bloodbound. (earinor & akira)

    • An eye for an eye, that was an old thrian saying if he recalled - Yujin didn't like it, not because of the connotations it brought with it, but rather because no matter what he'd try, it would always kind of fall into a gray zone between good and bad, since people justified their actions with a saying like that and no matter what, not everything attached to a statement like that could be a good thing. Yujin wasn't sure, he never was, but he'd not just blurt something like that out at Richard, claiming to understand the blonde best when he had absolutely no idea of his inner workings from the start. "Aside from your eyes? Probably your physique, or maybe even the hair. The way your hands can feel kind of rough on my skin is also nice", all of those things, aside from the hair, were things that just happened overtime. Yujin knew that he himself was lean, but Richard was something else entirely - he worked for his body, actually tried to make it all function, but no matter what, it eventually wouldn't be something that a lost second prince would be happy to have or even eager to keep. "Maybe your memory and the fact that you are good at coming up with ideas, too." Being brains and brawn of the operation just wasn't fair, it never would be and therefore, the wolf wanted a piece of that, too. For a temporary amount of time was fine, but even beyond that didn't sound so bad. However, that aside, he just wanted a working brain anyway. "Do I need to beat someone up? Knowing you ... you did beat them up yourself, didn't you?" Richard seemed like he was easy to anger if someones ugly mug was right and there was no way to make a secret of that in the first place. More importantly, it all sounded as if had not happened recently but a good while ago. "Short pants? I mean, we do still take a dip in short clothing out here, but I'm not entirely sure you should do that unless you're used to the temperatures. Unfortunately, summer already hit its peak, it's only going to get nastier from here on out."

      Summer solstice or not, the days would become shorter and the nights longer, leaving almost no light behind in some way, which was also why it almost felt good to live in a minefield of ice and snow, somewhere where nobody had to worry about any crops or something silly like that. Roots grew all year long, seemingly sustained by random patches of dirt that were strewn across the frigid wasteland and if that didn't help, well, tree bark wasn't exactly the most edible option, but it was an option. "I'm not kissing it good. I'm making it mine, that's a difference." Those marks would fade overtime, no matter where he put them and that was, for one, something good and for two, something incredibly bad that Yujin wasn't ready for - much like those stupid hickeys would fade, Richard would, first from Silesse, then from his memories and after that, there was nothing he ever had to worry about again - he'd go back to being the same numbnut he'd always been. The wolf rested his head on Richards chest for a short moment, as if to take the noise he had made in to the fullest. "Must feel better than a massage, huh?" And as if he was only doing it for good measurements sake, he pulled on it once more and bit the other - this seemed like prolonged foreplay of some sort and even now, it dawned upon him that no, spit was still not a good subsistute and yes, they were shovelling their own grave right about now. "Like what? I'm not even bold this time, just loving. And yes, I like you, we established that, so you get preferential treatment." Having an experienced mouth did help, as well as the overall experience did. But other than that? Not a chance he'd get some sort of confession out of the blonde, or could he? "Are you always so eager to be pleased?", the wolf retaliated, but ... "Or indecisive, despite knowing exactly what you want?" His body was telling, while his words weren't. Yujin marbled at the flushed body beneath him for a second, before putting his hand on the fur that obscured Richards face and pulling it off. "The worst of it?" He searched for eye contact. "Look, I'd suck you off in front of my friends in the den - I'd not even consider doing that to someone else. Worse than that? Hm, possibly, I don't know, it's too cold to fuck outside in Silesse, but that doesn't mean I'd not like to try and do it in public spaces, you know?" Yujin laughed, before shoving some blonde locks out of Richards face. "Showing your embarrassed face to everyone would be nice, too. But then again, that's only for me to see, no? So what do you want, godling? My eyes are still in my skull and you look absolutely mesmerizing." That'd change soon - Yujin wanted him to be a wreck.
      Looking back, it maybe is like the toy carts you rode when you were a kid. But those toy carts could never go beyond the walls of the lawn. We want to follow the rugged concrete road beyond the wall. As we've grown, we've decided to leave behind the toy cart.
    • "My... hair?", Richard asked somewhat confused. "The color you mean? I thought you'd rather look like a wolf entirely, hence the eyes." Besides the color there was nothing special about it, or was there? Sure, the texture was different as well, Richards hair was thinner, less heavy and it tended to build knots more easily than Thrian hair that just seemingly straightened out on its own. But who would want that? Maybe because it was easier to braid? Richard never tried to begin with. "You can work for a body like mine and... either way you're not gaining any fat yourself, do you?" Richard had seen none, despite the lack of exercise, but they both were still young and growing. Yujin was just a little less defined maybe, but in their current position it didn't matter as much how strong either of them were anyway, Yujin had all his weight to work with if Richard truly tried to escape. About Richards hands... well that mostly came from his sword training and hunting with bow and error. "I used to be the one with a plan, back in Adrestia. Dayan was the strong one, but I don't mind taking care of you as well." Since when? Why didn't he keep away from Yujin still? He even enjoyed that trip, it was his suggestion after all. He was making his life harder with this. So hard indeed he even thought about taking Yujin with him, but then he immediately knew that that wouldn't work. Richard would die there and what would Yujin do then? "I did.", he simply replied. Though he didn't win every fight, he won those which were more fair at least. None of those in his age knew anything about war or pain, not truly and Richard didn't either some months back. They were inexperienced and didn't know what they did most of the time, at least that was Richards impression. And Yujin seemed to only have his three friends when he didn't hear from anyone else the sheep hat beat someone up. "I don't intend to fall into the sea again..."

