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Blair snorted - he wasn't being caught redhanded, but simply surprised to have the obvious pointed out to him. "Good thing that what you think isn't what is fact. Don't worry, I'm indifferent to him, really - I just think he is too clingy, and at times, that gets in the way." Who was to say that the two of them couldn't play and have fun together anymore? Of course there was talks of jealousy, of realizing that perhaps, Blair was simply trying to worm his way back into Louis life and serve him R…

Was he wrong for defaulting to one of them? Blair didn't think himself to be at fault, knowing that he was simply following the guiding hand that led him around the circus in one swift move, but he knew that if he could've brought more, he was sure that Louis' would have appreciated more. Who was at fault, really? While he despaired over the thought, much more than he wanted to, he felt as if the colors of the show, and the candleshine that wrapped around Louis like a blanket were a sign - if do…

Blair had returned in one piece, neither happy nor sad about his miniscule findings, but then again, Louis hadn't specificed anything - sure, he was capable of thinking for himself, and yet, when he was quizzed on the identity of the stranger that had been arguing with Roy, all he could muster was an innocent, somewhat idiotic smile. "I heard her voice. It was likely Ruth, but there's a chance it wasn't. The wood muffled it, somewhat." The male voice had belonged to Roy, there were no two ways a…

With himself occupied, Blair thought that this was it for tonight - Roy wouldn't show up on purpose, get up to some shenanigans that both him and Louis missed and that was that. In the end, it would've been a good run of fostering understanding, or at least an attempt of it, and Blair already imagined his life back at where it had started out; somewhat dull in Roy's maw, where he'd exert pressure on him until he'd break apart under the weight again, and then again, and eventually, he'd reach out…

Picking up Louis from his trailer hadn't been on his list of tasks. If no one did it, though, he might not turn up or oversleep, even if Blair doubted it, and yet, the nagging feeling wouldn't leave him until he actually made his way to the entrance of the tent, only to be surprised by the face he'd been looking for just ever so slightly beyond it. "There you are.", he mouthed, breathing a sigh of relief - for a moment, he had discredited him, it seemed, and lumped him in with the likes of Roy a…

"Touché." Blair accepted his defeat at the hands of Louis - he knew everyone in this circus somewhat well, down to their quirks and behavior, while he himself had loose concepts of what most of them were like, if only because he liked observing from afar, but never actually joining the conversation. How did that one saying go? You could lead a horse to a body of water, yet couldn't force it to drink from it - Blair wasn't much different from a stubborn horse like that, no, but when it came down …

“I’m sure he knows that and chooses to ignore it, anyway.”, he replied, looking at the mirror in front of them and using it to look into Louis’ face, which he couldn’t see otherwise from this specific angle. Roy was charlatan, one of those few that seemed to think that, despite everything that had happened, the world revolved around him, still, despite the fact that he was aware of the ringmaster, his existence and all the expectations he had for those that he took under his literal and metaphor…

To be part of the troupe was to suffer for it and ones status in it, Blair was aware of that from the very start - often times, he’d made mistakes and promises that, in the end, he hadn’t managed to keep, but suffering built character and after all these years, he knew himself and his surroundings, through and through. All of them waned and waxed about different things, many of which were the same in the end - their never-ending yowling and moaning, the complaints about things that could be bett…

With Josiah off his case, Blair relaxed immediately - how Louis could endure being close to him, or having him in his immediate proximity for so long, he didn‘t understand, but that wasn‘t his place to judge and worse yet, if he got involved he‘d likely never find his way out of that kind of relationship. Therefore, he decided to abstain and walk the metaphorical mile to the backstage with Louis, so he could fix him up - there was little he could, would and should do by himself, not when someone…

Josiah would likely be happy if Louis went with him and the two of them could spend an afternoon together, surely, but Louis was such a busybody that something like that wouldn't happen now, or in a million years, not when they were setting up for tonight, which was creeping ever closer, now that they were actually occupied with work. "Are you sure?", Jo asked, sheepishly and somewhat timid, sounding as concerned as he'd always had. What was it that made this man work the way he did, and why, on…

