to have it heal differently didn't seem like an option. It would always look ugly, no matter what. It was still visible where the cut had been, the scar was still deep, only that it also frayed around the edges and showed multiple puncture wounds and above all that the form of the hot iron used to fix it up was still there too. It melted everything together and even hurt the frail skin around the actual wound. Some of the tissue crumpled up together, on other parts it got thin. It was a mess. Yujin had big scars of his own but at least they looked like an actual doctor had fixed him up. "Yeah, but now it's too late.", Richard replied with a short scuff. Richard had been in the mood to please Yujin, maybe he still was, but now he wouldn't lick his hands clean, nor would he do the same with his stomach. "Well I only broke it once thus far.", Richard answered as if that was a good thing.

      "You want to gag and blindfolg us both at the same time? What next? Tie both of us up too?", Richard answered, almost laughed even, what was Yujin thinking? Did that even work? What if they both couldn't see or speak. Wouldn't it be better to only do that to one of them at the same time? "I bit you yes and I believe you cursed at me.", Richard reminded the wolf. "I won't do it if you don't want me to though." Richard actually had no clue what Yujin even liked. No clue at all. He just went with all of it all the time. "Is there anything you like doing the most...? I mean when it's just the two of us... besides doing it publicly." Maybe he should fulfill his wish at some point, though Richard was the opposite. He wanted it quiet and secure, somewhere where they were all alone, like out here. "I'm sure he eats. Just doesn't taste to him. I dunno...", Richard answered. When he was home they usually ate together. "I prefer Richard.", he then replied with the meat still between his teeth and he didn't intend to let go to give it to Yujin. Instead he pulled on it to get it out of Yujins mouth.