      Richard knew it would grow even colder and he didn't know how much time he was able to spend outside then. It was cold enough already and at least camping trips weer out of the question, even now he needed a wolf to warm him during the night. "Why would you want that of all things...?", Richard asked but was he truly less compelled by Yujins scars? They were much bigger too. For a moment Yujin stopped though and he seemingly listened to Richards fluttering heart that didn't stop now either, because the whole situation was still odd somehow. "Better? N-ah..." Richard got surprised again, in two places at once too and it made him shiver. He couldn't recall anyone ever treating him like that before. "Feels different.", he explained himself and grew a little bit more tense, not sure what to expect of whatever this was. "Like thinking up all that stuff, thinking about someone you like...", Richard explained his own question a little bit clearer. All the while his body felt like it warmed up from the inside too and his breathing was slightly elevated. Who would have known that some touches, kisses and bites were enough to do that to him? "Eager to...? Eugh..." Richard made a sound that almost sounded like he was disgusted, but if he was he was at the fact that Yujin was right. Whenever the two of them were together, wasn't being pleased what Richard was after eventually? Though Yujin mostly initiated any contact. He didn't want him to be right though. "I don't know what I want...", he mumbled, only to have his eyes widen when he suddenly felt the fur lifted from his face. He blinked soon thereafter because his eyes needed to adjust to the light first. It only took a second though and then he looked into Yujins eyes practically trying to see right through him. Richards cheeks were already slightly red and they grew even more so while listening to Yujin tell him about his fantasies. The thought of having Yujins friends see his face red cheeked like that was embarrassing, as was the possibility of being caught somewhere by who knew who, yet it also was... exciting? "That won't happen...", he complained grumbling, but at the same time rather broke the eye contact between the two. "But just out of curiousity... what kind of places, for example?" Some next room in the den, maybe? Just like Richard went in one with Quan? Or rather somewhere unexpected, or maybe even in the castles hallways, pressed against ice? Would it melt under them? Fuck, why was he thinking about that now? As if it would help Richard closed his eyes for a few seconds to get the picture out of his head. What did Richard want though? When he opened his eyes again he looked at Yujin like he searched for help, all the while he tried to come up with an answer. "I... uh... you've been doing just fine... on your own up until now... just uhm... you make me feel... good, I guess... so keep going if you will." What kind of bullshit answer was that? Richard wanted Yujin to keep going, to show him more, Richard was inexperienced after all, even if he didn't want to admit. He also didn't feel so strong after all, he never was supposed to be the one muscling someone to the ground, he felt good being held down, he'd feel good receiving orders, so who was the dog here now? Richard couldn't bring himself to admit that, he also couldn't change the fact that their options were limited right now and he didn't want to ruin all this somehow. He broke away the gaze again and turned his head to seemingly search for something, his eyes got glued somewhere shortly after. "Take my neckerchief. Use it to tie up my wrists. I-I.... I mean if you're fine with me not uh... touching you... too..." Why did he even ask for something like this?
    • "Not exactly", Yujin replied. Richard could be a silly goose, especially when he didn't quite understand, but to Yujin, that was nothing new anyway - the blonde didn't always have to understand and by definition, the wolf could have told him what he meant, yet somehow didn't and ended up in the mess they were in, despite it not even being that just yet. What was it then, however? For some reason, it struck him that this kind of conversation suddenly felt out of place, not when there were plenty of other things going on. "I like the length it has and your hair feels so different from mine. Sure, thrian hair is supposed to be soft like silk and doesn't knot that easily, but ... you want to hear something silly about that, actually?" Telling Richard some old myths wasn't worth much, he knew that, but maybe he'd enjoy hearing something like that regardless. Talking about love was out of question, though. To one another, they were nothing more than an outlet for their pent up frustrations, for their wants and needs and somehow, Yujin felt bad for wanting more, for wanting something, for giving so much and expecting to receive as much in return. "No, but I also don't eat a lot. Sometimes I just get absorbed in things and opium doesn't help much. I should eat properly before I start training, but knowing me, this will just be wishful thinking." Fuck, hadn't he said he wanted to beat Richard? It would be easier if he already had an unfair advantage against him, but Yujin didn't intend to work on himself anytime soon, even when he ought to. "Taking care of me? I fear I'll get used to that, so what am I going to do without you, then?" Not get used to it was a simple answer that he almost expected from the blonde, yet it was hard to turn into reality when he already was offered something like that - it was almost making him mental. "Did you at least win?", he prodded. "Nobody said anything about falling, I meant swimming. That can be quite relaxing, but I'm sure you'd prefer the baths in the castle." And maybe no ass-grabbing ... why the fuck did he remember that? Because Richard walked out on him after that? Because he'd been pissy about it for a good one or two weeks? Whatever, really - that just proved his memories worked, somehow. "It won't change the way you think about it, or what it reminds you of, but why wouldn't I want a piece of you? I'll take all of them if I have to anyway, if you want to or not", Yujin laughed and he meant it. Richard sometimes felt like he was quite dense when it came to romance stuff, or rather, he didn't want to accept that even someone like him could be loved and cherished by someone that barely knew him - Yujin, on the other hand, had somehow made it his goal to make the blonde feel good, phenomenal, better than he was usually feeling, if only for one night. This was an improvement from the usual, though - normally they didn't get along this well if they weren't high, drunk or sick. "Different doesn't mean bad, though. That's good." Small affirmations were enough for the wolf, as if there wasn't much else he could receive either way, but that wasn't the truth - he needed no directions, he just needed to be told what was fine and what was not, Richard would get what he wanted, without ever voicing anything coherent and Yujin would tease him about it.

      "No. You get preferential treatment." Who was the small-brained idiot of them now? Still him, Yujin failed to admit that, but he also had the upper hand - more than one - and those were quite busy trailing the pale, flushed body that was not only enticing to look at, he almost felt as if something was daring him to make it look like the mess it deserved to be. "Just admit it, no need to audibly gag. It's kind of fun that your body never does what your mouth says." There were many of things he could drag out of Richard, a lot of them were just silly, but he'd have to play his cards right and Yujin wasn't even sure if he was about to lose this one. What then, however? Involving critical thinking into a situation like this sounded more like a waste of time than anything. "You don't know what you want and yet you don't want something to happen but you're still curious about what I'd do? Richard, you are so full of contradictions, I'd gag you if I could.", he proposed, only shaking his head in the process. Yujin had stopped doing an awful lot while talking to Richard, his mouth was used for merely that and while his hands were trailing along the somewhat cold body, he wondered why he just hadn't thought about this possibility any sooner. "Hmmm, one of the hallways in the castle - literally nobody will even care if they walk past us. Maybe one of the rooms in the den, or the hallway. The walls are thing enough so you can hear anything, so you'd have to keep your mouth shut, which you aren't exceptionally good at. Since outside doesn't quite work for you, I can't exactly press you against a random wall and just give some residents the worst night of their lives by making you scream my name outloud in public, but how about I just bend you over that table in that kitchen of yours? It's kind of steep, but nothing is impossible. Or, how about you come sit in my lap at the next gathering we have? That way you can properly embarrass yourself infront of everyone", the wolf proposed, with quite the overconfident smirk on his lips. There were boundaries one had to set, Yujin just took all of them down right now and the glint in his own eyes was probably incredibly telling of how little he actually cared if Richard wanted any of this or not - he'd asked, he'd receive. "Just keep going? You're not quite fit for raising a dog and training him. How about you'll let me raise you? You'd make a cute, unruly puppy ... you're more of a kitten, actually." The sudden moodswings, the way he couldn't quite understand some of Richards behavior and the fact that he always seemed to extend his claws didn't help him, either. However, that ... wasn't even a bad idea. Yujin grabbed the fabric that he was told to, then Richards hands and he tied them - not above his head but rather behind his back so that the blonde lay on them now. They'd be out of the way like this, which was just what Yujin wanted. "Oh, trust me, I am incredibly fine with that. However, you do know that you just gave up any form of defense, right?", he prodded, inched closer and gave Richard a kiss - pried his mouth open, didn't let it be an innocent one, that's not what either of them needed, not when Yujin immediately went to pressing their clothed crotches together. Once their lips parted, he licked over Richards, then his own - he was nothing more than a wild animal, living off of the ecstasy that a situation like this brought. A strange sense of joy spread at the bottom of his stomach - he loved every second of this. The wolf pushed some blonde strands of hair out of Richards face, as if he were to marble at it, then didn't quite know what else to do with him, but he had an idea. "So, that will it be? My mouth up here, on your throat or down there? I'll let you pick and if you don't give me an answer, I'll leave you like this and you can try and get off by rubbing yourself against my thigh for all I care. I'm sure you'd like being humiliated like that."
      Looking back, it maybe is like the toy carts you rode when you were a kid. But those toy carts could never go beyond the walls of the lawn. We want to follow the rugged concrete road beyond the wall. As we've grown, we've decided to leave behind the toy cart.
    • "You can do something about the length of your hair too.", Richard replied when Yujin answered he liked the blondes hair length. Well he decided to let it grow out some more anyway, because right about now tying them to a ponytail was still not catching all the hair and they annoyed Richard sometimes. A little bit more, and he could just tie them up during training. "Something silly? Sure.", he replied, whatever it was, maybe another myth about their gods? Something to do with hair? Who knew. "You should eat. By the way, you didn't eat today.", Richard pointed out. Yujin just looked at the bread and then decided otherwise, that had been it. Without energy, without food there was no way he'd get stronger. "When we're out here, yeah. I won't leave you." Not like Quan. Out here they were a team and Richard could be as angry as he could get, he'd still not leave Yujin alone and on his own. As long as they weren't back they were stuck to each other, that was just it. And since this was Richards idea, of course he didn't mind it. "Most.", he then answered when Yujin asked if he won the fights. "Some of those fights were not in my favor..." Because he took on multiple people, like a few days before Dayans birthday. He lost that one, hard and he may even have broken something if that woman hadn't showed up to shoo everyone away. But that was fine and it was odd, because the pain helped him focus on something else, he kind of enjoyed it, but Yujins company was probably preferable over that. "Relaxing? No thank you...", Richard replied, but he was fairly sure that if someone dared him, he'd jump in anyway. The castles bath was preferable though. Suddenly Richard wondered if Yujin would want to have something that reminded him of Richard, anything really. But why would he think about something like that, it was a bad idea if he wanted him to forget anyway, so he shut his mouth about that. "It doesn't feel bad. Both felt good...", Richard then mumbled, but he was possibly less relaxed by those touches now than during the massage.

