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Was it that he was merely an idiot, or that he had forsaken and surrendered himself to his stupid fate? Why was it that, from here to then, he was only ever good at making amends for others, but never for himself? Gin was thinking too much today, he figured, and he was holding strong on the belief that, all in all, maybe it was how it had to be - a life, filled with grief and selfdoubt, one that he could hardly understand because he was, for the lack of a better word, a much more sensitive being…

All of this was eating up his brain and keeping him incredibly distracted and self-focused, maybe even for much longer than it should be. Gin wasn’t like this usually, but he suddenly had the incessant urge to appeal to his newfound friend; with whatever he could, and with that, it also was like he was in for opening a big bag of surprises, the moment that their little dates simply weren’t enough anymore. Wasn’t that sad? “The knight in shining armor thing? We talked about it last time, and as I…

At least he was sorry - that was a good way to repent. Gin couldn't help it; sometimes he drowned out his surroundings and lived in a different world, one that was all up in his own head, and one that made little to no sense to him on a few occasions. Was it for the best if he shut up about it, or was there any reason for him to mention it? Not entirely, or necessarily at all - Gin simply would keep to himself for now, at least in such a regard. "I'll let you know! What was that last time, about…

"Yes, yes you did.", he laughed. Of course - the redhead was often enough absorbed into his own world, stuck in a concept he barely understood before he moved onto the next thing, and before long, maybe that was a good thing. Potentially, this was smarter than anything; being an airhead was half as bad as it sounded, and if he were honest, maybe he'd have different views on the world then, as well as the ability to understand why all of this happened to him, of all people no less. "I would have …

Mission Festival was a go, it seemed - and Gin was more than happy to adhere to that, the moment he flocked into his apartment, discarded all of his clothing and stepped under the shower. While he would have liked a yukata, maybe it was too much, so he picked something plain - some jeans, a nice little shirt, some fitting sneakers and a bit of jewelry, but mainly modest. >okay!<, he texted back, the moment he saw the text Kosuke had written him and, while he normally would take his time, just lo…

As Kosuke had brought him home, Gin felt as if he had done everything he could to convince this man to stay, yet, he'd failed - it wasn't his place to judge, or even to claim that it didn't hurt him; he merely smiled at him, anxiously, before he unlocked the imposing metal gate and slipped back inside. "Sleep well.", he told Kosuke with a big smile, still, and then locked it behind him. The rest of his journey was a rather boring one; he got a shower, and then relaxed just a tad bit too much, he…

There was some snickering from his side as they wandered off into the night. Wasn't it a delight to be here, just with Kosuke, with someone he gave two fucks about? Why, all of a sudden, he couldn't say - but he figured that if he stuck to him, maybe that'd get him somewhere, not in life, not in death, or in friendship, but for the time being. Good feelings galore were all he wanted, and as he stuck out his hand to grab the other, warmth seeped through his very being, the moment all the blood he…

"So be it.", Gin giggled. So, this guy claimed to have a high tolerance, was that it? He could deal with that, in fact, maybe it was the best that Kosuke wasn't someone he could easily drink under the table in the first place. Sure, it would potentially lead to some funny moments, but the last thing he truly wanted was a drunkard that had lost the ability to control himself for whatever it was worth. Wouldn't that be a shameful display? He didn't even want to think about it, now that it came to …

Gin giggled. What a stupid assumption. "Of course not, I'm just sharing. Getting you drunk will be for another day." Maybe at the festival? No, that wouldn't be as he wanted it to be. That was an idiotic idea and stupid, too. They wouldn't be able to enjoy half of it, he figured, but now that he sat here and simply got to look at Kosuke, he wondered if he'd bother to change before they went there. Something, anything, that would be nice - maybe couple clothing? He didn't even know, that was too …

"Are your sure?" Gin took a gulp of his beer and then, just as it was empty, filled the rest of the glass with the other half of the can, which he quickly shoved in Kosukes direction. That wasn't good, Sapporo was possibly the better choice, but all in all, it was drinkable and, worse even, it potentially even warranted a taste-test. For now, he was rather happy with what he had, though, and he couldn't really say that he disliked it the slightest bit. In fact, maybe he just liked it the slighte…

