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"No, I have quite enough things already..." If he wasn't born a prince he'd probably be long dead, because he couldn't care for himself anymore. Maybe if he didn't get everything he needed and more, he'd actually have to work on himself, but like this he could just lean back and not care about anything. This dinner was really all that was out of his control and an occassion in which he had to pull himself together for a few hours. Even for Yujin he didn't have to, even if it was unfair on him, h…

A bath it was then. The warm air down there always felt good anyway. Even in this room where he had a fireplace and plenty blankets he was often cold, especially when Yujin wasn't around to hold him. In turn Yujin couldn't handle the baths for very long, the warmth always got to his head. "Mh... I don't know, I just... I'll try, okay?" That was all Richard could promise. The truth was, he didn't know if there was any point in trying to gain anything if a bad day could just set him back weeks. "I…

"We could go and take a bath I suppose...", Richard suggested. That was really the only reason he left his room nowadays. The cats were always a bit sad he thought, but maybe they could take them with them this time. They'd have something new to explore and it would be cozy warm, though then again, maybe that was too much for them. "I... I don't know if I want anything to change...", Richard sighed. This was unfair to Yujin, wasn't it? Richard wouldn't stop him if he wanted to pursue someone els…

Yujin brought something with him, a whole basket of things actually. "Yeah... just not very motivated to get up.", Richard explained. He wasn't crying all day anymore, or thought about his family every single second and his body recovered quickly from that little incident anyway. He was just slumped and since he had something to look at now, the cats, he didn't feel like doing much else than hide away. So much for the training he sat out to do, to get his stamina back, a bit of strength, maybe e…

When Richard woke up Yujin stared into his face and Muhan was there too. He told them both that he was okay and that it occasionally happened, since he could remember. Often enough his parents tried to forbade him from going to certain places, but Dayan brought him anyway and at least two times it could have ended badly and they'd been lost for a whole night because Richard couldn't make it back home. He'd always been the weaker one, maybe it was only right Dayan, as also the oldest, sat on the …

Richard often had attempted to tell Yujin that he deserved better, that he should be with someone that wasn't a mess half of the time. It looked like he made some progress, considering that he didn't even speak for weeks when he arrived here. He started to venture out of his room, tried to get stronger, ate more and wasn't too ashamed to show Yujin his body. He was busy studying Silessian and Thrian writing and had his secret little project as well, but it seemingly only needed one bad day to pu…

Eventually the second kitten came along and found the food bowl quickly. At first it wanted to fight over the same one, before Richard softly picked it up and sat it in front of the one currently not occupied so they could eat next to each other. He'd leave the water bowl there. When he got something for himself he could always fill it up for them, though mostly he was drinking tea, not tasting tea, but the kittens better stuck with water. He'd also have to lay out some fur here on the floor by …

Richard felt terrible and he didn't want to be a burden on Yujin. If not for the kittens he'd probably just stayed in his room today and would have hoped that the day after would be a better day. The Silessian prince however joined him in his room eventually and Richard tried to find any strength inside of him that would help him interact with him. Yujin put down two food bowls and one water bowl for the kittens. His words were reassuring but not helping. Logic didn't help, Richard was well awar…

"Mhm... I just... had to think about them..." With it being his birthday today and with the kittens that were siblings too, but that was neither Yujins nor the kittens fault. "I... I know that... in theory... I've overcome a lot of it before I suppose... though not really... anyway, it'll be alright..." He wasn't sure if he believed himself, but it was true that he'd been doing better when he first was here in Silesse. He didn't fully let go though and he thought revenge was the right thing to d…

It took a bit before Yujin opened the door and once he did Richard stared at him. He felt a bit embarrassed for his reaction and how this whole day went, but truth be told, he didn't think his birthday was a joyful occasion. He was simply feeling guilty for growing older when his siblings didn't. Yujin told Richard that he'd get some food for the cats and for Richard too. Right, he hadn't eaten a single bite today, but he didn't feel like it anyway and wasn't hungry. Yujin fied Richards hair as …