      Why was Yujin liking Richard more than other people? Was it because he was so different? Because he came from a place Yujin wanted to visit, but couldn't, because he was locked up here? Or was there more behind it, something that Richard actually had over other people. He was broken, a mess, was it that? Richard didn't dare ask. "I...! That's not...!" Yujin was right wasn't he? And Richard got embarrassed because he was. His body clearly told the truth right about now, but Richard for one reason or the other couldn't verbally admit that he felt good, that Yujin made him feel good with what he did to him and that he wanted more of that treatment, more than was possible out here probably. "I... I just want you to... this is nice, I wouldn't mind more.", he voiced, then grumbled a little and looked away, Why was he like that? Why did he get so embarrassed instead of just demanding. He could be a man and just take what he wanted, but Yujin was right, he always was hesitant and inexperienced, like during their first night together. "Nothing's stopping you..." From gagging Richard that was and maybe it would save him from saying stupid shit all the time. All the while Yujins fingers kept on dragging over his skin, giving him goosebumps. The temperatures could also be responsible though, at least Richards body wasn't that telling because of that. All of what Yujin said made pictures pop up in Richards head and his whole face was probably red by now. "I can shut up if I want to...", he mumbled, not sure if he truly could and in any case, all of this was... very daring. Richard would need some drinks before he'd agree to that probably, but Yujin also had a way of making Richard want him. "If anything you sit on my lap!", he also grumbled, he wouldn't be the one on top in that case. But that Yujin and him were having sex was not a secret to Yujins friends anymore anyway. But there was only one night they knew about. "Why a kitten?", Richard then asked, almost hissed. Damn it! He looked away again, but Yujin was right, Richard was not confident enough, not to his core, to raise him to anything. He was still the old himself, he wasn't Dayan after all. Richard was watching Yujin grab the fabric, but he urged him to sit up a little for that one and at first Richard was confused, only to notice that Yujin tied up his hands behind his back, not over his head where there was nothing to bind him to anyway. When he lay back down again, his arms were crossed and under him. This wasn't as comfortable, but it didn't have to be. He didn't complain for now, after all he asked for this. "I... I know... maybe it's good to try and not control every situation for a change...", Richard mumbled, not quite sure if this was a good idea after all, but he could still tell Yujin to stop, right? The wolf came closer, kissed Richard, forced his tongue inside his mouth and made Richard gasp for air when he felt the prince pressing against his crotch. But there was not much air to gain, just the kiss and the attempt to find a good position to lie in. The blonde looked up when their lips parted, shivered once more when Yujin licked over his lips like that and tried to regain a somewhat stern look on his own face. Richard had to answer Yujins question, he didn't want him to stop, though he suspected that Yujin wouldn't stop for too long anyway. "Up here then.", Richard replied, then he took a good look at Yujin and the situation. "You also have your reward still... right?"
    • "Short hair wouldn't even suit me, would it now?", he suddenly complained, or rather blurted out as if it were an unspoken fact that anyone that Yujin had ever met would agree to. Much like blue eyes, he barely could remember a wolf with short hair - it wasn't because it was viewed as impractical, but if he was honest, there just were quite a bunch of traditions that felt as if they couldn't be applied to hair lacking a certain amount of length - and even Richards had grown since he'd gotten here. "Thrian hair rarely knots, but if it does and gets entangled with the hair of the person you're with, the two of you are meant to be." It was almost as if he was just grasping at straws here, trying to convince the blonde that they might as well not be meant for each other or that if it ever happened, they were majorly screwed, but still. "That's an old myth and if I think about that, thrians are hopelessly romantic, it's almost agonizing." The only reason the tradition of following ones partner in death existed was, because they'd most certainly wait up in the afterlife for their love to arrive, not finding any rest despite their ashes moving on and once the two of them died, burned together even, their ashes were intermingled, until the wind cast them away, across sacred ground. "I'm not hungry yet, at least not in the regular sense." He, however, craved to touch Richard and be close, undeniably close at that and while he wouldn't mind enjoying something quick and easy, he found himself giggling at the prospect of all of this taking forever instead. "You're my knight in shining armor then", Yujin informed Richard, but that was hardly the truth - they both were just messes, trying to make sense of their messy lives. "So you bit off more than you can chew, huh? The next time something like that happens, I might as well kiss it better.", he blabbered, his hands looking for nothing in particular and just marbling at the skin beneath him - defined, not rough yet, but not bad-looking either. Richards physique was nice, nothing Yujin would kill for, but enough to make him be astounded. "You looked pretty relaxed just now and you looked pretty relaxed in the bath. Actually, how about I do it with you in there? That way you won't get cold and the possibility of someone walking in on us is always there." The baths were an echo chamber anyway, vast and empty except for the hot water that kept pouring and pouring and melting, but none of that was enough either way. "That's not what? That's not it? I told you to be honest with me, didn't I?", the wolf sneered, almost disappointed for a second. "Let's try again. You like this, right?"

      Yujin grabbed ahold of Richards face, as if that had been a threat, as if he was looking for the eyecontact the two of them had kind of avoided so far, but that was it. As long as it was just him, Richard didn't have to be scared, he could be honest for all Yujin cared - he wanted nothing more than that, he just needed honesty. "Mh, that's good to hear", he voiced as he let go, chuckling ever so slightly about the short yet sweet victory he had achieved. Those hands were tied and Richard could go nowhere, not with the wolves weight pressing down on him, at least Yujin liked to believe that - but the missing hands were probably a disadvantage. "From gagging you? Maybe not, but who knows, maybe I want to hear you." He did want to hear Richard, no doubt about it, he had never wanted anything else, despite knowing all these days went by in a definite haze and despite knowing that he'd eventually forget all those things he was voicing out loud, it didn't matter much - he liked this for what it was, as rough and gentle as it could be, especially now that he wasn't sure what the blonde wanted or not. He wanted this to be soft, to beloving, sort of, didn't he? "Oh you can? Then I'll have you prove it to me when I'm screwing you in the den." The odds weren't in Richards favor, maybe he could, maybe he wouldn't and as if to prove some odd, obscene sentiment, he bit one of the blondes nipples, just to see if that would prove either of them right. "Can't fuck you if I sit in your lap, can I now? We wanted to be honest, can't give anyone the wrong impression now." It was good that he was so well-versed in adrestian, even though he knew that a lot of these sentences had just ... well, he had ample of teachers and some things just happened. By the gods, this was actually something he should have played dumb about, but he'd not tried to talk with a thrian accent around Richard for a while. "You hiss. You bite. You scratch. And you get spooked and agitated by the smallest things. You act like a moody kitten, but thankfully, you aren't as fragile." The hiss had just proven it and as Yujin decided that was enough to tenderly bite Richards shoulder, he just did. Bad behavior was to be punished and nobody deserved to be hissed at, didn't they? Still, the bite was almost tender, more of a suck - a hickey didn't sound like a solid punishment, though. "So you want to feel defenseless and just be pampered? By the gods, you are quite the entitled kitten.", Yujin informed him, but he gave him a kiss for a change. For honesty. And for the fact that he felt comfortable around him to just do that, despite the fact that he seemed as if he had multiple walls of defense built around him. The wolf pressed their foreheads together, closed his eyes for a second as he almost lay on Richard, only held up by his legs on either side of the body he was sitting on. "Up here it is.", he mumbled, wedged his hand between the two of them and started stroking over Richards still clothed crotch. No need to take them off just yet, was there? "Yes, right. But I can't quite keep my face in yours if yours is down there, if that's what you're getting at. Though, maybe you'd like that? I wanted to ruin you anyway and I won't need to substitute a proper gag with one of our sashes if your mouths occupied anyway. Or was that not what you meant?", he asked as he pulled back, as he looked down onto Richard and then slid off of him, just to lose all kinds of friction that might have been there. "Be a good kitten and show me what you want."
      Looking back, it maybe is like the toy carts you rode when you were a kid. But those toy carts could never go beyond the walls of the lawn. We want to follow the rugged concrete road beyond the wall. As we've grown, we've decided to leave behind the toy cart.
    • "No. But you also don't need it to wipe the floor when you walk around.", Richard answered looking at Yujin and imagining how he would look if he cut those hair short. No that would look kind of odd, right? Richard also felt that he himself should have his own with some length at least. But of all people in Silesse, Yujin sure had the longest hair, whether or not that meant something, Richard didn't know. "Ah. That's what it was. In Adrestia we have the saying that if a butterfly lands on your body and you follow it after it flew away again, it'll bring you to your soulmate." None of this was true of course and in Thria there were no butterflies in the first place. No hair got entangled either, so maybe the two of them didn't fit together after all. "You don't need to be hungry to eat.", Richard pointed out, but he was hardly in a position to force feed him now. He could eat after they were done with whatever they were doing too. Maybe Richard would eat some more too. "I don't own much of an armor." That was more an Adrestian thing anyway and Richards Thrian clothes weren't any fancy either. To be honest, Richard was kind of sure Nayantai just got whatever he could get his hands on, maybe those were even second hand, who knew? "It was fine... got barely hurt...", Richard mumbled. No broken bones, not a crack just some strained rips, that was all and that got better too. None of that was visible anymore now. Yujins hands continued touching Richards skin and he sometimes twitched if he found a sensitive spot, maybe because he was a little bit ticklish after all. "I wouldn't mind another bath but..." God, wasn't it embarrassing to be told in which places Yujin wanted to fuck him? He could see it happening, but making a date of sorts of it felt odd.

