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Genji wasn't quite sure who awoke, but since they brushed over his arm, he assumed it was Otoha. They didn't look well rested, but Genji couldn't get a good look on their face either. Instead he waited for them to answer and eventually nodded. He slowly stood up, while wrapping one arm around their waist again and pulling them up as well. He quickly grabbed the nuts and water, then turned to them. "Hold on.", he said, not that he would let go, it was more a warning, that he'd jump now and so he …

Otoha made herself comfortable in his arms and once she prompted him to hold her tighter, he did. It was a strange feeling to hold Otoha in his arms. It felt unreal and he felt like a weight was lifted from his shoulders, yet at the same time he felt some foreboding fear inside of him. Maybe he was afraid of losing her again. His heart felt heavy in this moment and eventually he was left alone with his thoughts. He rested his head on Otohas shoulder, holding her evermore and thinking about the t…

Otoha liked to throw subtle threats in Genjis direction. He noticed it, but wasn't doing anything about it. He simply figured it was her way of speaking, her humor. After all, he didn't remember much of her and he didn't know what was normal for her and what not. Still, he felt like she resented him a bit, for not being who he was and who he wanted and for not becoming that man either. He had changed too much and it seemed their values didn't align with eachother anymore. She didn't need to help…

"I didn't say I regret any of it...", Genji mumbled. He didn't. Not that he knew of. What evil could it bring to have and raise children, especially if they were not afflicted by the curse? They were probably the only good he ever procured. Would he want children again? No, not with him being as unstable as he was and with him losing most of his memories. The day he met Mikuni already started to fade as well, but he went over everything that happened since then in his head over and over again, s…

Otoha didn't seem concerned with Mikunis life, which she has stolen away. It had to hit someone and Genji was glad Otoha lived in the same realm as him, but he still pitied that poor boy. What if she left his body for another? Would Mikuni die...? He didn't sare ask and instead slightly shook his head. "I can't imagine being a father..." He looked too young and was too old. The looks part was something Otoha envied about him, huh? How upset would she have been if they grew old together, when she…

"No... you aren't. Mikuni is the one I worry about... he is just a boy caught in the middle of two immortal beings... We should try and consider his feelings as well. All of this frightens him, but with time I'm sure he'll be able to keep up.", Genji answered with another soft smile. He didn't remember Otoha, but his cheeks felt a bit hot anyway. He knew that he missed her like nothing else in this world. Now that he found her again, he knew that she was everything to him a long long time ago. H…

Otoha eventually agreed and it made Genji smile. She was so tensed up and frustrated and he wished he could ease her mind a bit. If they were but some normal human couple, he would have suggested a trip, a picnic maybe, or riding out somewhere, just to look at the world. He didn't know if those things were activities both of them did together way back when, but he at least felt like it was something she'd enjoy. maybe not now though, not when it took so much to get her to take just a little brea…

Genji wasn't sure what Otoha was on about. Yes, he wanted to get rid of this curse, before he hurt someone again, but that didn't mean he was willing to push Mikunis body to its limit, only for his sake. "We are both immortal... time is probably the one thing we have plenty on our hands.", he replied, trying to reason with her. She was frustrated, Genji could tell. Maybe she didn't even mean what she said and simply wanted to be angry at Mikuni for who he was. Was it this boys fault? No. Because…

Otoha seemed annoyed, probably by the fact that his current body she called her vessel, wasn't at all like her human self. She'd probably been strong and independent, not relying on Genji or anyone else. She could have probably marched a day straight without any break, but not anymore. Genji realized that maybe, he should claimed that he was he one needing to rest, or needed to go a bit slower. Would she believe a lie like that? Probably not. He was constantly on the move, he had to be, so he di…

Genji followed Otoha, seeing her struggle more often than not. A few times she almost tripped on some roots sticking out of the ground and Genji almost caught her, before seeing that she was fine. This body, Mikunis body, wasn't used to any of this and Otoha felt it too. She grew tired in this vessel but firmly pressed on without speaking another word. Her feet started to drag on the floor ans Genji could see the sweat forming on her vessel and wetting her clothes. "You should rest...", Genji po…

