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"See? So there is no need to worry.", Kosuke simply smiled. Gin worried too much and here Kosuke thought he'd be the one to fill those shoes. Not that he worried about a lot of things, but Gin simply seemed so open minded and like he just wanted fun, but then again Kosuke knew why they liked each other and why they went out on a date in the first place. They felt like they were able to confide in each other. Like they could be honest to each other and that was only necessary because both of them…

"You know I like you, right?", Kosuke suddenly asked. "Just be yourself. There is no point in pretending to be someone else if you want anything to last longer than a night or two... right?" Now he was confessing somehow, wasn't he? He wouldn't call it love, not at all, it was way too early for that, but they were past friendship already. This was a date and so had been their last meeting. Kosuke didn't want it to last only for two or three dates, he wanted to see where this leads and for that o…

"Just don't worry too much about me.", Kosuke tried to reassure Gin even more. "Maybe I should have called you, or at least texted you more. I just didn't wanna bother you or seem too pushy." He felt it was the right thing to admit that, maybe they both would ease up a bit if they just were honest. Gin seemed like someone who made a living with surface level pleasantries and now that he got past that level, he seemed a bit confused and out of his comfort zone. Kosuke wasn't much better. He worri…

"You don't bother me. I might be busy most of the time, but that doesn't mean I can't call you in my free time.", Kosuke smiled while leading the way once more. Gin didn't seem like the insecure type, but maybe he was. "If you want to talk, we'll talk, it's as simple as that." Gin worried too much, but if he said he didn't put on a brave face and wanted to stay and enjoy the festival, then Kosuke wouldn't want to call him a liar. He chuckled though. "What did I do now?", he asked with a grin onl…

Kosuke figured that Gin rather wanted to talk right now, than enjoy the festival and that was perfectly fine. A quieter place was probably preferable if he talked about both their jobs and customers and really also how he felt. No one else needed to hear it really. "I'm sorry. Next time give me a time and I'll try and call you, alright?", Kosuke offered. That was really all he could do and he wasn't even in the Yaseyumei all the time. If he had other jobs like today he could have dropped by even…

Kosuke wondered if he had done anything wrong, or upset Gin somehow, or maybe he just had a bad day. He knew his job wasn't easy and could even be rather difficult sometimes. He couldn't choose his customers and if Kosuke went by those rich, old people paying to get into the Yaseyumei, only to get wasted and hit on the waitresses who's job it not was to accommodate to them - they had other girls that did that too - he could only imagine how it was for Gin when he was all alone with such guys. Ev…

Gin seemed a bit uneasy today and Kosuke wondered if that was his fault somehow, but as soon as they talked Gin at least sounded happy to be here. "Where is that coming from?", Kosuke asked with a chuckle. He was no knight, not at all actually, if anything he was the villain, or more like the little nameless grunt that was on the screen for a few seconds just to explode or something. Gin still mumbled and didn't quite ask whatever it was he wanted to know. Kosuke didn't want him to feel scared t…

"Sorry 'bout that", Kosuke apologized with a smile, he didn't mean to startle Gin, he merely wanted to surprise him a little. He laughed a little bit over Gins honesty. "It's fine. I hope it wasn't too expensive. It's quite a bit to get over here anyway and..." He looked at Gin who always seemed so worried about everything, despite his happy personality, Kosuke didn't think too much about a lot of things, "... we don't have to hurry today. I got off earlier than I expected, so we have plenty of …

"Did I startle you?", Kosuke asked with a grin, only slightly apologizing with it. Gin and Kosuke looked plain today, at least no one needed to feel over- or underdressed. "I didn't expect you to walk an hour over here.", he told Gin. He knew this place was rather far away from Gins home and they could have checked out the booths and special offers on mainstreet, but Kosuke felt like, maybe this place was more suitable for just strolling about and getting some sweets, while waiting for the firew…

Kosuke mostly worked the following days, but every now and then he checked his phone and sent Gin a reply or two. He even updated him on Tokage and sent him a few picture, in one of which he got a little sombrero, because he was forced to go out with his coworkers and they'd killed a bottle of Tequila. It had had the perfect size for Tokage, but after a day he was free of it again and resumed sitting on his pillow undisturbed. People at work noticed something was different about Kosuke and soon …