Yujin clearly was hurt by Richards reaction, he saw it in his eyes and his demeanor. Richard was sorry and terrible to be around. He'd had these mood swing when they first met too, but he expressed his discomfort differently, mainly searching for a fight for no good reason. Now it was even harder on him, knowing that his brother had been alive all this time, but alone with everything for over a year. Nayantai and Richard pretty much abandoned him in Adrestia with all these vultures trying to get…

What Yujin said to try and make Richard feel better wasn't really the point. Richard didn't hurt his siblings and yet two of them died and Dayan... well he seemed like he did fine now, but he'd been hurt as well and was now with a man that was definitely not his friend, because Richard and Nayantai just left him behind. Richards father likewise had been hurt, greatly so and would not speak to Richard anymore it seemed. he wondered if that letter arrived, but he was certain he wouldn't get a resp…

"Randomly.", Azrael answered rather shortly. He didn't even know what to say about it. Sometimes there was a sting, a feeling as if someone pulled on him where the scar was, but that was about it. He was used to it, it was nothing new and he learnt to ignore most aches, lest he'd not make it far out here. Azrael continued washing his clothes, eventually hanging them to dry as well and washing the rest of his body as well. Ignatius left to go sit by the fire. The creek was their best option, sett…

If their mother lived on the ship it seemed they would be equipped to live in these temperatures. That was one worry off his back and yet he was still afraid he'd hurt them somehow. He knew it wasn't logical, they'd be fine here, having food and shelter. Apparently even Shuren was alright with it all, which Richard didn't think he would be. He also didn't think he cared much about how Richard felt, or at least not to that extent. One of the little one was put closer, touching Richards face with …

Ignatius washed his clothes as well and hung them up to dry, only to then come back. Azrael felt his gaze linger on him and he wondered what he was staring at. His skin was unnaturally pale, he knew that. He was called a demon for it, but there had been others who thought of it as a sign that he wasn't actually used to hard labor. Usually he explained it away by claiming he was mostly awake at night, when demons actually roam and never saw much of the sun, but the truth was that his skin just di…

Richard wasn't prepared for a present, but at least it wasn't a party, he couldn't have handled that at all. What Yujin blabbered about hardly made sense to him before seeing what he came up with, so he patiently waited while the prince almost seemed like he wanted to drag it out. Was he so unsure about it? It somehow worried Richard, what could be something he'd reject at this point? The thick clothing Yujin wore was a bit suspect and he was right to assume that whatever the present was, was hi…

Ignatius got the hint and didn't bother Azrael much. He preferred to be alone and usually took jobs he could complete on his own, or didn't need much interaction. As soon as there was more than only one other person, at least they could talk amongst themselves, while Azrael just went on ahead, or trudged after them and went to bed early to avoid any campfire chatter. With Ignatius having no one else to talk to, all of this fell to the hunter. He wasn't sure if he himself was just too stubborn an…

Azrael didn't say anything when Ignatius came out and helped himself to some food as well. He didn't feel like conversing with him at all, he just wanted to leave as soon as Ignatius was done with his breakfast. Assuming he wouldn't eat more than what Azrael left of the first rabbit, Azrael started to pack up the rest with what he had. They could eat that for lunch later, or whenever they were hungry, as well as some of the vegetables. He put it in the pot so it wouldn't get too dirty, that was …

Azrael was done for the night and he lay down himself on the bed furtest away from Ignatius. It took him a bit to fall asleep and his night was a shirt one, which wasn't uncommon for him. Whether it was the fires in the monastery or the talk about his past, he dreamt of that night and therefor woke up early. The sun only started to rise when he left the bed. He decided to check on the traps, which yielded some good results. He made a fire outside, because he didn't trust the chimney and started …

"Neither of us will starve after only one day without food. I set traps outside, we'll have something by morning we can grill over a fire.", Azrael sighed somewhat annoyed. "Look, I know this is all new to you, but that's even more reason to trust in my judgement. I've survived out here until now, haven't I?" Ignatius was overestimating himself again. Azrael knew what to expect from his own body and he knew how to decide priorities out here. Over all these years he new his limits and capabilitie…