Genji felt sorry though. He felt sorry for all the lives he took and all the ones he would still take. He felt sorry for ruining Mikunis life. He felt sorry for disappointing Otoha and for hurting her. It didn't matter if any of it was intentionally or not, he still hurt everyone around him. "And if it is...? What of it?", Genji asked her. Whether it being the curse that ate away at him, or immortality itself, it didn't matter. He couldn't stop either of it and his memory would continue to fade.…

Whatever Otoha said, there was no justifying Genjis deeds. The curse was unfair to others, maybe even to him, but all those lives lay on his shoulders still. He didn't make a strong enough attempt to save all those priests, he killed them all and he didn't want to know how many times something like this happened before. Maybe he was better off killing selectively and choosing to do it, maybe he was a monster for going on rampages and eradicating whole villages. "I don't feel like I am living in …

Who was he back when Otoha knew him? Was it really him? It seemed like he was worse than when he was still human. He killed for a living, because it was all he knew, all his master ever showed him and all he was good at, or so he thought. After his masters death he was able to provide for himself and fill the hole he left. Genji had enough money to live comfortably and to buy whatever he wanted, whether it was fancy clothes or a woman occasionally. Yet he noticed that he felt empty and he attrib…

Akihisa kannte nichts als zu kämpfen und Hideyoshi bemitleidete Menschen wie ihn. Die Welt in der sie lebten war an all dem schuld, sie machte viele Kinder zu nichts weiter als Waffen und so wie die Meisten anderen, wusste auch Akihisa nicht wie sein eigener Pfad aussehen sollte. Wenn ihm niemand sagte wen oder was er zu töten hatte, dann wusste er nicht was er sonst tun sollte und wenn er nichts tat, so kam er sich nutzlos vor. Arbeiten die unter seinem Können standen ließen ihn sich fühlen als…

Otoha played her feelings down, only to turn around and claim it hurt her. Of course it did, but she wouldn't take any apologies from Genji and he couldn't make it better in any way. He might as well been dead so he wasn't sure if Otoha meant what she said. The man before her just looked like the one she loved, nothing more. "I truly feel sorry Otoha...", he answered, his head hanging low, but he didn't look at her, out of shame most likely. "Even though I might not remember you, I don't want to…

"Still... it must be hard to find your lost uh... lover... and he doesn't remember you, nor the time you spent...", he elaborated still apologetically. It was harder on her than on him. He didn't know what he had lost and he didn't know what memories he could want to keep alive, despite them being wholly different hundreds of years later. Otoha, as a godess, seemed to have a better grasp on the fragile concept of human life, so maybe it was easier for her to accept, but Genji still felt bad. Yet…

Rain wollte niemanden stören und er fragte sich, ob er nicht vielleicht doch bei Shuren hätte bleiben sollen. Nun saß er aber da und all die Menschen lachten fröhlich vor sich hin, während in ihrer Mitte das Lagerfeuer loderte. Die Flammen faszinierten Rain, immerhin kannte er kein Feuer. Unterwasser gab es so etwas nicht und es war warm, nein eigentlich gerade zu heiß, speziell dann wenn der Wind die Flammen in seine Richtung wehte und damit auch etwas Rauch. Die Gerüche hier draußen waren eben…

"I'm sorry I... wasn't there and I'm sorry I forgot about you...", Genji uttered, thinking Otoha was blaming him and she was right to do so. "Still, what did we try then?" Or wouldn't she tell him? From what she said about who Genji was before, he doubted it involved his death, or maybe that was why they hesitated. The man he was now didn't fear to die once the curse had been broken however. Otoha wanted to find her remains, to presumably be able to die, so was that it? Genji couldn't help but f…

"Tell me then... did we try to break this curse when you were still human? I am sure plans for your ascension had been forged before we met and becoming a goddess was not for me, but maybe we tried something else?", he asked her. H couldn't remember the things they tried and he didn't know what it took to get rid of this burden. He might have tried the same thing plenty of times before, but his mind was a mess and his memories lost to time. He was able to recall what happened since he arrived at…

"I know. And you have no obligation to help a man that you don't know. So if it is a task I must perform before you'll help me, so be it.", he replied. Retrieving her bones then, wherever they might be. Her ancestry was a mystery with no mention of their children at all in Seimeis books and Genji didn't know where to start. He knew it would take him a long time to do Otohas bidding and he'd kill again before he was done. Best Mikuni and Otoha stayed out of his way, so he wouldn't hurt them again…