Gin flattered Kosuke way too much. "I'm glad you had a good time.", he told him anyway, but in truth, he felt like Gin was seeing more in him than there was. As they walked home they didn't talk that much, but Gin enjoyed himself and neither of them craved for a smoke as it seemed. Well Kosuke didn't have a free hand anyway. While they were talking Gin suddenly tripped, held on to Kosuke and Kosuke in turn caught the redhead as best as he could. "Are you okay...?", he asked looking down at the f…

Kosuke wasn't counting on anything. He wanted Gin to be himself and not have the feeling he had to throw himself on Kosuke to please him. He didn't. He wasn't even sure how it would all work out if they were to go further than just holding hands, given the fact that Kosuke had absolutely no experience with men, but he'd figure it out another time. Right now he just enjoyed his time with Gin and looked forward to spending more time together in the future. "I'm anything but a knight, believe me.",…

Kosuke laughed silently. "That'll be expensive.", he told him with a knowing look on his face. Kosuke didn't mind a good drink or two, he was coaxed to drink an excessive amount every now and then too and he got used to it. "No no... it's just... how we met is rather unusual. I don't want to come across like... I don't know how, I just don't want you to feel like your job is what I see in you, or what I expect.", he admitted and somehow he wished they were somewhere they were more alone than thi…

Kosuke was given the rest of the beer and while he looked around he noticed most other guest had left already. "Are you trying to get me drunk?", he asked jokingly and then drank the beer in one go. He might not have looked it, but he was used to drinking and therefor maybe felt a bit more relaxed, but nothing more. The waitress was talking to another employee at the moment, because it wasn't busy anymore and maybe she looked over just to check if people were ready to pay. Kosuke looked at the t…

This guy didn't let it go, did he now? Kosuke smiled still, but he didn't feel comfortable letting himself be treated to so much. "We can split, it's no problem.", he told him. He wasn't poor, especially not since he rarely bought anything for himself. He had dept, yes, but that didn't mean he had to be overly stingy. He wouldn't get out of it anyway and no one came for that many as well, as long as he worked and that he did, without ever complaining or even being late. Gin was just too generous…

Gin was stumbling with words now, flattered and embarrassed and Kosuke let him talk without interrupting him, just because it was kind of funny. He sat there on his side of the table swaying his glass and wondering what Gin talked himself into right now. Only when he stopped his triage of words did Kosuke smile at him. "It's alright, I'm just teasing you.", he simply said calmly. Nothing more and nothing less. Gin truly worried too much and Kosuke wondered if he was always this excited, or if it…

Kosuke took another sip of the gin he'd gotten to avoid answering to Gins inquiries right away. He sat the glass aside and still held it. "I fear you have the wrong impression of me.", he told Gin slowly and with a somewhat foreboding voice, but he wasn't all wrong. he didn't enjoy hurting or even killing people, but he did it. In the moment he never cared much, he just did his job, like a policeman or a soldier would. Sometimes after he caught himself questioning it all, but it didn't stop him …

Kosuke smiled, honestly at that and shook his head. "You don't have to defend me from hypothetical people, really. Besides, I don't want out, it's too much of a hassle, so in my selfishness I decide to continue doing what I do. It's my choice really." That was what it boiled down to, wasn't it? Gin was sweet when he saw so much good in Kosuke, but he wasn't all good, no matter how he behaved in front of him. This time Kosuke laughed too. "I have plain T-Shirts at home as well as some jogging pan…

Kosuke didn't mean to make Gin feel bad about himself or his situation. He didn't know what to say. "You're definitely not an aggressor.", he said, which didn't include himself and he knew that wasn't the point. What use was there in complaining though? He could have worse, much worse and thus he just did his job and that was that. "I usually get a drink right after work, without changing. There is no real use in having other clothes I think.", he smiled, trying to get out of having to shop, or …

"I don't like proclaiming myself as a victim. It seems hypocritical. Maybe I could do something to at least get out, but to be honest, the pros of staying far exceed the cons. That doesn't make me a good person, nor a victim and I know as much.", Kosuke smiled calmly. Gins story was a different one, he didn't work for the Yakuza, he didn't break someones fingers or ruined their lives and he didn't facilitate their secret meetings, keeping nosy cops out of the way. He didn't hurt anyone, Kosuke d…