
eden‘s shadow
A garden to walk in and immensity to dream in— what more could he ask?
A few flowers at his feet and above him the stars.
— Victor Hugo, Les misérables
Vorstellung
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Life and death had one particular thing in common; Neither waited to be invited.
It just… happened. One moment you come home from work, put your headphones on and finally enjoy the drama CD you have been longing for all day… and the next moment you miss to hear the sirens. You fall asleep and don‘t notice the heavy smoke replacing all air inside your lungs. The heat of the flames only reaches you when they start licking your skin and by then your eyes and limbs are too heavy to wake up again anyway. Kyoko Hamasaki died inside her burning apartment building at the age of 27. The fire was not her fault. But she was one of several victims of it.
For a long time — or merely just a second? — she‘s been floating through a cold nothingness. Somewhere between existence and consciousness. For the mere blink of an eye she felt something… A lingering joy that reached her like an echo at the birth of her niece. A wave of sadness that gently rocked her when her mother died. Everything was peaceful but empty… until she felt… the pull. The pull of something, grabbing her, tearing her down. For the first time in an eternity — or just the blink of an eye — there was movement. Her arms raised up as she fell and lost strands of hair tickled her cheeks.The fall increased in speed. She found slowly to her senses. At first she wanted to scream but then she noticed there was no air filling her burning lungs. She inhaled nothing and tried gripping for something to stop the sensation.
She fell quicker and quicker before landing hardly.
She jerked up, sitting up, gasping for air. Her eyes were burning. Every part of her body felt crushed. Her head was spinning. Panicking she checked her arms. Something hot was flowing through her veins. Was she on fire? She certainly felt like it.
Little hands with slim fingers were pushed into her sight as she tried to check herself. She blinked in confusion. What…?
Slowly her breath calmed down. She felt a heart banging against her chest like a foreign sensation located inside and outside of her body. Sweat pearled on her body, soaking her gown and glueing it to her skin. It took her incredibly long to realize that she… was alive. That this body was in fact hers to control and harbour her soul. The moment this thought crossed her mind it was gone, erased. Groaning she shook her head, massaging her pulsating temples. What was going on?
A heavy blanket laid on top of her. It was ridiculously beautiful. The girl gently stroke the fabrics, in awe of the embroidery. Has she ever own something like that? She couldn‘t remember.
Was that her bed? It felt too soft for her. She let her eyes wander around the room. And now she was a hundred percent certain that this was in fact not her little apartment. She found herself in a chamber straight out of a period drama. The bed frame was made of dark wood with beautiful carvings of flowers across the headboard. There was not one blanket laying on top of her but now she realized it were three. One dark red with the golden embroidery, one of wool that seemed handwoven and one of thin linen.
Was that all part of a… very weird dream?
Ophelia looked over to her nightstand. She recognized the same dark wood the bed was almost sculptured from. And the rest of the interior was of the same quality as well.
Her head hurt awfully and she was thirsty. The first attempt to raise up her covers ended unsuccessfully. There was no strength in her little arms. She frowned at the sight of what she could see of herself. Sure, she never got out into the sun that much but has she actually ever been pale like that?
She tried again to free herself from the comfort of the bed and managed to throw her legs over the mattress. But when she tried to get up, she immediately broke down and crashed to the ground with a loud thud.
„Ouch…“, she whispered to herself.
Immediately a door was barged open. „Young lady!“ Ophelia raised her head to look at the panicking woman running over to her, throwing herself to the ground, next to the cowering figure. The girl wore a maids uniform. Her hands hovered uncertainly over the shoulders of her master. Ophelia did not understand the situation and just looked at her in awe.
„Wow… You‘re so pretty…“, she muttered. The girl flinched as if she was hit in the face. With wide eyes she stared at the young lady in shock.
„E-excuse me?!“ Ophelia sat up in a more comfortable position, quickly realizing she must have said it out loud. She cleared her throat shyly and looked down to her hands.
„Oh sorry, was that too forward? I… I was just surprised.“ Of course she meant the old fashioned clothes. But the girl was very pretty in general. Light brown hair that framed her face and eyes that seemed to be made of dark chocolate. She could easily be a model. Well maybe she was a cosplayer.
Ophelia was a little lost in thought and did not notice that she was traumatizing the young girl to the bones. The maid has never heard the young lady address any of the personell with such a soft spoken voice. And her complimenting her was equally terrifying. Did she intend to steal her face?