Getting ahold of people was easier said than done - it wasn’t just Louis that didn’t trust him, not in the slightest. Whenever Blair thought he could get past his awkwardness and strike up a worthwhile conversation, he found that everyone else was blabbering among themselves and the moment he raised his voice, they regarded him rather cold, or simply ignored him, like a ghost - few of them were actually willing to let him get as far as to mention Louis’ ailment, and the fact that he was in a tim…

"You could have tried, probably. Not sure if you'd have managed to keep it a secret, though.", he admitted to Louis' face, well aware that they both had their own demons to deal with and that, in hindsight, teaming up might prove to be a bit of a pain in the ass. Regardless of the outcome however, Blair felt inclined to help and also find the person that was to blame for what had transpired right here - it wasn't him, he hadn't said a peep, and suddenly, all of those people behaved quite odd, if…

Name: Blair Age: 24 years old Height: 186cm Background: Honestly, who knows? Trivia: - Blair, despite the constant scowl on his face and his height, hardly gets noticed by anyone or stands out in a crowd; frankly, he blends in with them more than anything else. - While many people in the circus are good at many things, Blair is more of a custodian than a performer - he cleans up after everyone when nobody is looking and often has duties like cooking or laundry foisted upon him by "that" side of …

"I asked them, nobody knows who it came from anymore, they all just ... kinda knew, somehow. I don't think it'll fall back on him, and if it does, I'm pretty sure he didn't start spreading the word himself." Which meant that someone else would be thrown under the bridge for him to make a swift escape from the situation and claim ignorance, as best he could. Roy was like this, always in the need to save his own skin, for no reason at all, but Blair gave up trying to understand the bastard a while…

"Oh, I don't think he pushed you, or tried to enfeeble you, you misunderstand. I have a hunch he ... told some people what happened to you, is what I mean.", Blair explained himself. Therefore, this caused quite the commotion early in the morning and dragged everyone to Louis' trailer, aside from a handful that seemed to be preoccupied with himself. "I'll try to figure out if he did anything while everyone was distracted." It seemed unlikely, and he wasn't going to damage any of the equipment in…

Their looks were stony, but the silence itself seemed uncanny enough. No matter how he put it, Blair felt at fault for something that he didn't even do - someone had told everyone, that was his best guess, but that would mean that somebody had figured out something had happened to Louis in the first place and that, in turn, raised even more questions. Now his own head hurt, for no reason at all, and Louis looked worse for wear at the commotion in front of his trailer, this early. Soon after he s…

All of it spiraled out of control, somehow. Blair hadn’t said a peep to anyone, not even Roy, and somehow yet, someone had likely found the rust-colored blood in the supply trailer at some point between yesterday night and today - there were plenty of people who could’ve been it, and yet, there were less of them than Blair could think of, but one thing was for sure: They all eyed each other with suspicion for a moment and then acted like Louis’ injury was a widely known malady that they all, sim…

"I know.", Blair told him with a pained smile, one that was genuine enough - he felt bad for Louis, for this man that only wanted to do the right thing and as thanks was hurt by the world itself, it seemed. "You should start caring about yourself, too. It seems harsh, and I don't mean for you to prioritize yourself if you don't want to, but there's no need to hurt yourself. I know that ... that's a problem, overall, the children I mean, but don't give up yet. I'm aware that things happened the p…

"No need to be like that.", he snorted, knowing that Lucy meant it in earnest. This was, well, something was it not? There were very many things they could argue about in that regard, but Josiah knew that he would always be the one that pulled the short end of the stick in things that required him to use his brain, at least at times. "That ... should count for something, if not for anything out there, at least to you, and me.", Josiah admitted eventually, relenting that he was not worthy of all …

"Those are all things I'm naturally good at, though!" No hard effort required, especially not on the height. Lucy wasn't just cute or beautiful, she was somewhat weird tonight, something that he kept to himself, as it would undoubtedly sour the mood between them right now, unsure what it was in the first place. What were they? Jo didn't know, he really couldn't figure it out. "They did, but I guess they likely used some dried color pigments, which would take forever to get my hands on if I don't…