      Richards face was grabbed and his gaze focused onto Yujin, even though he tried to look away. "I... yes. I like it, so what?", Richard answered, masking his embarrassment with cockiness, acting like he didn't even care, or that there was nothing to it in the first place. Yujin had already won, yes and he didn't stop teasing Richard with it and making him admit to something that was hard for him to voice out loud. He didn't know exactly why he was like this, but he couldn't help it. He grumbled a little when Yujin told him he wanted to hear him anyway and he sure was trying to force a sound out of Richard soon enough. "You're much louder than m-ngh...!", he got interrupted but he bit back a sound. Why was he so sensitive in the first place? The longer this took the worse it seemed to get too. "I won't have sex with you in front of your friends anyway!",Richard replied complaining. "And why wouldn't I fuck you?" Damn, Richard lost a lot of power in a very short time, wasn't he? But he also asked for this, kind of. "When did I scratch?", Richard asked and with that kind of admitting to the rest. But he also sounded like a child, a little bit at least and if he could have, he would have crossed his arms in front of his chest. He got bit in his shoulder, but it wasn't hard and it didn't hurt. He got caressed although he had a big mouth. "I...! Mh... you can also just tie me lose again!", he grumbled, because he didn't like the way Yujin phrased this, even if it maybe was correct. A scuff was put on hold when Yujin simply kissed Richard and as if to prove anything the blonde slightly bit Yujins lip while he was so close. But he still kept close, took in the moment and Richard kept quiet too, even though it was already agitating he couldn't do anything with his hands. Soon after there was a hand finding it's way downwards and it made richard flinch a bit. It made him want more already, he wanted to feel Yujins hand on his skin, not like this. The hand was gone again, the friction too, all of Yujins weight as well and Richard didn't like it. There were many things Richard would have complied with now, but he started the topic of Yujins reward, didn't he? "How would I show you when I can't even move properly?", he scuffed, but it felt like Yujin would just leave him here alone for real if he didn't comply to his demand. That was why he inched downwards, even though it was a little bit hard with his hands tied behind his back. "Come up here again then...", he mumbled, but he crawled a little further down to meet Yujin halfway until he could reach Yujins crotch with his mouth. He pushed his nose against it for a few moments, because he couldn't exactly use anything else to rub on it, but this wasn't good enough, which was why eventually he used his teeth to pull on the fabric a little bit.
    • "I don't walk around with open hair all that often and when I do, it doesn't quite touch the floor.", the wolf mumbled. Not yet anyway, that much was for sure - but it would eventually and then, he'd have to figure out how to either tie it up in some some sort of way that kept it away from the floor or actually cut it off. Who needed this much hair anyway? Yujin didn't know himself, but he was almost certain that nobody had cut his in the last eighteen years of his life. "A butterfly? I've seen those in books, but though luck finding one out here." Romance was a fickle thing, yet, neither of them was trying to achieve that - if anything, they were just trying to get by, trying to understand one another and where had that landed them, exactly? In bed with one another, once more, as if that was a perfectly normal occurrence. "You don't, but I don't want to if I'm not. That'll just throw me off. But anyways, I can eat you for good measure, if you'd like that", the wolf proposed, sticking out his tongue at the blonde. What was going to come of this? They'd have their fun, then they'd go back to sleep and once they found themselves enveloped by another nightmare, all of this would start over again, until they'd grow tired of one another at some point. "I'm sure I can bother a blacksmith to craft you one. And then you have to wear it for me and save me from a wolf or something, how's that sound?" Did he just offer to play a damsel in distress for no reason other than to fulfill a stupid little fantasy? Probably, but it was a nice idea and that would have to feel nice too, right? "Barely? At least you didn't let them get to you, that's nice, mhm." What were they even going on about that, though? If Richard didn't want to share, he shouldn't have to. "But you'd feel odd with me going on about how I'd just rail you there? Is it that?" Were some orders all it took to get Richard moving? Yujin wanted to know just that, yet couldn't quite tell, but that would change soon enough - and he had a hunch that it wasn't far from the truth, either. Frankly, he'd have to be a bit more forceful, didn't he? "Nothing. Being honest is all I need." That wasn't exactly true, he also wanted a bit more than just the blondes honesty, but nothing was impossible as long as he had the prospect of a nice, loving reward.

      "Much louder than? Can you repeat that?" Was it fun to have the upper hand? Definitely. But was it fun to tease Richard? Definitely, especially when he got reactions like that, things that he didn't want to forget so he could tease him about all of that at a later date - even though he did cherish them now anyway. "You say that now, I'll ask you the next time you're drunk and high and out of it." That would not be too hard, especially when they both overindulged in all of those things anyway, especially when they found themselves at an impasse and stuck with his friends, too fed up with one another to actually give themselves some time to go through it all. "Would you, then? Sure, I'll let you fuck me in front of my friends if you can bite down the embarrassment and actually have the confidence to." Richard was, by all means, not the most confident person, just cocky and angry and when he disliked something, he snapped. In this case, that was almost impossible and Yujin had figured as much, judging by all those reactions he got. Who knew he didn't need to be intoxicated to have fun, too? That almost felt like some sort of bliss that he was unable to properly comprehend. "You didn't, but you will, since you don't deny the other stuff. Not that you could right now." That wasn't exactly why he'd tied the blonde up, though. "Hmmm, no. I like you like that, it's almost as if you'd need my help now. That doesn't sound so bad to me. Besides, you asked for it and I'm not here to deny you any of your fantasies." Having no hands majorly sucked, Yujin could figure that out by himself, but it was almost funny to see Richard try, to actually give in and meet him halfway as requested and have a face almost pressed against his crotch. The wolf grabbed the blonde hair, tucked on it and pulled Richard away. "Fuck, you're eager. Are you starving or what?", he teased, affirmative of the situation, before sliding out of his own pants, not entirely but slightly, just to be able to pull them up if needed - and possible ruin them. Yujin felt lightheaded, his stomach pulled taut, almost filled with glee - and he used the opportunity to actually pull Richard back down, against his crotch. "So? My reward, if you may."
      Looking back, it maybe is like the toy carts you rode when you were a kid. But those toy carts could never go beyond the walls of the lawn. We want to follow the rugged concrete road beyond the wall. As we've grown, we've decided to leave behind the toy cart.
    • "It will at some point.", Richard pointed out, it just took some more time and it would happen. If it did Yujin had to cut it after all but maybe he only took away some centimeters and waited until it touched the floor again, why ever he wanted that. It seemed like his parents also had a liking for that, after all even as a kid they didn't cut it, otherwise it wouldn't be this long, would it now? Or maybe Yujin was just a crybaby and whenever someone came close with a scissor, he freaked out. "I'll outgrow you when you're not eating. So keep it that way!", Richard scuffed. Yujin was a tiny little bit taller than him, but that would change, especially it Yujin didn't get enough nutrition, he'd see. Or rather actually not, because Richard wouldn't be here for so long. He didn't take Yujin up on his offer though, not sure what exactly he meant. "I think an armor made out of metal would freeze me to death out here. Besides, against a wolf I don't need one." If he would fight one he needed to be swift on his feet, that was hardly possible with a big armor weighing him down. "I won't meet you there for that...", Richard grumbled, yes it was odd to talk about being laid there. Besides, Richard had fucked Yujin too, why did he make it sound like it was always the other way around?

