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> Cybernetics Headquarters, Former Soul-Zero Cradle "I think Zero looks rather dashing. I'm looking forward to seeing your face in person.", Allison smiled coming back with something she thought up, but apparently she wasn't quite happy with her work or the fact that it seemed a bad timing to do it. She couldn't test it either, only tomorrow when Sovereigns brain recovered and wouldn't be as easily disturbed. Dr. Fowler meanwhile didn't seem to have a problem with seeing anyones humanity and thu…

> Cybernetics Headquarters, Former Soul-Zero Cradle >Are you calling us handsome, Dr. Fowler?< Zero asked, despite not having a real understanding of that word. There was nothing and no one Zero would describe as handsome. The parameters eluded it, there was no clear explanation of what made a face so, though this model could oick out a few things most humans found unattractive at least, like crooked teeth for example. That said, Sovereign had some peculiar teeth, but those too maybe were effici…

"You don't have to do that.", Richard answered. He alreay got too much from everyone around him without contributing anything on his own. He always had someone look out for and feed him, give him shelter, sometimes Richard felt like it was time to do all those things on his own. Not that he thought he could right now, but being mothered by everyone didn't help him he believed. His fear and anxiety somewhat subsided in the past couple weeks and was replaced by guilt and grief bit by bit. If this …

"If anything my room is our room.", Richard answered. He rarely visited Yujins mainly because it was much colder there. "You don't have to go all out on it. We can make any flowers, even if they don't exist." This castle was too empty. Everything was in this blue tinted icy color with some wooden item strewn about. For how colorful all their clothing was, there sure wasn't much else going on and it was somewhat depressing. Similar to the first time he came to Silesse, he missed simeple grass and…

Richard wanted to show Yujin the flowers in their garden on the castle grounds, or the meadows in Fhaergus, but it didn't seem like Richard would be going back. If he just had gone back to check on things, to see how things were in Fhaergus, he'd have known Dayan was alive and Yujin would have been save to visit. Instead he wasted months in that cellar for the red haired devil to make Dayan his own. No, enough of that, it seemed he couldn't stop his thoughts from roaming. "I was just thinking of…

"You don't have many flowers here.", Richard pointed out. When he was first in Silesse he didn't see anything but some trees. He didn't like it, he probably still didn't, but he appreciated the cold for the fact that it incapacitated anyone from Adrestia without Thrian blood. Even some Thrians were way too cold up here, much like Richard probably, but he could go out without dying outright. He liked the plants he had in his room now and he felt like if he wanted to grow some vegetables they'd do…

"You'll hug me either way.", Richard reminded Yujin. There was no way he'd stay away until Richard walked a few steps, even if it was good for him. He knew he had to get himself out of this mess, this one day just threw him for a loop and the effects lingered. For a few days he could claim he needed to rest because of his heart, when that wasn't really true, but right now it was apparent he just was lazy and unmotivated. He killed an Silessian bear after one of these incidents, he was fine after…

"No, I have quite enough things already..." If he wasn't born a prince he'd probably be long dead, because he couldn't care for himself anymore. Maybe if he didn't get everything he needed and more, he'd actually have to work on himself, but like this he could just lean back and not care about anything. This dinner was really all that was out of his control and an occassion in which he had to pull himself together for a few hours. Even for Yujin he didn't have to, even if it was unfair on him, h…

A bath it was then. The warm air down there always felt good anyway. Even in this room where he had a fireplace and plenty blankets he was often cold, especially when Yujin wasn't around to hold him. In turn Yujin couldn't handle the baths for very long, the warmth always got to his head. "Mh... I don't know, I just... I'll try, okay?" That was all Richard could promise. The truth was, he didn't know if there was any point in trying to gain anything if a bad day could just set him back weeks. "I…

"We could go and take a bath I suppose...", Richard suggested. That was really the only reason he left his room nowadays. The cats were always a bit sad he thought, but maybe they could take them with them this time. They'd have something new to explore and it would be cozy warm, though then again, maybe that was too much for them. "I... I don't know if I want anything to change...", Richard sighed. This was unfair to Yujin, wasn't it? Richard wouldn't stop him if he wanted to pursue someone els…

