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Xu had thought this, too, would be nothing but an easy way to get over everyhting in a swift motion - he'd rid himself of Richard, claimed the roach had simply taken his own life which was hardly something anyone would have a hard time believing and would go on with his own day. Yujin would get over it and if not, he'd join him not much later and the two of them could be reunited in death, where they could do whatever it was that they wanted. Fate, however, or the gods that cursed him for his in…

Something had been fishy for too long, which was to say that the cadaver had been out of the water for what seemed to be a while when it started stinking up the place after all. He didn't like it when his father dragged about rats for experiments and he hated it even more when his brother acted like the whole world would start loving him, now that not a single vile thought persisted in that painfully empty brain of his. Xu hated it, much more than he hated anyone else for their wrongdoings or ex…

"And I know you want me to stay.", he lauded, aware they both hated to part ways. Yujin felt stiffer than usual, like the second wind in the sails of his ship had been knocked out of them once more and he had to face the sobering truth against the harsh winds of an unbraved sea once more. There was no learning from mistakes he had made in the past if he didn't remember them, but this time there was at the very least an understanding to some degree, one which he could use to his own advantage. "I…

"I know.", Yujin responded. He knew well enough and it was sobbering to know that he didn't have strong enough of a pull on this man to make him stay, yet it was only obvious that something of the sort would take precedent in anyones mind over new relationships one had not yet fostered properly. There was no one to blame, even now that he was thinking about it, Richard was still someone Yujin respected and loved at the same time, thus making his opinions something valued to him. Who else could c…

“I could’ve if I went with you.”, Yujin reminded him. Wasn’t it true? He would have held Richard and his father up, maybe even would have gotten either of them killed with his stupid antics, he didn’t know. All that was obvious to him was one thing - he would’ve been more of a burden to them than Richard ever could be to him. He loved him, with all his heart, unabashed and tender, knowing he had nothing to lose, if anything at all. “Lying? I never do, not on purpose, not to you. To me, you’re be…

“That’s what you think. I don’t care. When haven’t I held you up?”, he laughed, amused by the dove that had found its way into his grasp and was now paying dearly for it. Magpie seemed to nice, maybe Yujin was a raven instead, standing in direct contrast to something like Richard and plucking every feather from his back out of desperation, hungry and helpless. In another life maybe, in this one he’d much rather be the magpie that stole food for them both while sharing a nest with his dove, just …

"And I didn't want to. I remember you saying you don't mind, but it would be unfair." If Richard couldn't, then Yujin shouldn't - that had been his reasoning so far, nevermind that he probably was off the mark with it. Did he care now? Yujin couldn't even be sure, hell, he couldn't even really check in with him for it. "Is it that obvious?", he asked with a chuckle, knowing it had to be. Nothing else would have met Richard point it out like that, but it was fine. There was nothing to be gained f…

What had been like before this? Less tender, more heated and usually it devolved into sex with the two of them - it didn’t matter why, it simply was. A cherry on top, something quick to sweeten the deal or heady to rid oneself of thoughts more questionable than carnal desire. All that had devolved into nothingness upon Richards return, for reasons Yujin needed no culprit for, but accepted as a fact, a happenstance. The tides seemed to turn in his favor today, once more lapping at him as if he bo…

"I'm the wrong guy for that." Shutting up, that was. Yujin always ran his mouth, just as much as his hands and fingers, maybe even his tongue if Richard would let him but that was really besides the point. What mattered was the two of them got along, and what was even more important was that the two of them got to spend time together again, hopefully for a long time. "I can arrange that, just for you.", he sweetly told him, as if that was hard to do as a prince of a nation filled with people tha…

"Doesn't that imply I stole something? Like ... your heart?", he returned the question, grinning from ear to ear. Yujin was someone that, by any means, was never entirely innocent or complicit with anything, much less someone elses ideas or plans for something. This time around, he wasn't even the one with the plan - not that he ever was - those mostly fell back onto Richard. It didn't have to be that way in the future, Yujin could think about things now without worrying that a dark void would s…

