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"Huh? Why? You're fine.", he chuckled. "Oh, I was spacing out, I thought you were gone? Well, more half-asleep than spacing out anyway.", he admitted with a bit of a toothy smile. Gin was, as all things in life could be, someone that did nothing but adhere to the rules that he was provided with and every now and then, he acted out the slightest bit, be it because he generally needed to, or because he was somewhat nervous. As his thoughts got the better of him, he'd not even realized how much tim…

Under any other circumstance, Gin wouldn't have fallen asleep where he did - he felt save with Ko, of all people, and what was more, he was losing his mind about the little things that made almost no sense to others. A little bit of gratitude went a long way, especially if one didn't hand it to a lot of people in the first place - but Kosuke deserved it, he figured, for being there for him, for being such a nice person no less. Gin slept well, surprisingly so, but what mattered more, was the fac…

Kosukes reactions were almost cute if he thought about it, but Gin couldn't blurt that out - maybe he'd undermine this guys ... pride, which was something he didn't want to do. Sure, he had gifted him an adorable little sea lizard, twice (kinda) and had already drawn comparisons to it, but he was fairly certain that Kosuke was taking it as some sort of joke, too, and thus, was also unable to get mad at something ridiculous like that. "I switched with a coworker that still owed me something. If I…

Gin wanted nothing but to sleep at this point, he had gotten exhausted and was - for the lack of a better word - not really into talking anymore - and yet, Kosuke managed to grind his gears with as few words as ever. In a desperate attempt to make him shut up and stop calling himself an idiot, or anything that even closely related to the word dumb, he bit this guy in the chest, sort of hard at that. "You're not stupid, stop calling yourself that.", he insisted soon thereafter and wrapped his own…

"I get you, but don't worry. I'm safe, I think? ... That sounds so unconvincing. My boss isn't a bad man, and the moment I paid off my debt, I'll go back to studying, I think. I'll get you your highschool diploma, and if it's the last thing I do!", Gin spoke with a rather erratic fanfare. Maybe he shouldn't do this type of stuff, he figured, but on the other hand, why shouldn't he? There was no reason for him to just not help someone that would always watch out for him, no matter what. At least …

That was the easiest way for Gin to explain it, and yet, maybe he was wrong in the end - could he even be? At the very least he wasn't entirely confident in his answer, especially when Kosuke asked again. "Not really? But still. It sort of fits?", he answered in a rather lax tone. Why wouldn't it? Gin was having the time of his life tonight, it seemed, and for now, thinking about things like one-night-stands, relationships and eventualities hadn't even crossed his mind, well, until Kosuke had sa…

This place wasn't bad, not at all, and Gin could get used to it if he were honest - as if it were a little sweet spot that he couldn't always access, couldn't always come back to, but when he did, it was all nice and homely. The two of them were quite the find, huh? The Tokage was quickly moved around as soon as he tried to hit the hay, but when he found that there was no real use for it - it was mostly in the way - he abandoned it on the floor next to the mattress and giggled to himself, as if …

His sudden idea seemed to surprise Kosuke the slightest bit and Gin had to admit that he was a bit too straightforward with that little request of his. All in all, he simply had figured that it would be the best course of action - they couldn’t quite oversleep and he’d save money for a taxi, before he’d walk back tomorrow, when even the seediest parts of town were safer. If he was in luck, maybe he’d just stop by at the brothel earlier and doll himself up there - that way, he’d avoid going home …

Then no cleaning for Kosuke - Gin had the perfect silly outfit for that in mind, but if he wasn't allowed to, he'd leave it at that and not pester this poor man about it any longer. Or should he? No, that was silly. For now, he stayed close and absorbed every little scene, so much so that even the harder-hitting ones were getting to him. Whenever he found himself particularly sad about something in the movie, he realized, he reached for his beer, which eventually wound up being empty, but he did…

"Yes. Sure, there's a few things you could do to make it even cozier, but other than that, I don't see why it wouldn't be.", Gin elaborated, meaning every word he spouted. Kosukes ego seemed rather fragile when it came down to it and he didn't want to be the one to hurt and shatter this poor soul completely; sure, fine-tuning was all that any place needed, but maybe Gin just wanted to help - help someone out that couldn't help himself, or rather wasn't capable of extending some time toward his o…

