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"I know, but you could be viewed as one, because people are selfish beings and won't ask you why you are doing what you are doing, you know?", Gin replied rather tense. No, it was fine - he hadn't offended Kosuke and his life wasn't closer to leaving him, just because the banter with another man was going sideways. Was this what he had planned on doing all his life? Certainly not, but the options he had weren't extensive, not at all. Few things around him were accessible to him, and those that w…

"Aren't we still victims though? Victims, that victimize others and make them victims, too, which, in turn, makes us the aggressors, just because we have someone who's ideas we have to live by.", he spoke with a sigh. Gin was, for all intents and purposes, rather fed up with the way this world worked. Maybe it was stupid to proclaim, but life couldn't be all about rollerskating, having fun, drinking and meeting friends - and yet, fate was cruel to both him and Kosuke, but moreso to his newfound …

"Corruption is not something that will just disappear overnight. Sadly.", he agreed. If that were the case, Gin would live the rest of his life scotfree, he was sure, in an environment that he liked, in a place he didn't have to pay for, away from his stinking workplace; in a better life, that was, but this one was, as he had made it for himself, and thus, there was nobody to blame but himself, too. "Pff, you're right. It's not like we can change anything, and if you think about it, for once, ju…

"Seems plausible in your field of work.", he chuckled. What was more, Gin also knew that - while taking the first of many sips from his latte - that he was going to enjoy the night, just as it was, despite their weird conversational topics that seemed to switch between 'just fine' to 'outright outrageous' in a matter of seconds. Not that it was bad, though. "Same for me, so not like we both don't know what we got ourselves into. At least in the end." If he'd never tried to scam that man, maybe h…

That was quite the banter they had there. If anyone was careful enough to eavesdrop, he figured, they'd soon find out just how much of a mess the entire conversation was, but honestly, Gin knew that sometimes, it was better not to listen to strangers, especially if they came in a set of two, dressed like an unripe grape and an overripe avocado - or something. Why was he even drawing these weird comparisons now? The redhead didn't want to think about it. "It's all about status in the end, huh?" T…

"Why? Just to be considered cool by them?", he asked rather gingerly, as if the prickly topic at hand would still be able to explode. No, that didn't seem right, and yet, what else was there for him to do? He could hardly guess - fathoming about might bes or could bes, those were the things that were available to him, but that didn't suit this conversation. Gin studied the menu for a bit, something light, or something he could share with Kosuke; any of that would suffice, he guessed, and he wasn…

One found themselves in situations like these if they weren't careful enough and the same went for Gin. No matter what he did, if he wouldn't manage to get a good grasp on just about any situation, it could be dangerous. Maybe that was also why he did decide to trust Kosuke, of all people - this guy was and potentially always would be a goofball in the wrong job. "Sweet. I wouldn't blame you if you did, though. But I'm glad you trust me like that.", he spoke with a giggle. Gin liked this type of…

A date - that was something he hadn’t had in a long time. When had it been that the sweet fruit of love had swayed him for the first time? Gin couldn’t say, he could only wonder, only fathom, but he knew that it would be gone, as soon as the cigarette he was about to light, if he drowned himself in nicotine for the night. “Missed me?”, the redhead asked, with a shy undertone to beat - he did, he knew that, but he didn’t have to admit that just yet. If Kosuke asked though, maybe the shell would c…

Like rising smoke, he disappeared, while still making him grin - the tie was a stupid accessory anyway, and the sooner it was gone, the better it was. Gin smiled as Kosuke headed out and then decided that, yes, an overpriced, horror-themed Café was just the right thing for the night; Eguchis was too familiar and somebody would recognize him, out there, with an unfamiliar face no less and if he had even worse luck, that someone reported to his hoss - or at least knew him. There was quite the sigh…

Flattery and fake love was rampant in this industry; bittersweet words that just hit the right spot were a must and as much as he wanted out, desired someone to understand him without having to do all of this, he knew that this was his best shot at just about anything. There was little he could do, and much less that he should be doing, but alas - Gin was trying his earnest and having fun with it, at least in a way; and Kosuke, well, he made all of this just the slightest hit more enjoyable to h…