Yujin brought something with him, a whole basket of things actually. "Yeah... just not very motivated to get up.", Richard explained. He wasn't crying all day anymore, or thought about his family every single second and his body recovered quickly from that little incident anyway. He was just slumped and since he had something to look at now, the cats, he didn't feel like doing much else than hide away. So much for the training he sat out to do, to get his stamina back, a bit of strength, maybe e…

When Richard woke up Yujin stared into his face and Muhan was there too. He told them both that he was okay and that it occasionally happened, since he could remember. Often enough his parents tried to forbade him from going to certain places, but Dayan brought him anyway and at least two times it could have ended badly and they'd been lost for a whole night because Richard couldn't make it back home. He'd always been the weaker one, maybe it was only right Dayan, as also the oldest, sat on the …

Richard often had attempted to tell Yujin that he deserved better, that he should be with someone that wasn't a mess half of the time. It looked like he made some progress, considering that he didn't even speak for weeks when he arrived here. He started to venture out of his room, tried to get stronger, ate more and wasn't too ashamed to show Yujin his body. He was busy studying Silessian and Thrian writing and had his secret little project as well, but it seemingly only needed one bad day to pu…

Eventually the second kitten came along and found the food bowl quickly. At first it wanted to fight over the same one, before Richard softly picked it up and sat it in front of the one currently not occupied so they could eat next to each other. He'd leave the water bowl there. When he got something for himself he could always fill it up for them, though mostly he was drinking tea, not tasting tea, but the kittens better stuck with water. He'd also have to lay out some fur here on the floor by …

Richard felt terrible and he didn't want to be a burden on Yujin. If not for the kittens he'd probably just stayed in his room today and would have hoped that the day after would be a better day. The Silessian prince however joined him in his room eventually and Richard tried to find any strength inside of him that would help him interact with him. Yujin put down two food bowls and one water bowl for the kittens. His words were reassuring but not helping. Logic didn't help, Richard was well awar…

"Mhm... I just... had to think about them..." With it being his birthday today and with the kittens that were siblings too, but that was neither Yujins nor the kittens fault. "I... I know that... in theory... I've overcome a lot of it before I suppose... though not really... anyway, it'll be alright..." He wasn't sure if he believed himself, but it was true that he'd been doing better when he first was here in Silesse. He didn't fully let go though and he thought revenge was the right thing to d…

It took a bit before Yujin opened the door and once he did Richard stared at him. He felt a bit embarrassed for his reaction and how this whole day went, but truth be told, he didn't think his birthday was a joyful occasion. He was simply feeling guilty for growing older when his siblings didn't. Yujin told Richard that he'd get some food for the cats and for Richard too. Right, he hadn't eaten a single bite today, but he didn't feel like it anyway and wasn't hungry. Yujin fied Richards hair as …

Yujin clearly was hurt by Richards reaction, he saw it in his eyes and his demeanor. Richard was sorry and terrible to be around. He'd had these mood swing when they first met too, but he expressed his discomfort differently, mainly searching for a fight for no good reason. Now it was even harder on him, knowing that his brother had been alive all this time, but alone with everything for over a year. Nayantai and Richard pretty much abandoned him in Adrestia with all these vultures trying to get…

What Yujin said to try and make Richard feel better wasn't really the point. Richard didn't hurt his siblings and yet two of them died and Dayan... well he seemed like he did fine now, but he'd been hurt as well and was now with a man that was definitely not his friend, because Richard and Nayantai just left him behind. Richards father likewise had been hurt, greatly so and would not speak to Richard anymore it seemed. he wondered if that letter arrived, but he was certain he wouldn't get a resp…

"Randomly.", Azrael answered rather shortly. He didn't even know what to say about it. Sometimes there was a sting, a feeling as if someone pulled on him where the scar was, but that was about it. He was used to it, it was nothing new and he learnt to ignore most aches, lest he'd not make it far out here. Azrael continued washing his clothes, eventually hanging them to dry as well and washing the rest of his body as well. Ignatius left to go sit by the fire. The creek was their best option, sett…