      "Much louder than me!", Richard repeated and ended his sentence now. "As if you'd have sex in front of your friends either way!" Yujin was bluffing, he was probably as embarrassed or maybe even creeped out by it. And on the other hand, wouldn't they just leave? Who'd stay when two people started to have sex? That was just odd and Yujin was just talking bullshit to force a certain reaction out of Richard. He meant none of it. Yujin was so cocky for someone who almost had an anxiety attack just before, but Richard wouldn't bring that up, he wasn't better himself and feeling good was more important. There was no need to drag back something that would just make either of them feel uncomfortable. "I don't need your help...", Richard grumbled, he never wanted help that didn't change now. Why did he ask to be tied up though and why did he remind Yujin of his reward? "Shut up or I'll bite you!", Richard barked, he wasn't eager, Yujin wanted this, so why not get it over with? He did get rid of the fabric, even though he didn't get out of it completely. Richard made a muffled sound when he was pulled back down on his hair, but he was too eager, wasn't he? So he took a step back, figuratively speaking, and rested his head on Yujins thigh. From there he had a good view on what Yujin had to offer, but he didn't do anything yet. "Eager, huh? Then we'll take it slow I guess...", he whispered against the skin of Yujins inner thigh and what lay between his legs. Too bad Yujin wasn't the one tied up, but Richard felt like taking his words all the wrong way and not comply with much just yet. Instead he slowly reached out his tongue and softly licked over Yujins shaft, but that was all he truly did.
    • "And? What's stopping you from cutting it off, then?", he dared, as if he didn't trust Richard to just take that knife from earlier - if he could move those hands and arms of his - and cut them as short as he reasonably could. Yujin wondered if that was something that the blonde actually had thought about earlier, or if it had been a silly thought that was seeping into his head just now. Should he tie it up more often? "As if! You're not going to outgrow me, dream on!" And what came after that anyway? Not that Yujin cared, but in this moment, his chest almost swelled with pride - did he have to prove something to Richard, or was all of that in his head and he actually was making a fool of himself? No matter what, he didn't know and didn't necessarily care - it wasn't important to this situation that they found themselves in, was it? "True that, but I think it'd suit you! Maybe something darker, though. Besides, did you ever get your own clothes? I mean, those fit you but looking at them and the adrestian stuff you wore ... the colors don't exactly line up?" Next Richard would tell him no, he hadn't gone to a tailor or something, even though Yujin highly doubted that, considering the fact that their fathers were friends. "Not even a silessian wolf?" Still, thrians didn't need one and Richard was half of one. "Then just to relax, that's also fine!"

      Their relationship was made of nothing but bodily love - materialistic things, nothing mental, not actual feelings, or at least they wanted to tell one another that - or Richard wanted to tell him that. "You can't even judge that!", he retaliated, not sounding quite offended yet. Yujin wouldn't be challenged by someone that was tied up right about now, someone that was just trying to regain all the power he lost mere minutes ago - he wanted it like this, so the wolf wouldn't back down, not for him. "Why wouldn't I? Do you think I never did that? Why would I propose that if I'm unsure if I could?" It just needed some opium, some moonshine and an incredible amount of stupid games, as well as one last dare. Had anyone even cared? Not really, the den had been a mess afterwards and whoever had to clean up would need some prayers, but Yujin wasn't the only one that had done that, either. "You wouldn't even dare to bite me - and if you don't want my help, you're in a stupid position. I can leave you tied up like that until we're home, if you'd like." Was that mean or did he just say that because he wanted Richard to get a taste of his own medicine? Well, he was getting quite loud and going back to spouting the usual threats, just in new packaging. "You little bastard, just stealing my damn-!", he growled, then bit back quite an obvious noise - he hadn't excepted Richard to just do that, nothing else, but he did comply, somewhat. Yujin needed a moment himself, then eyed the blonde menace between his legs. "You're incredibly unruly and disobedient for wanting to give me my reward. What the fuck do you want, Richard?", the wolf demanded to know, but instead of even waiting for an answer, he did pull on the blondes hair to pull his head downward.
      Looking back, it maybe is like the toy carts you rode when you were a kid. But those toy carts could never go beyond the walls of the lawn. We want to follow the rugged concrete road beyond the wall. As we've grown, we've decided to leave behind the toy cart.
    • Actually Richard would have cut it off right here and now, only because Yujin dared him like that. Not very short, just some of it that was unnecessarily long. But he couldn't, because his hands were tied together behind his back and he wasn't even sure if he came out of this alone if he truly wanted to. Pulling on the fabric didn't do much, Yujin tied him up tight and he needed him to free him eventually. Richard then looked down at himself a little bit, at his clothes, not sure if there was something wrong with it. "Nayantai brought them. I don't know where they are from.", Richard explained and usually he didn't even wear these. The other stuff he got for that stupid dinner was also just hanging in his closet at some point and the colors hadn't exactly been Richards favorites, but it was alright. And those now? He wasn't even sure if they were dated or modern, he had no clue about Thrian clothes and habits. "I'd rather be quick on my feet than be chewed on by a wolf because my armor is too heavy.", Richard explained, that sounded more reasonable, even though a bite would probably hurt like hell. "Relaxing is fine... but you'll probably have other plans either way..." How was it last time? They touched each other, even though it was mostly tickling and then? Richard got upset but he didn't even know why anymore.

      "I fucked you too, you know? I know how loud you are...", Richard grumbled. Did Yujin only remember he pushed him out of the bed? Before that he had been busy pleasing him, hadn't he? "Why would you...? You're bluffing...", Richard retaliated, he didn't believe Yujin one word of what he said. "If you did, who did you fuck? Quan again?", he said almost condescending, but he didn't believe he fucked anyone in front of other people to begin with. Also, he was fairly sure that Yujin would just get pissed off by anyone looking at Richard while he had sex to begin with. Yujin wanted him to himself, right? Yujin was cocky and Richard was dares and thus he bit Yujin in his thigh. Not very hard, but enough to leave some temporary marks for the next couple of minutes. Yujin would free him eventually, right? "Now who is making loud noises?" Richard almost chuckled when he stopped Yujin mid sentence and heard him react to what Richard did instead. What did Richard want? Well he'd be nice if Yujin asked nice, but he wasn't, so--- Richard was pulled down against Yujin and the lack of free arms made it hard for him to fight back. He didn't let himself be forced to take Yujin in just yet though, he was only covering the tip and when the pull got lighter he raised his head again. His breath was still brushing against Yujin though and he was closer than necessary, he also blew out more air than usually. "It's hard to train a cat, I'm no dog after all...", he whispered and this somehow was fun, he didn't know why. It was cheesy and stupid and they could have just did it like last night, but they didn't. Richard went on licking again, using more of his tongue this time though and some more pressure against Yujin, after all he needed to prepare him first anyway. His goal seemingly was to leave no spot dry and he was diligent about it.
    • Would Richard do it eventually when he untied him? Yujin wasn't quite sure, there only was one way to find out, but he really didn't want to sink into sleep and then wake up to his hair among all the fur, strewn across their nest to pad it out some more - if that would be the case, they both weren't much better than animals. "Ah", he commented and again, didn't it feel odd for Richard to call his father by his name? That sounded all kinds of useless, but Yujin wasn't going to be held up by details like that, it almost felt as if the only necessity they had right about now was each other, they didn't ask for much more than that to begin with. "Guess I'll drag you to a tailor then, maybe you'll like wearing them more if it's something more in line with your own tastes." Who liked wearing someone elses clothes? Yujin didn't, not that he ever had to, but even when he did, there wasn't much complaining - Richard just didn't like thrian clothing in general, but that didn't have to mean a thing and maybe it changed when he got his own. "That sounds like I'm the only one who wants to fuck you all the time! You can't tell me if you've never thought about any of that, have you now?", he was quick to complain, but maybe he didn't share the sentiment - it felt almost as if his heart was going to sink to into his stomach, then made a sharp turn. There had to be something, he couldn't be the only one and that was a stupid thing to get upset over anyway.