There was giggling - lots of it. Gin liked being treated like he was something special, as if someone gave a damn about him, and Kosuke was exactly that; someone he'd swooned with just a few words, someone who's actions had literal consequences and now, he was living for them. In truth, maybe this was bad, maybe his boss would eventually decide that he'd punish him for driving away business and flirting with them in private instead, but he could hardly imagine it to be that way. In fact, Gin vie…

"You haven't.", Gin assured. No, the ability to upset him wasn't something one acquired easily, or really, at all. He was used to all of this by now, had heard many words regarding himself, his appearance and his behavior; something like that wasn't an insult in the slightest, and if he were to be honest, he couldn't blame anyone for thinking that he'd like to do something, anything, just a bit differently. "That does sound nice, and I'm not insulting you for living a stagnant life, oh, never. W…

"I'm also pretty good at spreading my legs, that doesn't mean I don't dream about getting out of this dump at some point.", Gin suddenly said, quite earnestly at that, and openly no less. Why wouldn't he be truthful? He'd not gain anything from lies, nobody gained anything out of white lies like these either. "Not ... that I think that your job is as despicable as mine.", he suddenly reeled back. Why was he doing this to himself? Because he couldn't stand the truth, which simply was that he coul…

"That doesn't matter.", Gin retaliated, bubbling with emotions, ranging from happiness to confusion at this point, something that he had to take in account when talking to a man that was so different, yet, all the same as well. Was this what was supposed to be happening in his life? Was he doomed to fall for men that were unattainable in the end? "Who knows, if you're that aloof with your superiors, they might like you so much that they promote you!", he proposed, knowing that he would die for s…

Normally, he'd have assumed that someone like Kosuke would be interested in his services and, worse than that, would want to spend time with him while he was at it. Sure, there was little Gin could do to protest; in fact, he didn't even want to. Why would he? This was better than most of the things he did with different men over the past few years and he saw this as a glimmer of hope in an otherwise rather bleak situation; though, idolizing Kosuke let nowhere, the redhead knew that well enough. …

"Oh no, why would they? Thrills and chills and all that stuff, they come here to pay less and receive more. Being a regular brings little to no benefits, but they all seem to be on the edge when it comes to what their money can buy." A body, that was, one that would do anything they desired, as long as the price was right, and Gin almost gagged, anytime somebody came in here with more than just a special requests. Some days could feel like they went on forever, but this one was rather pleasant, …

Miyako trabte hinter Lord Hideyoshi her - verdammt seien seine langen Beine und die ewigen Gänge seines Anwesens! Wenn sie erst erwachsen werden würde, so wollte sie größer als ihr Herr sein, der ihr nur Sorge bereitete, wenn er sich nicht aus seinen eigenen vier Wänden begab, sich aber gleichzeitig am besten nicht bewegen sollte, wenn er sie nur an die Hand nahm. Wieso konnte er denn nicht langsamer machen? So sehr sie ihren Lord vergötterte, so offensichtlich kam ihr diese Taktik vor - er woll…

"Is it not?", Mikuni asked, rather suspiciously. Now, surely, Genji was a bit rust and his people skills weren't the best - he couldn't blame him for that, in fact, probably should not, and yet, he also couldn't help himself but annoy this man, more than he should. What would he gain from this, he wondered, and what would he lose, he questioned? "It's fine. You need time, Genji. We all do. Both Otoha and me are stubborn, there's no way around it.", he declared. The two of them fit each other lik…

"I wouldn't say that. It makes you rather unique, actually. Especially among all the regulars.", he explained with quite the wink. Kosuke could do whatever he wanted to Gin and right now, he'd even accept it, as far as concepts of forgiveness went. There was nothing he didn't like about him, nothing he'd seriously consider a loss in his books, even if Kosuke wanted more than to be sucked off, but alas, maybe he soon changed his mind. To him, this guy seemed like he was on a trail to somewhere - …

He wore his smile like a mask, at least most of the time, but right now, he couldn't and wouldn't do so. This was something else, something more delicate that Gin held dear, even if he knew that nothing was coming out of their little conversation either way. Obviously, there was nothing familiar about each other, even though Gin could and would swear that he'd missed Kosuke. "Maybe I did, who knows?", he replied, with a grin that told nothing except the fact that he was flattered by what was hap…