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There was no denying it: Both of them were meeting at the worlds end, at a crossroads that had no beginning in the first place, and they were attached to one another by each others hip. It helped little, she could discern, but worse than that, Otoha had to admit even more. In truth, she wasn't resting easy on the knowledge she had, hardly so, and she was forcing herself to enjoy something she had denied for years by now - she was choking on her own responsibilities, it seemed, and she clearly co…

Whatever had gotten into that man, she couldn't quite say, but it definitely had changed him, now and forever that he lived an honest life amongst those who could no longer take him seriously. Otoha was trying her earnest and, for better or for worse, was still malding about the fact that this guy was, definitely, adapting better to his cluelesness than her. In fact, Genji looked quite serene, no doubt happy even to not be reminded of his past, even if it troubled him and he was right, too - the…

Sich auf solche Dinge einzulassen, ja, auf einen Mann der nicht mehr kannte als den eigenen Verfall - womöglich war es eine dumme Idee gewesen, so dachte er, dass das hier nicht das Richtige für ihn sein konnte. Eine mythische Schlange sollte ihm das verlorene Augenlicht schenken, zumindest hatte er all das so gehört, und noch viel schlimmer: Er musste lernen, sich damit zu identifizieren, mehr aus dieser Situation zu schöpfen und seine Probleme zu beseitigen; das hier war ein Fluch, doch die Tu…

This body wasn't up to her standards - she should have just taken Genjis, back then, years ago, when she had the opportunity to overtake something that she could have hardly ever called her own to begin with. Noroichi would poison her, her soul and mind, and then spit her back out as a corrupted mess that had no semblance but would serve as the goddess of a new religion, once Genjis body destructed itself further and further. As things were now, she wqas sure that there was no getting through to…

She wasn't so sure about any of this anymore - had she ever been? No, no, she never was. Actually, she was tainted with her own idiocy and just chasing after some stubborn beliefs that she couldn't let go of, wasn't that it? Yes, and even worse, wasn't she just the same person that tried, in vain, to get something to work that never was supposed to be working in the first place? It was, what it had to be, and quite frankly, she wasn't going to gain any footing in this life of hers if someone lik…

Otoha wasn't having this conversation anymore. In fact, she was dragging herself down this mountain as fast as she could and Genji seemingly followed suit without another word. There was little they could do, sure, that was the obvious solution to any problems that ever existed, but in truth, they had to admit, that they weren't doing as much stupid stuff as one would assume just from looking at them. The two of them, adults or not, weren't out for vengeance like this; it was a stroll they were …

What a sorry sap. Otoha wasn't so sure about this anymore, in fact, she wasn't even sure if she wanted to face Genji right now, like this, when he was sad and pliable, open to any kind of manipulation, and at the same time, so shored off into his own head, he wouldn't even dare to try to accept a fake truth as reality. It sucked, surely, it had to - at least for this guy, who couldn't recall anything and should be happy he still knew his name, and yet, there was nothing for either of them to do …

Otoha was sure that she had nothing of value to infere upon Genji - there was nothing this guy needed to hear, and there also wasn't anything she desperately had to share with him. It followed, in a sick and kind of twisted way, that the two of them would do best if they just kept their mouths shut and tried their earnest with repaying the debt that they had fallen into, thanks to one another, though, what else were they to do in this case? Not only were they so close again, they also couldn't r…

What was she even going on about? Otoha could only wonder if her own hubris would lead to her eventual downfall or if Genji was a tried and true method for her self-descipline, one which had long since lost all squalor and worth, now that she had grown past the need of interhuman connections. The life of a goddess was a lonely one, she was sure of that, but otherwise, wasn't she just one and the same as she had been before her death? "You needn't, please.", she replied, rather stern this time ar…

"It could be worse, trust me. Sure, it's akin to a gutpunch, but I don't wish to blame you for things you have no control over, and I also don't need you to belittle me for knowing what you don't. It's fine, Genji, really, it is and there's no harm done just because the two of us won't see eye to eye on the same topics any longer. Knowing that you are as safe and sound as you can be, well, it's enough for me I'd say.", she told him. Was Otoha truly sincere once she riffed on a statement like thi…