      "Like you are any better!", he laughed. Neither of them were good at keeping their mouths shut, maybe Richard was slightly better, but Yujin wouldn't say he was any louder than the blonde. Actually, why were they arguing about all this stuff anyway? It was fun, that was why - and it was boring if only one of them argued about it all. "What, Quan again? My god, there's other people that aren't Quan or you." The truth was, Quan was quite the whore, much like Yujin and they sometimes just stuck to each other as if they were glue. Maybe it made up for the problems they seemed to have, maybe it was just wishful thinking that the two of them had to use one another for, but ... "I'm not bluffing. It wasn't any of my friends, though. I mean, they were there, but I did get dared to suck that one dude off, I think his name was ... Zhihao? Whatever, he's a friend of Kun, he was there, we played some sort of bottle game, I got dared to and I did. So much for bluffing", he sneered. There were testimonies of others, he could ask his friends, but whatever. Richard wouldn't let him live that one down, not in a million years, would he? "Don't get too confident, brat. You made plenty earlier! Also, is that bite really the worst you can do? I barely felt that." Yujin wanted to grab ahold of something, but his hands had been settled into Richards hair and it was almost incredibly hard to keep his thoughts straight and organized when someone was busy coating his dick in saliva. What the fuck was that for? It felt agonizing, and slow, and he wanted to be able to breathe in more air than this, wanted to stop reacting but fuck, he shouldn't have gone for that route. "Doesn't mean you get to play by your own rules, though", the wolf complained, but he ruffled through his hair either way - he was doing what was asked of him in some way. "Are you always taking ... this long?"
      Looking back, it maybe is like the toy carts you rode when you were a kid. But those toy carts could never go beyond the walls of the lawn. We want to follow the rugged concrete road beyond the wall. As we've grown, we've decided to leave behind the toy cart.
    • Richard didn't need a tailor, that sounded like a hassle. Going somewhere, talking to some random wolf who touched him all over, he never liked that, not even in Adrestia. Taking measurements was annoying and there were too many things to decide. Which fabric, which color, which pattern, the sleeve length. He had no clue about all of that, even less when it was about Thrian clothes. He'd just look like a clown because he just had no idea what people his age were supposed to wear and if Yujin was in a bad mood, he'd make him buy something stupid. "No need to...", he mumbled, the clothes he wore were just fine, as long as they did what they were for, keeping him warm. Though now he was only half dressed and just protected by some tent. He'd grow cold eventually, but for now he cared about Yujin as was promised. "I want to when I'm with you.", Richard pointed out, but that was about it. In his free time, when his thoughts were just moving around freely, he thought about other things, not about having sex, which was probably also the reason he didn't jerk off that often, as Yujin pointed out. When he thought about Yujin he asked himself when he came by maybe. Sometimes when thinking about him certain memories popped up in his head, but he didn't go as far as to imagine would new memories they could make.

      Both of them were loud probably, at least when they were intoxicated and stopped caring about trivial things like that. That reminded Richard, Yujins sister had heard them that first night, didn't she? That was embarrassing, she even saw Richard for a second and with the only person with blonde hair around it was quite obvious who Yujin brought back home instead of his girlfriend. Richard wondered if Yujin had slept with anyone else since having a girlfriend too, or if he remained faithful from that point onward, until he met Richard at least. "You're an idiot. Also, that doesn't count as fucking, that's different.", Richard pointed out and that he could even imagine, anything more? No. When Yujin asked him if that bite was all Richard got, he practically asked for getting bitten again and so Richard did. Again he went for his inner thigh and he bit him harder, pushing his teeth into Yujins skin. It was a short bite, but it was hard. So hard indeed that Richard was sure if he had bitten any harder, he would have drawn blood. He also knew he'd done that before. After that he started licking and sucking on that spot, on the irritated skin to leave a dark mark on that spot that'd probably hold for more than just a view days. Then as if nothing had happened he went back to what he did before again, though since he had enough of Yujins dick, he started to lick and suck on his balls for a bit. The ruffle on his head felt odd, but he kept going. "Are you always that desperate?", Richard asked in return and then inched upwards a bit again to play with Yujins tip, to take it in a little, suck on it and rub it with his lips. He stopped once more just barely moved away and looked up at Yujin. "If you want it fast and sloppy, why don't you push me back on my back and just use me. I'd allow it today." Why? Because it was like when Richard tried to get into a fight? Because he wanted someone to hurt him, if only a little bit? Because he wanted to be weak, or prove he could take it? He didn't even know where all this was coming from, but he was fine with being used today. He mostly wanted Yujin to use him, didn't he? Last night had been the one occasion where it had been different, but right now, he hoped to get something to concentrate on, something to maybe be a little bit angry at, but at least it would be different than the usual. And maybe Yujin could use it too, he had had a rough day as well.
    • "And what if I take your measurements and hand them over to a tailor? Is that any better?" By now, Richard might as well have noticed that Yujin wasn't the average prince, that he didn't give much of a damn about fighting lessons, about sticking his head into some rulebook, no. As far as he himself recalled, he cherished reading by itself, but he liked to do so about nature, about plants, about medicine - he liked trivial things, even though he did enjoy a good stroll around town, too. Surely, he'd come to like fighting at some point, he had before, but even that was something better suited for someone with a brain full of holes. Why was he so hellbent on being like Shuren anyway? Was it because he wanted to prove something to his old man, show him that he wasn't worth any less because he was impaired or was it something else that haunted him, even now? Fuck, he was thinking too much, he'd rather focus on the warm feeling that built up inside of him, as teasingly slow as the guy was that was busy sucking him, if one could even call it that. "When you're with me? That's sweet, but here I hoped you had some deep, dark and dirty secret for me about how you were fantasizing about me in some stupid, impossible situations", Yujin answered, almost sounding disappointed, but he still was grinning like the idiot he was. In the end, he was a puppy after all, wasn't he? "That doesn't count? Then you won't mind me sucking you off in front of my friends? Nice, good you agree to that!" Now he was just deliberately putting words into the blondes mouth, but he hadn't denied a blowjob, just fucking. Though, Yujin was already crosshatching another stupid idea.

      "Even if I fuck you in a seperate room in the den, if I press you against any of the walls, they'll hear it either way, almost as if it's happening right next to them. So what's the holdup? The only thing they can't do is see, unless they poke holes in the paper panels." That had been something they wouldn't dare to, though, unless they wanted to get their asses beaten by the den owner and his little lapdogs - that would be no fun for sure. Nobody held back out here in Silesse, except maybe against its royal family, not its associates, as proven by the squabble Richard had gotten into. A yelp escape his lips, ripped him out of his thoughts and as he looked down, he found Richard abusing a patch of skin on his inner tight, one that he had just bitten, now he was trying to do what, really? Suck it better? That hadn't worked for his dick either, not now at least. The half-wolf went back to work, as it seemed and soon, Yujin flinched again, wondered if he could get enough of his tongue or not and was surprised when, just for a second, a shiver ran over the small of his back. "Desperate? You're the one oogling and sucking on me like I'm some sort of sweet nectar.", he rebutted, being plenty embarrassed himself by now - his cheeks felt warm, much like his lower regions did and despite the spit not doing anything good in the cold of Silesse, he wondered why Richard took his sweet time. "I thought you wanted it sweet and tender?", Yujin asked, grabbing Richards face by his chin and holding it up like that. "Your choice. I don't mind either, I don't want to do something you don't want, so let me ask: Sweet and tender or fast and sloppy? If it's the latter, you want it fast, sloppy and disgusting or just fast and sloppy?" By the gods, what the fuck did he have in mind? Something kind of ... not as atrocious. "You want me to spit in your mouth and treat you like an object or what? If that's it, just keep your mouth open."
      Looking back, it maybe is like the toy carts you rode when you were a kid. But those toy carts could never go beyond the walls of the lawn. We want to follow the rugged concrete road beyond the wall. As we've grown, we've decided to leave behind the toy cart.
    • "Ugh... If you insist.", Richard simply answered. He wasn't a fan of this, he didn't care about new and fitting clothes, those he wore were just fine and either color was as shit as the other. What did it matter anyway? He didn't go anywhere most of the time to begin with, but he probably would need to visit a tailor if he wanted those traditional stuff for his birthday. "Sorry.", he then mumbled, there was no secret, no fantasies, just only maybe in the moment and now, but nothing he thought about while he lay in bed alone. When he did that he usually thought about something else and during the rare occasions he did think about Yujin, because his coat smelled just like him, he thought about their nights together, about what happened, not what could happen. "Shut up! Why would I... ugh...!" Richard would just never go into that den with Yujin anymore, then he was save. But then again he didn't believe Yujin anyway, he wouldn't do anything before some people who didn't even want to see that probably. "Why would you even want that?", he asked. To mark Richard as his own, like a dog who peed on a pole? Was that it? This is mine, fuck off?