„A-are you… alright, young miss? Did you… you fell from the bed. Did you hit your head?“ She just realized the situation and quickly shook her head. „I-I mean again? Did you hit your head again?“
Ophelia couldn’t find the time to wonder about the weird way the girl addressed her, as she automatically felt for her head and noticed a bandage wrapped around it. A pang of pain shot through her and she flinched with a whimper. „Ah… oh boy I guess I did fall on my head, didn’t I?“
She quickly removed her hand and looked around again. „I am so confused actually… Could you please explain to me how I got here exactly? And where I may be?“
The young lady being polite and friendly was… terrifying. The maid slowly raised to her knees, extending her hands to the girl. „Yes, of course. But please… It would be better to get off the floor. The masters will worry when you get sick right after finally waking up.“
Ophelia didn’t understand a word but she obediently got up with the maids help and sat down on the bed as she was instructed. She didn‘t want to worry the masters… Whoever they were.
„Don‘t you remember, my lady? You went out for a ride. Your brother found you laying on the side of the road with a massive wound on the side of your head and your horse roaming around alone.“
Ophelia blinked at the girl in utter confusion. Her lips curled up into a smile before breaking out into a little giggle. The thought of that sounded too absurd.
„Are you sure about that? I don‘t recall ever sitting on a horse. Where would I even get one?“
Now her confusion was mirrored on the brunettes face. „From… the… stable?“
Yeah, nope, that made no sense at all and it was all too clear that none of that rang a bell in her mind.
The maid slowly lowered herself to the ground again, trying to stomach the thought that was growing in her mind. „My lady… What is the last thing you remember?“
Ophelia stared at the unknown girl. She let out a sound indicating she was trying to think of an answer. But honestly, she couldn’t. The moment she seemed to understand something or form a coherent thought it slipped from her grasp. Her head started hurting again and she groaned, quickly averting her eyes from the pain inducing mental exercise.
„I am very sorry, but I don‘t know…“ She massaged her temples gently.
The maid immediately got up. „I will inform the master and sent for the doctor immediately.“
{♥}
The news quickly grew into a sensation. A fall on her head and the youngest daughter of one of the highest ranking families in manipulation magic lost all her memories. Everyone was extremely on edge at first. Above all Ophelia. She found out that was her new name. It did indeed sound somewhat familiar. But the final realization came through her brother Phoebos, who entered the room to visit her one day. When she was still a young Japanese woman called Kyoko she has spent hours looking at his face during her extensive art sessions. There was no way she wouldn‘t recognize him, of all people. And with that came the terror: She was somehow reincarnated not just into her favorite game but as the sister of her favorite character?! His blood related full sister, sharing a mother and a father, same DNA.
The young girl stared at her brother for longer than was comfortable before utterly breaking out into tears. „No! That‘s so unfair!“, she cried out with the emotional intensity only a 14-year old girl could muster. Phoebos stood still as if frozen to the ground. „Huh?“
A maid rushed in. „Young lady! Young lady, what happened? What‘s wrong?“ She hurried over to the crying girl and Ophelia immediately let herself fall into her arms. „Why? WHy is Phoebos my brother?! I don‘t understand! That‘s not fair! I don‘t want that! Vanessa, Vanessa, please tell me that‘s a joke! Tell me I am adopted!“ The maid Vanessa looked helplessly from her young lady to the young lord and couldn‘t entirely fight the laugh that was erupting from her chest. „I—… uh… Y—you…“ She shook her head and looked over to the young boy, still shocked and unable to move a muscle.
„She is probably just confused… and shocked… Please don‘t take it to heart, young master… Maybe Lord Vilhardin will have answers…“ Young Ophelia gasped. „Vilhardin? Lord Vilhardin? The… the doctor?“ Ophelia suddenly became frantic again. „No! No!! I can‘t… I can‘t see him! Not like this? I… leave! All of you! Please leave me alone!“
No doctor came up with any other explanation. She has lost her memory because of the trauma to her head. But physically she was fairly healthy. From time to time she would remember something or someone and yet behaved entirely like a different person from before… Ophelia quickly became a person… unable to oversee once she entered a room. She was curious, far from shy, spoke openly her mind which was… pretty simple most of the time. She enjoyed time alone, started drawing alone in the garden und became… tired. Ophelia very much appreciated her nap times and they became very frequent. Many times the maids would find her sleeping in the garden and started calling her lovingly their little fairy since she always looked so whimsical.
@marquis


I‘d have given you my soul had you asked.
So why did you have to take my heart instead?