Whatever had changed in this guys demeanor had led to one of many things, but most importantly to the insecurity that stemmed from his voice. Gin felt bad, he should have been more appreciative, but he cuddled close instead and tried his earnest to soothe the nerves of a man that he wanted to feel loved right then and there. Soothing someone was his strong suit, was it not? That’s why they all always flocked to him, like scared sheep sought out a dog or their shepherd for comfort - even if his w…

Poor bugger - the nervousness ruined this guy from the inside out and Gin was the one that could only smile at him. Was it wrong to sit on Tokage and not the floor? Why was ... god, Kosuke was a mess and Gin took ages to realize that. Just now, when he was fumbling with himself, those sheets, the jacket, everything, even while shuffling back and forth between rooms - but Gin let him, for now. Why would he hassle him? He wanted Kosuke to sit down, to get comfortable and to enjoy himself as well; …

With the two Tokages in tow, they somehow made it to Kosukes apartment - rather silently at that. Not that Gin minded it in particular, it simply struck him as odd the moment he started thinking about it. Why weren't they talking now? He blamed the nervousness that had settled in and the realisation that, all in all, he was a rather tired guy after all the work today, happy to have some silence and anticipate what would come next. For a bit, he figured that it might be a rather mean-spirited way…

Kosuke was right - he needed to stop worrying about everything. Nothing was serious, really, not at this point in time, and even if the two of them were kind of into a few things, that didn't mean that they needed to act like they'd some sort of respect to uphold with one another. Kosuke had seen him, experienced who he truly was and Gin could only sigh as that realisation finally came to fruition. It was, what it had to be, right? That was all his fault, in one way or the other. "I'll stop worr…

"Are you sure?", he tried to argue. For once, Gin didn't know what to say - Kosuke was such a nice, well-meaning guy that he didn't even know what to say or feel. Were those feeling seven genuine or was he just making a clown out of himself? Those were things he couldn't answer himself right away, but they took a rather strenous task off of his shoulders: Thinking too much. "Did you? I bet you flirted with that stall attendant.", he accused him, but Gin shook his head. "I'm glad they didn't rip …

"I can't just owe you nothing, that's not how that works!", he protested with quite the giggle. Kosuke was such an idiot! Why didn't he let him do this for both of them? Gin failed to find the answer in that, and if he were honest, he wanted nothing more than to just pay for once - every single time he tried, someone else seemed to be worried about his finances. Sure, it was sweet, and yes, he definitely enjoyed it, but if he were honest, he probably made more than Kosuke and could afford stuff …

He'd be back in time, he said. He'd eventually come back, he claimed - all that was fine and dandy with him; poof, he was gone and Gin watched after the guy that strutted off like it was nobodies business. Like this, he was almost envious, felt, like a housewife that had been dumped with two kids (both of which were not even human, no less) and waited on. His eyes fixed on the darkening expanse, his ears on the conversations that happened in the background and his mind on something that he hadn'…

What a cute couple they were, no? Gin enjoyed every last second of their little quest for Tokage and, for the time being, it wasn't even that he felt like he needed any of this, but rather, that the two of them deserved this, like some sort of break that nobody was ever going to give them anytime soon from now on. "Huh? And why would that be bad?", the redhead asked. His apartment almost always was dirty, judging by the fact that some plants eventually would drop their leaves or that dust would …

"I don't mind that, but maybe you do?", he suggested. Gin wasn't sure about what was going on in Kosukes head, but he could tell that there was something that bothered the big guy, whyever that truly was. Maybe because he didn't want to show someone like him how little he could afford? By all means, he wasn't a glutton, and yet, he could understand. Fear like that was apparent, especially when one lived in nothing more than one crummy space that they didn't even have for themselves entirely. "So…

"Not your apartment? Bummer. I want to go there, you have nothing to hide, right?", he asked with a slight giggle. There was something that made no sense when the two of them interacted, but at the same time, it was great to know that he wasn't the only one that was concerned by all that was going on. For one reason or the other, he felt like he had always needed someone like Kosuke in his life, to understand the basics of what was going on and to focus on what was important for him. There, ther…