"To annoy you, why else?" One more joke added to his pile was hardly anything Richard couldn't deal with - Yujin still wanted to mean it. "I'm not saying I don't know, I just think it's an inconvenience for everyone involved to get the bath filled in the first place. Your dad sounds a bit more considerate and smart is all I meant." He never had a chance to meet that man and yet, he couldn't help but feel like he would have gotten along with him, maybe even been scared of him; king was a large ti…

"Dove it is, then.", Yujin decided for them both, amid the embarrassment sinking its claws deep into his very being. He wanted none of this not too long ago, wanted to be free of shackles that seemed very much self imposed at times and yet, he agreed to the silliest of things, putting himself back in binds that he never once ought to wear before. "Mh, sounds like a pain in the ass. It'd be easier if those pipes had actually been built, but we can leave that for when we actually get there." Maybe…

"Don't like it? If I called you my sunshine you'd just find a way to tell me you're not that sunny at all.", he teased Richard. They had known each other for a little while too long and with new old memories, Yujin felt confident in his assumption that his beloved, at times, worried too much about the wrong things. Nothing was going to get him out here, much like Yujin wouldn't suddenly turn on him - he'd make sure to protect him, come what may and scare off anything that got any stupid ideas. "…

Richard wasn't wrong. They were now meant to be and Yujin wouldn't kick that sort of promise like he had done the other times - Richard being his fiancé was wholly different to Yin, whom he never loved in the first place, or even spent a single tender moment like this with without being coerced into it first. In the past he'd have hated to admit it, solely as to not hurt anyones feelings but now he was more than happy to spend the rest of his days with someone that cared about him, not anyone el…

"Not that close, we need to see more of the world ourselves first.", Yujin chuckled. What good was it having kids this early, tying themselves down and waiting for something that never would come to pass to no avail? He didn't want to regret any of this, not that he thought he would, but he most certainly thought they should take it slow, in case something else came up. Right now, this was about them, not how their relationship would or should progress. "Ending with me? That makes it sound like …

“War’s never fun, but I’m glad they found one another. It seems like they were close … I’d like to be close to you like that.”, he blurted out, knowing better, yet causing a ruckus on purpose. Nothing was earned, much like many things weren’t awarded. Yujin felt as if no matter how deep he fell, how far he sank and ultimately however far down it it was that he came to a halt, he finally understood that this wasn’t the lowest point of his life, it never had to be - Richard would pick him back up …

"Prisoner? What kind of romance novel did your fathers get out of?" Again with cracking lighthearted jokes that didn't seem to hit anywhere except a wall that he picked out himself. Richard was being a sweetheart, which Yujin enjoyed, even if he missed the anger and flame a little bit, he'd never confess to it, not when he could enjoy this all the same. "You know, maybe it's the other way around for us. I'm the curious one that wanted to talk to the stranger that wound up here. Fortunately, he w…

"I'll have to take your word for it." No wonder Richards father fell for that man then - were all the wolves that ever met a sheep interested in them solely because they were this curious and prone to probing? Yujin didn't want an answer for that, not at the moment when he was content indulging himself in what he already had. Falling for Richard was his own fault and the culprit, caught redhanded at the scene of the crime, was more than willing to indulge in his spoils for staying persistent. Wa…

Yujin took preciously few things at face value at times or misunderstood most of them on purpose - regardless of what happened, all he could do was hope for the best. Now that he had gotten over that awkward phase, he was finally free to see world with his own eyes, one that didn't necessarily love him as much as he loathed it, but even then, those things were mutually exclusive either way. "You're much better at making stories up than I am, I'll give you that.", he praised Richard, without havi…

"Perfect, more room for my own, then.", Yujin responded. He didn't have any that were big enough to cause trouble be complicated, much less did he understand why he should even harbor such sentiments even now, but he knew that bitter medicine was often one of the hardest pills to swallow for anyone - he had had plenty of his own, had he not? Right now, he was the one that was waiting for others to mess up to swoop in and go for the kill, only figuratively. "It's been a while since you sent those…