Ugh, how embarrassing. There was a certain kind of way about this that he should know of by now - but he did not, not even once did he think to, well, think about it, in any capacity or form. Gin was dumbfounded as Kosuke told him to stop with his stupid display of idiocy, in a much nicer way than he would have had to - and he couldn't help but laugh the tiniest bit about it, so much so that all of it just meant he had to relax more. "Damn, I should have known that!", he cursed himself. In hinds…

Gin did have the urge to call a waitress over and ask for more drinks, now that his cake was mostly gone, but maybe he was overstepping the line with that. Potentially, it was no good to even call for someone and he should just leave it be, though, he also didn't want to step out for a smoke either. It took him a bit to gather his thoughts and decide what he wanted. "I might, but ... it's not meant in bad faith.", he chuckled, earnestly this time around and his face had lit up again, all of a su…

Wasn't this man just a riot? If he had known how this would have gone the last time, especially their little impromptu date, he wouldn't have let it come up to chance as to when or why Kosuke would return, if it all - he would have taken the opportunity and left with him. "I know, I know. But still. I know you mainly watch over who comes and goes in the Yaseyumei, but you seem a bit delicate when it comes to dirty work. Too friendly. As if it hurts you, too, if you have to do it.", Gin mumbled i…

"I know, but you could be viewed as one, because people are selfish beings and won't ask you why you are doing what you are doing, you know?", Gin replied rather tense. No, it was fine - he hadn't offended Kosuke and his life wasn't closer to leaving him, just because the banter with another man was going sideways. Was this what he had planned on doing all his life? Certainly not, but the options he had weren't extensive, not at all. Few things around him were accessible to him, and those that w…

"Aren't we still victims though? Victims, that victimize others and make them victims, too, which, in turn, makes us the aggressors, just because we have someone who's ideas we have to live by.", he spoke with a sigh. Gin was, for all intents and purposes, rather fed up with the way this world worked. Maybe it was stupid to proclaim, but life couldn't be all about rollerskating, having fun, drinking and meeting friends - and yet, fate was cruel to both him and Kosuke, but moreso to his newfound …

"Corruption is not something that will just disappear overnight. Sadly.", he agreed. If that were the case, Gin would live the rest of his life scotfree, he was sure, in an environment that he liked, in a place he didn't have to pay for, away from his stinking workplace; in a better life, that was, but this one was, as he had made it for himself, and thus, there was nobody to blame but himself, too. "Pff, you're right. It's not like we can change anything, and if you think about it, for once, ju…

"Seems plausible in your field of work.", he chuckled. What was more, Gin also knew that - while taking the first of many sips from his latte - that he was going to enjoy the night, just as it was, despite their weird conversational topics that seemed to switch between 'just fine' to 'outright outrageous' in a matter of seconds. Not that it was bad, though. "Same for me, so not like we both don't know what we got ourselves into. At least in the end." If he'd never tried to scam that man, maybe h…

That was quite the banter they had there. If anyone was careful enough to eavesdrop, he figured, they'd soon find out just how much of a mess the entire conversation was, but honestly, Gin knew that sometimes, it was better not to listen to strangers, especially if they came in a set of two, dressed like an unripe grape and an overripe avocado - or something. Why was he even drawing these weird comparisons now? The redhead didn't want to think about it. "It's all about status in the end, huh?" T…

"Why? Just to be considered cool by them?", he asked rather gingerly, as if the prickly topic at hand would still be able to explode. No, that didn't seem right, and yet, what else was there for him to do? He could hardly guess - fathoming about might bes or could bes, those were the things that were available to him, but that didn't suit this conversation. Gin studied the menu for a bit, something light, or something he could share with Kosuke; any of that would suffice, he guessed, and he wasn…

One found themselves in situations like these if they weren't careful enough and the same went for Gin. No matter what he did, if he wouldn't manage to get a good grasp on just about any situation, it could be dangerous. Maybe that was also why he did decide to trust Kosuke, of all people - this guy was and potentially always would be a goofball in the wrong job. "Sweet. I wouldn't blame you if you did, though. But I'm glad you trust me like that.", he spoke with a giggle. Gin liked this type of…