      "More like icecream.", Richard pointed out and decided not to be bothered with any tryhard insult this time. He did work him like he was some sweet flavored ice cream on a hot summer day, but Yujin probably didn't get that analogy anyway. He didn't even know what a hot summer day was. Not when he lived in a place where it never went over zero degrees. Besides, Richard could see his red cheeks, Yujin wasn't as confident as he made out to be either. The wolf grabbed Richards chin to get a better look at him and Richard knitted his brows. "Just shut up you idiot.", Richard grumbled. "Look, this is your reward now, right?", Richard asked, then took a deep breath and set up a bit to voice what he truly thought. "Look. I would have been fine with you torturing me, which is why I agreed to be tied up, but now we decided to do you first. You want me to go fast? Alright, then I at least am done with this faster.", he scuffed, then leaned down again. "And for the record, I don't want you to spit in my mouth and you're at least as indecisive as me.", he added before he wrapped his lips around Yujins dick and this time, he did go fast and started to move his head up and down, trying to keep his balance without his arms to help hold his weight.
    • “No need to apologize, really”, Yujin answered. There really wasn’t - they both did what felt right to them and that was that, there was no need to be sorry just because of something like that. In fact, he wasn’t even sure if he even did mind Richard being snarky and unfriendly - that was who he was and some well placed words wouldn’t change that. Not once, not twice, not now, not anytime soon. Yujin had to accept that, as much as he loathed it, but that was that and that was something he could, essentially, do nothing about. It was a shame to think that none of this was going to last any longer than it had to, though. “Why would you, of all people, think about me? Is it that? No idea, maybe because you do like me more than you want to let on? Or because, I don’t know, I’m also stuck in your head sometimes?”, he suggested, but there was no teasing, no condescending tone, no tryhard attitude - he just looked kind of puzzled, trying to make sense of what he had said and what it was that Richard wanted to hear. Was there anything else, though? “Hm, it’s just a fantasy after all. I wouldn’t say it’s a bad one, though. There’s not much of an ulterior motive behind it and even if there was, why would I tell you that anyway? There’s no thrill if you know it all.”

      Making Richard jealous was off of the table already anyway. No matter how he thought about any of that, it all boiled down to the fact that without the blonde, he just felt kind of … odd? That sounded so strange for someone he barely knew and saw once every few weeks, still, either he was lovestruck or just fucking insane. “It’s not melting yet, I guess that’s why you took your sweet time”, he answered, shrugging his shoulders. Sure, they had ice cream and sure, that never melted but for some reason, Yujin thought back the urge to ask Richard what he even meant - they shared a dish? That sounded horrendous. “If you want me to shut up, make me.” As simple as that, no? Not only that, he could try as he might, there was no real way of getting someone like him to tone it down. “I’m not indecisi- ah! For … fucks sake”, he huffed and the blonde did what Yujin had wanted earlier. Two could play this game, though, right? The wolf, soon enough, grabbed a fistful of hair instead of reveling in the pleasure he was given, and pulled the blonde almost all the way off. “I’m not indecisive, I’m making sure you want that and aren’t just doing that because I ask you to and it’s not what you had in mind at all. Also, you proposed giving me my reward first.” The wolf grumbled, then looked at Richard. “And besides, I’ll spit in your mouth if I feel like it. If you want it rough, I’ll give you rough”, he grimaced, before actually pulling Richards head back down again, then back up, then back down and then he pressed the blonde against his crotch for a good while, before keeping the erratic rhythm up. Fuck, that actually felt good.
      Looking back, it maybe is like the toy carts you rode when you were a kid. But those toy carts could never go beyond the walls of the lawn. We want to follow the rugged concrete road beyond the wall. As we've grown, we've decided to leave behind the toy cart.
    • Richards head was most of the time filled with enough things already, it was actually pretty crammed and he had troubled sorting all of it out. The negative thoughts mostly prevailed and there was little room for something seemingly unimportant like the next sexual encounter Richard might have. When he thought about Yujin he just wondered when he'd come by next, what he'd do with Richard, where he'd drag him too and sometimes he wished him to show up, so he could take Richards mind off of the usual haunting thoughts he had. It didn't have to be the den, alcohol, drugs, or even sex. Planting the seeds was enough as well as this little trips of theirs, even though Richard still got those thoughts looming over him and often enough crashing down because of some odd topic they scratched on. "Why would I let you blow me in front of your friends.", Richard ended his sentence grumbling. Even if it wasn't him, he doubted he'd stay in the room if either two people started something like that. "Keep it a fantasy...", the blonde mumbled, he didn't want to have to punch Yujin in the face in front of his friends.

      "Nothing ever melts out here...", Richard replied, even though they weren't truly talking about that. Well maybe it wasn't even true, for some reason Richard liked Yujin and he wanted to help him do what he wants instead of complying with his father all the time. This was why he brought him out here in the first place. So maybe there was something melting, which was Richards heart that warmed up every time he was with the prince of Silesse, even though he wanted none of that. What he wanted was to shut Yujin up for real and he would have stuffed anything in his mouth, but without any hands that was hardly doable, so he just shot him a glance. At least he couldn't finish his stupid sentences when Richard gave him what he asked for. For whatever reason Richard liked to hear him huff like that and his chest move faster than before. But that didn't work out for long, instead he was pulled off of Yujin again and he looked at him. Richard wanted to reply something, but he couldn't, not when he was pressed down, up again and then down once more. He almost gagged with taking Yujin all in and him pressing at the back of his throat. It was hard to breathe like this and he couldn't swallow, but felt the saliva accumulating in his mouth and dripping out onto Yujin. Richard would have needed his hands to push himself up against the weight on his head, but those were still bound behind his back, leaving him in this position quite some while. His upper body was getting cold, his legs were starting to hurt in this position and his jaw did too, but all of that was fine even though he made some muffled noise down there. Eventually Yujin had enough of this, pulled on Richards hair, but didn't let him off the hook fully, instead he pressed Richard down and pulled him up again in a fast rhythm. Richard tried to take a look at him, but there wasn't much he could do, instead Yujin left him with a tingling feeling in his stomach and the wish he'd be getting something too instead.
    • "You want to blow me in front of them instead? Great idea, I like the way you're thinking!", the wolf commented, as if he hadn't understood that no, Richard wasn't up for something like this, no matter what Yujin tried. Sure, he hadn't sounded so opposed to it when he first proposed it, but that was just good old Richard for him - someone as indecisive as he could get, someone that would never be more than that and the moment he thopught about something that might inconvenience him, or cause him to openly show those inner, softer layers of his, he seemingly didn't want any of it. "Hm, not entirely true, though. We still have heat out here, it only takes some slight trial and error to figure out what you want and how you want it, but aside from that, that's nothing too bad, you know? In the end, we only need a smale flame to generate warmth and that's that." Something like a spark that ignited something, that went over onto someone else and forced a reaction out of something completely solid. Speaking of which, it was getting annoying to actually get Richard to do his bidding, much like he wasn't sure if it even felt any good when he gripped on the blondes hair like that, pulled and tore and made him do all sorts of things for him. Was this really what the two of them wanted or was that just some sort of mirage?

