"Using me? For what? But, I don't mind either way.",Caelan smiled at Ronan, he didn't think Ronan didn't enjoy their time together right now and even if he was, by whatever he was helping, it was fine. Caelan though strong and with an unbending will, was probably often used, because he did like to help, even if he didn't gain anything from it. In fact as much as he had searched for a new girl, as much as he charmed them and really did bring them to his room, as much girls tried to get a piece of him. He didn't want to sound pretentious, but there were enough women that either wanted a quick adventure as well, or more likely, tried to sleep their way to the top, or in other words, tried to get close to Caelan of Fhaergus to maybe someday marry him. He wanted to think, that they at least had a night of fun with him after all, normally he spotted lies pretty easily. Why did every topic with Ronan turn into something depressing anyway? "You think of me as intimidating?", he asked and stuck out his tongue. "And somewhat pleasant? Oh my, I'm getting all flustered!" A short laugh left his throat, while Ronan was already making plans for his visit again. "Figured. After all hiking, or taking a walk, usually ends up with being far away from anyone else and it's quiet.", Caelan said, shaking his head. "Though, don't sweat it, I'm not going to run off if you need a break." Caelan was used to walking long distances, climbing rocks and swimming in cold water, but he wasn't one to go on ahead or push people to their limits, just to reach where they were going. The hike itself was the most fun after all, the destination didn't really matter as much. He kind of looked forward to it as well, Ethan and Orlando weren't people for hikes or Fhaergus cold weather and Caelan had never really experienced a second of peace when Cameron was around. He didn't mind, but hiking with Ronan would be a hell of a lot different. "You're right. So if you're using me, what are you using me for? You can't lie now right?", Caelan bluntly asked, with a grin, believing to have trapped Ronan now somehow. Though the answer didn't really matter to him.
"Hm, well, then maybe we'll share our misery together someday after all.", Caelan said. He yet again had to talk about himself, didn't he? How was it never ever had anyone of his friends asked him these kind of questions and why did Caelan feel somewhat bad about everything he's been doing. Usually he wasn't as insecure, this must have been Ronans influence, though some self reflection wasn't that bad probably. "It's not like I'm not talking to them.", he defended himself with less conviction than usual. "I... uh... I guess I'll know when I find her. Though... someone who's not too much a typical lady I guess, riding, going hiking as well, something like that, but in the end my father will probably tell me who to marry some day.", he grumbled, because he neither had an satisfying answer, nor did he want to marry some girl he didn't even like. He rather jumped onto the next topic. "Having my room in your mansion is fine, after all I don't take girls all the way to Fhaergus every time. And why would you think, I'd need a bed? Or a room? Isn't the lake beautiful enough, reflecting the moon and the stars? Having a warm fire and a moss-covered ground with a blanket as bed isn't good enough for Ronan of Alster?" Yeah, it wasn't exactly Ronan who he wanted to seduce today, but mocking him just a little bit was fun.
"Hm, well, then maybe we'll share our misery together someday after all.", Caelan said. He yet again had to talk about himself, didn't he? How was it never ever had anyone of his friends asked him these kind of questions and why did Caelan feel somewhat bad about everything he's been doing. Usually he wasn't as insecure, this must have been Ronans influence, though some self reflection wasn't that bad probably. "It's not like I'm not talking to them.", he defended himself with less conviction than usual. "I... uh... I guess I'll know when I find her. Though... someone who's not too much a typical lady I guess, riding, going hiking as well, something like that, but in the end my father will probably tell me who to marry some day.", he grumbled, because he neither had an satisfying answer, nor did he want to marry some girl he didn't even like. He rather jumped onto the next topic. "Having my room in your mansion is fine, after all I don't take girls all the way to Fhaergus every time. And why would you think, I'd need a bed? Or a room? Isn't the lake beautiful enough, reflecting the moon and the stars? Having a warm fire and a moss-covered ground with a blanket as bed isn't good enough for Ronan of Alster?" Yeah, it wasn't exactly Ronan who he wanted to seduce today, but mocking him just a little bit was fun.
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