"What are you apologizing for? Your brain would have disintegrated otherwise, I'm quite sure. Information is something you can't store in your noggin forever, dear - there's no need to be afraid of that, though, I admit, it's rather sad.", she whispered with a hint of anonimity in her voice. Otoha had awoken from a slumber longer than what the gods would allow her to have - longer than what the world would want her to endure, and now that she was herself again, or rather a caricature of what she…

"Wouldn't you like to know?" Otohas heart skipped a considerable beat as she thought about it. This guy was something else - always had been, always would be and forever could be. Was it something that had to happen? Or were the two of them just forlorn enough to graviate back toward one another? It didn't make much sense in her case, but she snickered. "We tried, and I almost cracked it, too. But guess what, my time ran out, and it took forever until I could walk the mortal plane again - so lon…

"And yet, I can't help but feel a pull toward him, feel like I have to help him somehow. View it as stupidity, or as the answer to my forlorn souls questions, but I don't feel like taking the backseat in such a endeavor, be it because I fear losing you or because I want it done the right way. There is simply no moment in which I seem to have the ability to catch a break, not with you around." It was like all those years ago, back then, before she became a god and Genji was strangely occupied wit…

"Not entirely, but back then, you were ... well. You know, you weren't who you are now.", she admitted, and she knew what she was talking about. Genji was the man she loved, for better or for worse the one that she'd always come back to and it wasn't a stretch if she claimed to be a bit more than just enamored by his ideas. At least she had been, at times when she had been younger and much more naive, those had changed, however, and she had realized just how fucked up her very own life had to be…

Otoha couldn't say he understood any of that - the stupidity that came with being a human being was astounding, and she knew that she wasn't much better, simply because she'd lived thousands of years ... no, it was more in the hundreds, but that didn't change much. Was she loathing her own existence? Very much so, but Genji was here and he deserved her all the same as she'd always been. "Afraid? Color me stoked, that means it has some sort of emotions, right? Makes me wonder what would happen if…

"But a little curse that's defeated countless of people and wants me to be part of his collection is afraid of me now? Oh, come on. I never was of any interest to him when I was mortal - he viewed me as a nuisance, not as a threat, and now he's almost pissing his pants because I'm superior? What a bore!", Otoha answered with a smile on her lips. That sounded almost as if Genji himself was afraid as well, or as if his little curse was getting too tangled up in his emotions, afraid to hurt what th…

"Scared? Of me? Oh my, that's a new one for sure.", Otoha declared, as she proudly puffed out her chest for a short second and smiled. If it was, that meant that her, being here, by Genjis side, definitely wasn't anything bad. Oh, no, it was worse - it meant they were meant to be, and in the end, she was here for a reason, met this man for a reason and shared another moment with him, all for a reason. Whatever this divine calling was, oh, whatever this moment of respite could be, she was mesmeri…

"With your siblings? I had money, alright, and could have whatever I wanted, kind of - aside from a sibling. Somehow, it's almost melancholic if I think about it. My parents wanted a child that carried whatever legacy they had left for me, but instead, well, I took a nose-dive down into the dumps, with no support and no money. I always wanted a sibling, but in hindsight, better not.", he declared, as if anyone had asked his opinion for real. Why, though, were they communicating this way? It was …

"That's odd." Was it the curse, telling her to fuck off, or was it just the fact that something was brewing and getting to both of their heads? Otoha couldn't say, she was - after all - in charge of a body that had no endurance, no flesh, nothing. Mikuni-no-Homare was, by definition, a weak and sheltered vessel that she hardly knew how to deal with, even if her beloved Genji was with her, every step of the way. Surely, this might be a time wrought with mistakes, and a time at which she was to sh…

Akihisa wusste nicht, wie er mit dieser Meute an Idioten umzugehen hatte. Nicht einmal hatte er einen elendigen Gedanken daran verloren, dass er in seinem Leben für irgendetwas gebraucht werden würde, oder, dass er allgemein mehr wäre, als eine Waffe - zwischenmenschliche Beziehungen bereiteten ihm nicht nur Angst, er empfand sie eigens auch als äußerst grässlich, wusste er doch, dass sie nicht mehr waren als ein kleiner Fleck auf einer großen Lupe, mit der er das Gesamtbild anstarren sollte. Ei…