      "You know, sometimes I wonder", the wolf mused as he had Richard continue the rhythm that seemed, without a doubt, not only almost merciless but incredibly hard to keep up with - so hard, in fact, that even Yujin wasn't entirely sure if his grip on Richard was doing him much of a favor. Was that even worth any of this? He got pleasure out of it, got what he wanted - got a reward that he had deserved, that the blonde had wanted to give him, but in the end, this wasn't exactly what he really wanted, either. It was messy, fast, all kinds of sloppy, somewhat sticky even, but that was most of it - two animals at work, nothing more. Richard seemed to make noises, some sort of them that Yujin couldn't quite decipher, but pulling him off now, losing all of the friction that he currently had, that didn't sound too good - even though he stopped his hand, between all the huffing and puffing, the way he could feel the adrenaline in his veins and the wanton need for more. "Enough ... of that ...", he huffed, pulled Richard off eventually and used his hands to push the blonde onto his back, before pulling on those stupid pants of his. "Lift your hips", he commanded as if that would be any easier on him, on Richard, or anyone. "And then lay on your side." This was ... an idea of sorts, wasn't it? If they couldn't actually fuck, they might as well make due with what they had and Richards thighs seemed to be the next best option.
      Looking back, it maybe is like the toy carts you rode when you were a kid. But those toy carts could never go beyond the walls of the lawn. We want to follow the rugged concrete road beyond the wall. As we've grown, we've decided to leave behind the toy cart.
    • Richard didn't want that either. He didn't want anyone to see his flushed face and he also didn't want to kneel before Yujin in front of anyone else. He wanted to be strong, or at least seem strong on in front of everyone, although he probably wasn't as much as he liked to. He was still a child and it showed when he was with Yujin and didn't know what to do or how to react, while Yujin had all the experience as it seemed. What was Yujin wondering? What did he think about now? With the princes hand on Richards head and the force he pulled him up and down with, he couldn't ask and without his hands he couldn't stop the momentum with which he was pulled down either. Yujin was huffing under all of this, his stomach and chest moved up and down more quickly, but Richard couldn't turn his head to look into Yujins face, instead he closed his eyes to escape the constant and fast change of scenery, while he tried not to choke. His arms started hurting like this too.

      Eventually Yujin stopped the movement, stopped the pulling and pushing and Richard was confused for a second, because he tasted nothing new in his mouth, no bitterness, nothing. There was one last pull to get the blonde off of him and he used at Yujin somewhat confused, but got pushed on his back soon thereafter. It took only a moment for Yujin to sit up and pull on Richards pants and he did as he was ordered and raised his hips so he could pull the fabric out from under him. Richards eyes were somewhat teary and he needed to swallow down a load of saliva, but there still was enough that covered his chin the the corners of his mouth. Richard wasn't sure what Yujin wanted now and he didn't know if he should turn his back or front to him, but he lay on his side, facing Yujin, was that what he wanted? "Was I... not good enough...?", he eventually asked and he had no clue what went on in Yujins head, but before all this he wanted to say something, didn't he? Yes, but it was embarrassing and he didn't want to say it out loud. The truth was, the moment he asked Yujin to tie him up was the moment where he decided he'd be Yujins for the time being, giving him the power of choice over all of this. He didn't need to recheck on everything with Richard, especially when the blonde didn't have a clue about what he wanted in the first place.
    • Getting a blowjob and facefucking somebody were two different things, even when they entailed the same kind of action, just slightly different - at least Yujin wanted to think about it that way. Sure, Richard had offered himself up, had wanted to be something more akin to an object than a lover and it made Yujin wonder if that was because he was afraid of something or because no matter what, he'd just want this to be quite the mess. Looking at him, the wolf couldn't quite contain his excitement - tears swelling in the corner of his eyes, saliva at the corners of his mouth, dripping down his chin and Yujin wasn't even sure if that was all there was to it. Surely, he'd find something, anything, that told him some sort of story about Richard, about why he was like that, but not here, not now, not like this - it was almost futile to even make an attempt. Once he had let him help slide down those pants and underwear, he cast them aside and clicked his tongue. "That's the wrong way around", he complained, but shook his head. "My fault for not giving you proper instructions, but who cares, that's doable anyway.", he decided, lay there, next to Richard, just for a moment, before deciding that no, this wasn't doable after all.

      The wolf did feel like he was straining the blonde today, wondered if his throat was alright, but he'd somehow been asked for this and he'd not be the one to deny Richard his wants, his needs, something like that. Yujin could have turned him around, could have done something, could have gotten up and done something for both of them, but instead, he pressed a kiss against Richards lips for as long as he could - made it sloppy soon thereafter, almost forced himself onto the poor little kitten that he seemingly was torturing here, before letting go and being fairly certain they both needed some air - but there was no time for that, he was getting cold and impatient himself. Yujin turned Richard around, forced him to, just so that he had a view on the blondes back, inched closer and closed any kind of distance between them - now this position would be awkward. "Who told you to speak anyway?", he spat, almost as if he was offended by Richard saying something to him. "If you'd not be good enough, I'd have casted you away by now", he answered, grabbing the upper one of Richards legs as he situated his head on his shoulder - he pulled the leg up ever so slightly, to wedge his own dick between the blondes thighs and using said hand to palm the tip of Richards, just so that it was frustrating anough as he started to push his own hips in a slow rhythm and was sure that he grazing the others balls ever so slightly with every move he made. Once he'd settled with something, he moved his hand up to Richards lips, pressing some fingers against them. "Suck."
      Looking back, it maybe is like the toy carts you rode when you were a kid. But those toy carts could never go beyond the walls of the lawn. We want to follow the rugged concrete road beyond the wall. As we've grown, we've decided to leave behind the toy cart.
    • There had been too many thoughts today, too much free time and too much talk about his family. Richard had all kinds of thoughts inside his head when he was alone and let Yujin deal with his shit by himself and he had thought about his family, his fathers and grandfathers as well as his siblings way too much. He also had talked about Adrestia way too much and about the fact that Nayantai probably would still just wipe the floor with Richard. He didn't want any of this, he wanted to be free, free of his thoughts and past. He didn't want to be anybody right now, he didn't want to talk anymore, he just wanted to feel something else, something that kept his mind off of the usual things. Now he felt the cold air brushing over all his body, once Yujin got rid of his clothes and while he lay on his side he wiped his face on the fur below him a little bit to be less wet. Yujin clicked his tongue however and the blonde looked up at him, so in a 50 50 scenario he picked the wrong one, but Yujin lay down next to Richard anyway.

      Yujin kissed Richard and the blonde kissed the prince back. It was a long kiss, a kiss that made Richard gasp for air but he couldn't and he also couldn't lay his hands on the body next to him, all the pulling on the fabric didn't help. Richard inched closer a little, he wanted to touch Yujin, but instead after a while Yujin let go of him and Richard gasped for air. He felt a small push telling him to turn around now and Richard did, trying to lay down in a way his arms felt alright. Richard turned his head a little and saw Yujin come closer. Weren't Richards hands in the way like this? Richard felt like speaking even more now, to disobey Yujin at least a little bit. "You didn't gag me, so... deal with it...", he replied, but at least he told him that it wasn't Richards fault Yujin stopped before. It was kind of agonyzing to not see what was going on behind him and eventually he felt a hand on his leg that lifted it up a little bit. The next thing he felt was Yujin moving even closer and something warm between his legs. One hand moved to the front and when Yujin touched Richard an almost silent sound escaped Richards lips. His stomach pulled tight and the hand lay on in him but not moving made him shiver and twitch slightly against it. Yujin started moving and Richard felt some friction, but it was almost not there. He pressed his legs against each other a little, though that was probably only helping Yujin and when he wanted to complain he found some fingers on his lips, forcing their way in as soon as he opened his mouth to comply with Yujins order. He probably did a better job playing with Yujins fingers than he did with his dick before.